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Totally depends on the medic. I've had real douche bags who gave me waaayy more narcan than I needed, and literally were giggling like school girls watching me puke my guts out in the ambulance.

Some of them are really cool and only want to give you enough to stay safe, others are pieces of shit. Like cops. Good and bad.
 
i remember the one time where i went into severe predetermined withdrawals and it was absolute hell..i took the sub just 17 hours after last use and within 4-6mns i was throwing up and had cold sweats and extreme uncomfort in my whole body like aching and just feeling so unpleasant..ive never had narcan but i can imagine how bad it must be..i after throwing up withing 2 mns of that i was basically pissing out of my ass..going into immediate withdrawals was definitely in my top 5 of most painful and uncomfortable situations in my life..just the thought of having something rip off the full agonist opiate receptors in my brain sounds horrible..

i hate this disease and addiction so much..tomorrow im going to start withdrawals again and start sub back up all over again after relapsing again 2 weeks ago..this shit takes over our lives and literally controls it..the worse part is obtaining the substance and having to rely on shitty and cocky dope dealers who know your basically helpless without their product..

i cant wAIT TO one day be opiate free and substance free including suboxone..i will definitely always smoke weed so thats not being substance free but i dont see thc as a substance but more of a life necessity to balance out the lows that life throws at us..and it isnt as harmful as all the other shit ive ever done..i cant wait to get my medical card out here in mass and walk into a dispensary and get top notch high grade produce =]

anyhow i hope everyone out there is well and is trying to deal with their daily issues with life with as little pain and trouble as possible..lifes just a bitch and a game that you gotta play..
 
At the time i was maintained on 110 and my sister gave me a piece of a pill she said was oxy, so i railed it and it turned out to be subutex. It was maybe 1mg....i was thrown into the worst wd ive ever had. Never been narcaned but i imagine thats what it would have been like. So yea pw is most def real.
 
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Yeah that's effectively what it's like to get dosed with narcan. Ha what a shitty thing that must have been for you, man. Expecting to feel the high from oxy but instead you get thrown into agonizing withdrawal.

Did she not know it was subutex? Did she do that to you on purpose?
 
I got real bad PWD once (have had it maybe twice IIRC). I decided to shoot a couple mg of sub 6 hours or so after dope, I was still obviously coming down. I knew it would probably happen, I don't remember my reasoning behind it though. So I blasted it and I got a RUSH.... of nastiness. Straight up, it swept over me and left me shivering, and running to the toilet where I immediately shat out a couple days' worth of dook. It actually wasn't as bad as I imagined it would be, but that's partially because I knew it was going to fade shortly and that it did. Within an hour the sub had completely taken over and I was comfortable.

When I've gotten narcan'd I was too fucked on benzos to feel as ill as I should have (and I'm guessing the medic didn't overdose me with it), the medic was like 'how do you feel' and I was just like 'I have a hell of a bitching headache', which I did, but as the dope crept back in on top of the benzos I went to sleep and they let me just sleep it off apparently. Lucky in more ways than... one? three?
 
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Yeah that's effectively what it's like to get dosed with narcan. Ha what a shitty thing that must have been for you, man. Expecting to feel the high from oxy but instead you get thrown into agonizing withdrawal.

Did she not know it was subutex? Did she do that to you on purpose?
She had been fucking around with opis even tho she said she had stopped using. I had no idea of how much she was actually doing and she took out her pill bottle to pack some bud and a tiny chunk of pill fell out and i said why are you lying to me, youre still doing them. So she said fine you can take it so i wont have anymore. She said it was a mistake and she thought it was opana but it wasnt...even after 2 days of being dosed at the clinic i still didnt feel right. That shit is POWERFUL. Plus it was such a tiny piece i knew it wouldnt do anything bc of the mmt, i railed it just to get rid of it after she left. Talk about rough lol.
 
Yeah this is true.

It's odd to think about, but everyday long term, highly dependent heroin users have a less likely chance of OD'ing in a way, because their bodies are so used to the dope, their tolerance is so high and you always know where it is, and they have been doing the same amount for so long.

