had a recent experience on this chemical... and would like to WARN people that the blotters might not be as evenly laid as most people think. its probably not that common, and im not pointing fingers BUT people should be aware that even one blotter might provide a full on breakthrough experience.
i had dosed blotters from the same sheet before, twice, with consistent results the first times, as in each time, one was consumed and had an effect as wanted (if we are to believe, at 150 ug) more or less similar to ~120 LSD, perhaps a bit more visual but less deep.
recently i have doses ONE blotter, from the same sheet, kept in the same zip lock baggy, in a dry, dark place, at room temperature, for over half a year, and it provided the most powerful visual and immersing trip of my life. I have not taken any additional medicine, am not on any medication, my psychedelics tolerance is low, with nothing of the sort consumed for at least a month prior.
still, that one blotter provided this most powerful of trips. the timeline was consistent with a high dose of allad, in that i was down after about 6 hours, and some residual stimulation and visual artifacts for another 4 hours...
the chemical is very powerful and i have no idea how much was on that blotter, but suffice to say that it may have been maybe 5? 10 times what i feel one blotter had held before. the overall trip felt overpowering and there were moments where i was thinking i might lose the plot entirely, including moments of complete fear that i had somehow screamed and made a fool of myself, or might hurt myself (though i did not in any way do any such things). felt very little in control, could see nothing but hallucinations for a good 3 hours. eminently visual, this chemical changed perception in relation to the overall feel i had for the trip - the moment i felt it turn bad, so did the visuals turn hellish and spiraled out of control; regaining some faculties felt very good. emotionally it was not as involving as other trips i have had. for instance, mushrooms feel much more spiritual and emotional even at lower doses.
the big revelation of the trip was i felt relieved of all fear, of life or death, and felt everything as one, neverending, but sadly without much in the way of purpose. except that of being. kind of like and extinction of all want, a perspective of oneness.
just a reminder that blotters are not equal and especially beginners should start LOW, with perhaps as little as a quarter blotter int he beginning.
