thx for your response.
Ive lived far worst psychological episode from drugs (I got 4 month episode of incapaciting depersonalization from salvia some years ago), but the fear is always the same : did all these effect pass ???? This scare the shit out of myself.
I continue to live my life normally (applying to job, chatting with friend, doing music, playing volleyball).
I'm clean since 4 days, and in 1 month (january) I've used :
MXE, methylone, 4fa, 3mmc.
Since the beginning of feb. I've used codeine & MXE.
Worst is that I crave more MXE than substitued amph... There is 2 meters beetween myself and a 8g bag of MXE atm, hard to resist, even if I know any trip would be lame (loss of magic)
Ive lived far worst psychological episode from drugs (I got 4 month episode of incapaciting depersonalization from salvia some years ago), but the fear is always the same : did all these effect pass ???? This scare the shit out of myself.
I continue to live my life normally (applying to job, chatting with friend, doing music, playing volleyball).
I'm clean since 4 days, and in 1 month (january) I've used :
MXE, methylone, 4fa, 3mmc.
Since the beginning of feb. I've used codeine & MXE.
Worst is that I crave more MXE than substitued amph... There is 2 meters beetween myself and a 8g bag of MXE atm, hard to resist, even if I know any trip would be lame (loss of magic)