The people who are really at risk are the "chippers". People who are only doing dope occasionally.. they don't do enough that their body is used to it at all, their tolerance is always really low or they never quite know where it is, they are getting dope from different sources every time etc.

I mean, of course hard core daily users can still OD.. but when you hear about them happening, it's usually somebody who got clean for a bit and went back, or was dabbling and did too much, etc.

I haven't had an overdose in six years.

I agree and disagree kinda. I agree that it's easier for 'chippers' to OD compared to more frequent users, but there are some things that make people with high tolerances more likely to OD.

Here's my main example. So let's say that someone with a big habit does 5 bag shots, and that each bag weighs out to 0.1, so 100mg per bag. Now let's say that the dope he gets is on average 50% pure (so each bag technically only has 50mg of diacetylmorphine in it) making his 5 bag shot out to be 250mg of heroin. Let's also compare this to some 'chipper' that does 1 bag shots usually, and then goes from there.

Now let's say that a more potent batch is in town, and both peoples sources got it now. This stuff is 70% pure, which is 20% better than the last batch, but also nothing crazy for this area, so word isn't really going around about being careful with this stuff. So as usual the heavy user loads up his 5 bag shot, and somewhere across town the 'chipper' is prepping his 1 bag shot since it's a Friday night which is the only time he uses all well.

5 of the new 100mg bags at 70% purity means that the shot has approximately 350mg of heroin in it, which is 100mg more than usual, thus 100mg more than he's been doing per shot. The 'chipper' on the other hand is doing his 1 bag shot of this new batch, so at 70% purity that puts it at 70mg which is only 20mg more than usual, which can still be enough to cause some problems (especially if the person is new to dope and really hasn't had a habit before nor gone above 1 bag shots of 50% dope), but I would be more worried about the frequent user in this instance.

So basically the bigger the habit and the more bags you do per shot, the more you are affected by an increase in purity of the dope. Do you agree that in cases like this the person with the bigger habit is in more danger than the 'chipper' that only does a bag or two to start off?

Eh, you'd pick it up pretty quick man if you were really looking to score. Hah. Dope fiends are super fast at adapting to a new scene in a new city.

Haha, yea man if regional drug slang is that much of a barrier for you to score dope in an area than maybe you're not cut out for the dope scene and being an addict, which is actually a good thing since you're better off not diving right back into the dope scene when you are new to an area or something.

^BBT, let me apologize for being harsh on you, I get jumped on for expressing my opinion and it doesn't make me happy...Precipitated WDs do exist...but what I go through and Scagnattie goes through, it's not even precipitated withdrawal, it's just inability to adjust to bupe...True PW is different I guess...Most people I know are either fine, or they get sick for a few days making the transition...I've never personally met someone who became deathly sick for only 2 hours and then was fine, which afaik is what true PW would be like...

As far as the grams and bundles thing...This will piss people off, but most of the grams we get in New England these days are pretty stepped, the cut that's being used is usually professional and it doesn't translate to getting gunk in the cooker when you fix, but it's stepped on nonetheless....

You get what you pay for though...a gram of New England dope might go a little further than a NY bundle, but not much...and the price is about the same, give or take...

Grams and halfs as a way of selling dope to the general public is a thing of the last 5-7 years, before that, it was still sold in grams, but the price was about double and the quality was far superior...you couldn't get away with a .6 shot unless you had a serious habit...now, pretty much everyone I know can kill a gram in 2-5 shots...

I think the plastic bags are just easier for the dealers, but really pure heroin is not cheap enough at the wholesale level to sell grams at the prices they are now...that's why, the bags will usually be better dope by weight...

Connecticut is the biggest wild-card dope state on the east coast because it's sold in just about every way there is there...They have bags in bundles at NY prices and sizes, they have the smaller cheaper bundles you see in Mass and RI and they have grams...

Don't be fooled by the fact that your dope comes in a rock, comes back a nice clear brown color in water with no sludge...that doesn't mean anything for the purity...I've had beautiful chunks of 2-3 grams of dope that looked like they were broken off a kilo brick that were mediocre....

