Man, didn't you have some earlier threads where nitrous was "fucking you up"? http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/723738-Is-This-Normal-For-Chronic-Nitrous-Use-(Very-Concerned)
I hate to say it, but you've brought this upon yourself and although it must suck fucking eggs, you SHOULD NOT HAVE KEPT DOING NITROUS!
Agreed.. in the OP itself you blatantly kept taking hit after hit even though you knew something was off. Seriously?