Dissociatives The Big & Dandy Diphenidine Thread

[Xorkoth]

Bought 2grams Diphenidine and 1 gram of methoxphenidine for over Christmas 2013, , ,Whilst alone, i took 250mg Diphenidine orally at 6pm on the 26th December, , , wow, it was a year ago now, after an hour I was in this most vivid intense dream imaginable, and I had little or no control over it, I was an enlightened Guru with all knowledge and the secrets of the universe and something big was going to happen. Everyone was connected to me through the internet and I was live on sky news. There was this big count down, I can remember this huge event where every one would aquire my knowledge, and it would lead to a dawning of a new era. . . it was like something from a Phillip k Dick novel, , , there was this build up like a 15 second pre cum orgasm but 10 times better, lots of special effects and CGI and BANG it was over, , ,by 9pm i was concious again, Looking back it was a religious experiance for a man who has no religion, a man like me, , , not at anytime did i feel bad, it was all good , , , its been 10 months now and i have just orderd another 2 grams of Diphenidine , , Ha Ha

He DID IT!!

 

[imonfire]

i did the same thing as you but ended up in hospital instead had no real luck with these two chemicals yet still at the back of my mind to try them again

How did you end up in hospital? What dosage?

 

[foolsgold]

how by blacking out and ending up on the floor drooling and frothing at the mouth made me have a fit didn't leave any after affects luckily

just got something called serenity i know fucking branded stuffs is a real no no normally but it was only £10 a gram and i was expecting a stim benzo mix but i found out that it was this stuff so had an interesting afternoon but for some reason it was like a one shot wonder ive tried re dosing but to no luck

well for the maybe the second time only i have flushed a baggie down the plug hole couldn't get anything but bad vibes off it after the first hit

who would off guessed slipping into that blackness on this stuff that fucked me up so badly at the begin of the year was just what i needed ?

as you may of gathered i od and i mean i stopped i really did it this time just took some getting my head around what happen this afternoon and then again this evening heart slowly stopping and everything just to go what the fuck like i had fallen a sleep but it wasn't no sleep i fucking died earlier today sodding amazing i died i really did and no one helped me back no doctors or anything i died alone in my bed room just let go slipped away happily was at peace with it did even panic just went then bang back just to do the same thing again with a little bit of BAD TRIP to boot feels like ive been away for awhile but i am who i use to be but not sort of replicated myself as with out doing it if you get what i mean

sorry but fuck me i did what ive been trying to do for months i offed myself and this time it worked and fuck do i feel good for it

 

[Londonkidd]

Ladies and gentleman, we are floating in space.

I dosed 50mg orally at 9:30 PM and watched the finale of Justified on the way up. Mild to moderate feelings of dissociation made the plot slightly confusing towards the end. After that I conducted a phone conversation with a friend with no real difficulty although I had the distinct feeling I was experiencing things from a third person perceptive. At 11:30, feeling quite wonky but not trashed by any means I redosed 70mg oral. Between then and now I have no idea what happened subjectively, or rather, I can tell you that there was nothing going on subjectively. I feel that I was fully conscious but my mind was a complete blank. I'm pretty sure I've just been sat on my bed staring at my banjo in the corner of the room without a single identifiable thought for over an hour. At some point I felt hot so I stripped to the waist and lay flat on my back breathing deeply and evenly with my mind still completely blank. It was about the most relaxed I've ever felt in my life. I guess it could be considered a hole but very different from a hexylamine hole. It was like a zen-like state of non existence. It wasn't good, it wasn't bad, it wasn't anything at all. Worthwhile? I'm not sure I can answer that. It was like being pure form without content. It was either the most boring or most fascinating experience of my life. Or maybe both at the same time.

EDIT: Reading back the above, I'm pretty sure what I've written is a really poor attempt to put into words what the experience was like. But minute by minute, all memory of the subjective effects of the drug seem to be fading away, like trying to remember a dream. I feel that this stuff has very profound and strange effects on memory. I'm not sure how recreational it is but it's pretty fascinating in my opinion.

Actually I loved your post one of the only posts to actually describe the feeling of it. Thank you

 

[Londonkidd]

No offense, but you are ignorant as fuck. :D How many times does it have to be said, that freebase diphenidine should NOT be taken intranasally?!

There's no need to talk like that. It's a forum, he was sharing his experience.
People on here are too rude. For what?

 

[Solipsis]

- wow people seem to get hospitalized left and right with drugs like 3-MeO-PCP and diphenidine available

- I edited some posts: please don't embed youtube videos of music in this thread - I appreciate that it is nice socially but it obscures the goals of threads like these. Thank you.