My 2 cents on precipitated withdrawals;
I have personally experienced them, and also know someone else IRL who had the dreadful experience. In my case it went like this- I was doing dope at the time, and also had access to percocets which I would use to hold me over until I could get more dope, since the percs were free. One day I couldn't get my hands on anything, so took 30mg of oxycodone. This wasn't enough to keep the withdrawals at bay for long, so when I came across some suboxone I took it just 4-6 hours after the oxy. I took 4mg sublingually, and then went to drop someone off in my car. It was a short ride that started like 15 minutes after I had taken the suboxone, and I started feeling worse about 10 minutes after I took the sub. I dropped the person off in my car, and right after I turned the corner I had to pull over to vomit. Now considering that I only had taken 30mg of oxycodone 4-6 hours earlier, I only had the runs, vomiting, anxiety, and a runny nose for about an hour and 20 minutes before I started to feel better. It probably didn't take that long for the suboxone to knock that little amount of oxy off of my receptors, and then replace it with the bupe.

Now for my friends story. He had a really bad habit (was shooting 10-15 bags a day of really reallygood dope, in fat bags too) and had actually called me the day before to ask when he would be good to take the suboxone he had recently acquired. I told him that he should really try to hold out 24 hours before taking it, and he told me that he started to get sick about 12 hours after his last shot, and that he was usually only able to make it 18 hours tops between shots.

The next day he called me to tell me about his horrible experience. He was watching the Jets game at his house with his dad, his GF, and some family friends when he decided he couldn't wait any longer [it was 16 hours since his last shot of dope] so he took an 8mg strip sublingually. He said that he could tell pretty much immediately that he hadn't waited long enough, and that things were about to go south for him really fast. He said that snot was literally pouring out of his nose, like actually flowing out to the point of needing to constantly have a tissue under it to catch the snot. He felt horrible all over, with achy everything and horrible anxiety, so he pulled his dad aside and they went outside so he could explain to him what was going on. He told him that he was trying to kick dope and took a suboxone to help with the withdrawals, but that he took it too soon and it caused him to go into horrible withdrawals, and he also told him that he couldn't stay there to keep watching the game with them, so asked his dad for money so he could score dope to end the withdrawals, and also asked for him to make up an excuse for him. So his dad asked him how much money he needed to front him, and he told him $120! So after a quick lecture and agreement that he would tell my friends girl that he had some emergency he needed to tend to, he hopped in his car for the 45 minute trip to the city to cop dope, all the while clinching his butt-cheeks together so he didn't shit himself. He said that when he finally got it, it was basically the best shot he ever took. :\

I am talking using about 24hrs after my last dose of 12MG. right now I am taking 12MG in the morning and TRYING to keep it like that throughout the day; this morning when I woke up I didnt feel "great" but once I took the 12MG I felt good again. wondering if I ever waited 24hrs to use again if it would still have the some effect and if the dosage would be lower than when I was once using or just be the same.

I've always used dope and sub together but I have yet to be off dope this long before using again.

When you are on suboxone for a while it blocks way more than if you were to just have taken it a few days in between doing dope. So not only is the blockade affect going to diminish the high, the dose you are on will also keep your tolerance high. Obviously don't expect it to be super high and do a lot of dope to offset it since everybody is different and such, so you will still have to stick to starting low and working your way up if you want to play it safe.

As for how it will affect your tolerance, well that depends on your habit. Like there are a lot of people that get on suboxone when their habit was like 160-200mg of oxy or something, so for those people their tolerances will actually go up from being on subs. But with a big habit such as yourself (I could be wrong but I think you said that you were using between 2-3 grams of dope a day) it may be a little lower, but that's also after waiting for the blockade affect to wear off, although shooting that much heroin would certainly 'break through' the suboxone at some point, giving you a high albeit a diminished one. The ceiling affect of bupe probably keeps the suboxone from keeping a tolerance of a few grams / a few bundles a day that high though.

Bupe is a weird drug and affects everybody differently, so in the end you're going to have to find out for yourself. I think that you were the one saying that a few mgs of suboxone would hold you over until you could score dope later in the day, and so you had a lot of times where you would get high at night, take suboxone during the day, get high at night, rinse, repeat. That seemed unusual to me on several fronts, one being that I'm shocked that suboxone would hold you over for even just half the day with a habit like yours, and 2 being that I was also surprised the suboxone worked for you considering that you were going back and forth between the subs and dope that often, which usually renders the suboxone useless for at least a few days for a person.

I would think that if the suboxone is working that well for you, that it will also block very well for you. That's just been my experience with it, having taken it both years ago when my habit was smaller and when it worked very well for me, and then more recently this spring when my habit was way worse and the subs really didn't work well for me. During my first go with it the blockade affect worked very well (or very bad depending on how you want to look at it) but more recently it didn't work nearly as well, although it still worked and maybe it worked better than I though but since my habit was higher more recently and I needed a good 5 bags to get high, it was probably just able to break through since it was a lot of dope being shot at once.

At the time i was maintained on 110 and my sister gave me a piece of a pill she said was oxy, so i railed it and it turned out to be subutex. It was maybe 1mg....i was thrown into the worst wd ive ever had. Never been narcaned but i imagine thats what it would have been like. So yea pw is most def real.

This is more proof that it's the buprenorphine in suboxone that has all the affect, and not the naloxone. Some people think that they are safe to take subutex soon after another opiate/opioid, but not suboxone, but the truth is that the outcome will be the same. Same goes for people that think that you can't IV suboxone due to the naloxone in it, thinking it will cause precipitated withdrawals even if you don't have anything else in your system. Again, not true, and as long as you don't have another opiate/opioid in your system you are good to go.
 
Had a brief lapse, and I'm already realizing my best veins are already fucked up. I didn't find any good veins after getting a really good deal on the dope I bought the other night. Waste.
I really wanna make sobriety work, so I'm back on the subs- the "training wheels" of sobriety, if you will. :p Gonna be honest when I see the doctor on Tuesday, since maybe they'll up the dosage. I was craving dope really bad after a week on 4 mg a day. After talking to people at an NA meeting, I suspect that amount is not enough. If they start giving me drug screenings more than once a week, I think I'm cool with that. They're just trying to help me, right?
 
Had a brief lapse, and I'm already realizing my best veins are already fucked up. I didn't find any good veins after getting a really good deal on the dope I bought the other night. Waste.
I really wanna make sobriety work, so I'm back on the subs- the "training wheels" of sobriety, if you will. :p Gonna be honest when I see the doctor on Tuesday, since maybe they'll up the dosage. I was craving dope really bad after a week on 4 mg a day. After talking to people at an NA meeting, I suspect that amount is not enough. If they start giving me drug screenings more than once a week, I think I'm cool with that. They're just trying to help me, right?

I would give it more than a week before discussing a dosage change. For me, it takes a week before suboxone actually works for me, and then another week before I feel like it's fully working for me, and that's when the cravings are controlled more.

I feel like a lot of people make unnecessary dosage increases (I'm not saying that you shouldn't up your dose, just that you should wait a little longer before discussing this with your doctor), relapse, or switch to methadone because they don't wait long enough for the suboxone to really work for them, and for them to fully stabilize on it.

I was pretty bad on dope, bundle a day and all that, been using opiates since 2004, heroin since 2006, and was on over a 2 year run before I quit a few months ago, and suboxone actually ended up working well for my cravings, but it took a few weeks for it to really work. This was at 4mg a day btw. I started trying to get clean last june, and was hopping back and forth between subs and dope during the summer, most times only using the subs for a few days before going back to dope, or sometimes a week before I decided to use since it wasn't killing my cravings enough.

After each time I went back and forth between the dope and subs, it took longer to adjust, and the less I felt the suboxone. I finally got my own script for the subs, and honestly I thought I had gotten a defective batch at first since I didn't feel anything from them other than not feeling sick. I stuck it out though since I really didn't want to go back to using dope, and after a week my cravings got lesser and lesser which I was really surprised about since all those other times I gave up on subs after 6-7 days at the most since it wasn't helping with cravings enough, and back then I was thinking that methadone would be my only option if I was going to have my cravings controlled by a form of ORT.