- Can you guys help me with elaborate recommendations about how a beginner should approach dosage safety-wise? We need to place warning messages in the OPs of B&Ds of compounds like these, some safety guidelines based on your experience would help. :D

 

[foolsgold]

truth is i don't think the is a safe dose a stupid little amount cause all my fuss on Thursday this stuff is deadly hits without warning and lands you in deep with out a paddle

 

[Londonkidd]

I've ordered 250mg from a uk legal site, I'm feeling a bit worried but excited too. I'm putting in hours of research & will have u guys with me when it arrives.
I'm going to take it very easy, any advice would be appreciated.
xx

 

[Londonkidd]

- wow people seem to get hospitalized left and right with drugs like 3-MeO-PCP and diphenidine available

- I edited some posts: please don't embed youtube videos of music in this thread - I appreciate that it is nice socially but it obscures the goals of threads like these. Thank you.

- Can you guys help me with elaborate recommendations about how a beginner should approach dosage safety-wise? We need to place warning messages in the OPs of B&Ds of compounds like these, some safety guidelines based on your experience would help. :D

Yes please with the latter point, this would be very helpful x

 

[foolsgold]

its not one to take lightly so glad you taking notes it well it stopped my heart Thursday not an out of body thing it killed me not blacked or anything like that i died alone in my bed room something weird happened and thats the only reason i am here posting today

ive had plenty of drug od's blackouts and the likes to know that what happened was a full blown fatal od which i came back from

i know that sounds weird how can it of been fatal if your alive lol but you know what i mean fucking stuff really did stop my heart and everything this time not like Christmas when it made me fit and end up in hospital

 

[Londonkidd]

What. Oh my god.
If I'm allowed to ask this- was it brought from a reputable legal site or street? How much and how did you take it?
I haven't bought much.
I'll take all of your advice. I haven't taken ANYthing except k (ketamine) in 10 years.
Who knows, it might not even arrive- but if it does I'll be keeping you guys close during.
Kidd x

 

[foolsgold]

first batches of it were yes from well respected vendors and that still put me in hospital Thursdays was not but that's not really the point with this stuff its deadly so is mxp both even when i for once was doing things right not just hoofing lines still hospitalized

 

[Solipsis]

That really sucks, and sounds extreme...!

What happened? Did your heart stop while you were in the hospital, or did it stop according to you and after that you were hospitalized? I'm very curious and hope you are doing okay. Perhaps your info can help others avoid something like that from happening...
I only tried it once and it didn't sit right with me.

Unfortunately people will keep taking this, so considering your reactions including yours, foolsgold, hopefully we can set up a good warning. Sorry that happened to you, however we can't stop trying to add some HR any way we can.

londonkidd - even if you bought diphenidine, know that in my opinion it is not really that much like ketamine... and the way you get 'lost' or removed from yourself is much less safe than with ketamine I think. You don't have to take it just cause you bought it. First just read up some more, it's not as simple as just buying the next dissociative just to replace K.

 

[foolsgold]

hospital is still a blur both times it induced amnesia so i am making a guess as to what fully happened to me plus ive abused the benzo since then that the last year is a blur but i was found fitting on both this and mxp around that time at doses of around 100mg which with tolerance is not to great i would say

now Thursday is another matter i felt it stop then i slipped away without any panic i was alone at home at this point it wasn't the typical thing ive been through when ive tried taking my life ive normally just blacked out this time was different still trying to understand it all did it twice first i didn't really click as to what i had do just came round like in dream like stage no real grasp till later that night after i got my head around the second time when i had a bad trip as well which sort of kept me with it for longer

but like ive said ive been trying hard just lately to end things and this was just that but by accident was not expecting it to happen this just fade way then the is gap then i sort of zombie out

sorry i can't give you a more medical proof but when something like this happens you know

this is a good side to it as its helped with my split personality problems and seems to of reset my things like mxe and ket can do its cleaned my receptors

 

[Londonkidd]

It sounds like floodlight may have an allergic response to these types of drugs. Or taken too much?
I've heard horror stories from others about k but to me its rainbows and cotton wool, everyone takes to toxins very differently.
I don't think there is a direct ketamine alternative but I've waited for months for it to return, it's not happening and when it does its awful. It's more anxiety, cravings and a runny nose from what is 'k' now. Very few rainbows.
So I think I'd rather know what I'm putting in my body and take the safest precautions I can.
I am nervous though, I'll update x

 

[Londonkidd]

Just to add- it's the escape I want the most. Nothing like acid (I know I mentioned rainbows!) I want the feeling of all the stress going away and taking me somewhere else.
Most uppers made me feel horrendous, even weed makes me 'too high'
I know most feel k is major, but I just find it relaxing and close to perfect- until I go to far continuously and then it's dangerous and painful.
Moderation! (she says...)

 

[foolsgold]

just be careful with it i no i am being over zealous here but i lost a friend to this stuff earlier this years as well

 

[Solipsis]

I get escapism, but you got to keep yourself safe while your mind is off escaping somewhere.

 

[Bare_head]

still too scared to try this lol!

 

[Bare_head]

ok 50mg of the crystal stuff down the hatch, first alerts after 30 minutes, can feel it almost 3 hours after taking it, feels slightly warm, my etiz withdrawls has seem to dissapearecd. interesting stuff