The highest dose I went up to was 6mg / day, but I was mostly on 4mg which was enough to curb my cravings after I gave it an honest chance at working by sticking to it for a while.
 
When you are on suboxone for a while it blocks way more than if you were to just have taken it a few days in between doing dope. So not only is the blockade affect going to diminish the high, the dose you are on will also keep your tolerance high. Obviously don't expect it to be super high and do a lot of dope to offset it since everybody is different and such, so you will still have to stick to starting low and working your way up if you want to play it safe.

As for how it will affect your tolerance, well that depends on your habit. Like there are a lot of people that get on suboxone when their habit was like 160-200mg of oxy or something, so for those people their tolerances will actually go up from being on subs. But with a big habit such as yourself (I could be wrong but I think you said that you were using between 2-3 grams of dope a day) it may be a little lower, but that's also after waiting for the blockade affect to wear off, although shooting that much heroin would certainly 'break through' the suboxone at some point, giving you a high albeit a diminished one. The ceiling affect of bupe probably keeps the suboxone from keeping a tolerance of a few grams / a few bundles a day that high though.

Bupe is a weird drug and affects everybody differently, so in the end you're going to have to find out for yourself. I think that you were the one saying that a few mgs of suboxone would hold you over until you could score dope later in the day, and so you had a lot of times where you would get high at night, take suboxone during the day, get high at night, rinse, repeat. That seemed unusual to me on several fronts, one being that I'm shocked that suboxone would hold you over for even just half the day with a habit like yours, and 2 being that I was also surprised the suboxone worked for you considering that you were going back and forth between the subs and dope that often, which usually renders the suboxone useless for at least a few days for a person.

I would think that if the suboxone is working that well for you, that it will also block very well for you. That's just been my experience with it, having taken it both years ago when my habit was smaller and when it worked very well for me, and then more recently this spring when my habit was way worse and the subs really didn't work well for me. During my first go with it the blockade affect worked very well (or very bad depending on how you want to look at it) but more recently it didn't work nearly as well, although it still worked and maybe it worked better than I though but since my habit was higher more recently and I needed a good 5 bags to get high, it was probably just able to break through since it was a lot of dope being shot at once.

Thanks for the info, man. Great post!

I've been using subs for the past 3 years but over the last 3-6 months of my BAD HABIT I was moving between sub and dope daily. it may have caused some blockage w/ my use which is why my tolerance built to what it was (1-3G's/day - all depends on MONEY). the days where I would blast 1G I'd make sure I was coming off my last dope dosage and not subox. the days where I would score 2-3G's is when I was coming off a subox dosage. I never really had anything planned out and everything really was based on where the money came from, where the dope came from and how it was scored.. and mostly, how GOOD it was!? not always the best. had one of those dealers who bought and then cut. but he was the third man in line. sometimes I'd go elsewhere and score big and just blast 2G and feel spectacular.

I recently made my move from 16MG to 12MG and wasnt feeling spectacular; but that was last week and now this week I've been fine and feeling great, so the thought of using is not even there.. THANK GOD! I def. would have considered last week if I had the easy way to grab but luckily my "guy" was out of "vaca". ha.

I think I am going to TRY and go down to 8MG over the next month or so. I'd like to get to the point where I am just taking ONE PILL A DAY. eventually over the course of the year I will try to wipe out complete. feeling GREAT today and hope things stay this way.
 
I agree tommyboy. But wouldn't the user who was doing it everyday with a high tolerance be able to handle the increase in purity, despite it being fractionally higher than the non addicted person, better? I don't know. I can't think straight right now.

I'm dope sick, no money, and afraid to take any suboxone.
 
dude, take the subox. legit, I used to think/be the same way but now that I have been on for 3+ months and doing well, I love the idea of subox and how great I feel. if youre not ready to quit, then whatever.. but if youre going to be sick for the day and know you have no $$ coming in, best to take now.

then again, I can totally understand because I've done the same thing many times. I'd wait to see if I could pick up cash, score w/ a cuff or somehow get SOMETHING.. and when nothing else, then I'd go w/ subox.
 
I agree tommyboy. But wouldn't the user who was doing it everyday with a high tolerance be able to handle the increase in purity, despite it being fractionally higher than the non addicted person, better? I don't know. I can't think straight right now.

I'm dope sick, no money, and afraid to take any suboxone.

That sucks, but you're probably at the point with this habit where you're just gonna keep finding yourself in this position over and over again...

I usually ride my habits out as long as possible...It usually ends up that that the last month I don't even know how I'm coming up with the cash anymore!

I usually either go on suboxone or methadone....that or check into to detox...

That's something else that's never happened to me: I've never ended a dope habit being locked up in jail....Which is a hell of a lot more than I can say for a lot of heroin users I know!

Everyone finds themselves in that position that shoots dope for awhile...You end up needing 100 bucks a day at the minimum to stay well, you've gotten all the fronts and borrowed all the money you possibly can, you don't have any money coming in...now what the fuck are you gonna do? Rob a bank? Run out of target with a $1000 TV(I know someone who did this)? Start burning people(if you haven't already)?

I know people that have done some really dumbass shit to get dope and ended up locked up for 1,2,4 years of their lives! Then, they keep going back when they get out because they fuck up and keep giving dirty urines! The court system is no joke these days! If you go to jail for a crime related to your addiction, they will fuck with you for years when you get out! And they're so gung-ho with the UAs and the appointments these days, you will get caught!

The thing I've learned....even if you wanna keep shooting dope in the future, you have to take breaks to get your life back together now and then.....

Just the fact that you can get suboxone and use that gives you a huge advantage that a lot of users around the world don't have....I know getting on the Sub sucks, but it's the best option no matter how you look at it right now...
 
how hard is it in your area to grab a sub script? I had to go through a 30 day program but they were day time classes 3x's a week. Monday, Wednesday and Thursday from 9-12 for month; had to piss clean during the program, etc. once I wrapped up I am now just prescribed a monthly dosage rather than a weekly dosage as before. I also went to a rehab/psych ward before checking into this program. all has been good since.
 
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Incredibly easy to get a sub script. Tons of doctors and they give it out like candy, seriously. It's ridiculous. It's why so many kids are abusing that shit now. It's everywhere.
 
but good payment to grab from those doc's, right? there are plenty in Boston but we are talking 500 first visit, 100 for appointments from there, script is even costing money. through my program I paid ZERO and I pay $15/mo for 60 8MG subs. it's because I am going through a program and not a private doc.

anyone go thorough a private doc and can verify these costs? its what a few friends tell me who are prescribed subox through their private docs. not sure if they are just throwing numbers or what.. but I've read alot about this as well and usually pricing is high.
 
I got insurance and it just costs me 30 for office visit and 20 for the Rx copay. I was able to have apts with doctors within a week both times I needed them (1 I was able to see the next day, the other was like 4 or 5 days... I think). The real bitch of it is that both docs wanted me to come in every week. So its still a decent chunk of money even with the insurance. Good thing now I have stocked up enough to last a couple months, maybe longer depending on how quickly I can get down to taking a reasonably small dose per day.

Damn, I am such a procrastinator. I said I was switching over last week but here I am today and been getting high since then. I am almost certainly switching to the Subs tomorrow, though. Money is all gone and the chance of getting any from legal/ethical means is close to 0%. Got tomorrow and the next day off of work, then I gotta work my local town football game on Thanksgiving and also the overnight on Thanksgiving. Just really hoping the damn Subs are providing enough relief by Thursday for me to be functioning pretty well.

Its sucks because I ended up being able to scrounge up enough money to get to the days I was working last week and couldn't do the switch on those days. So fortunately I grabbed some on loan til payday(Fri) and then naturally got a bunch more for the weekend. Now its time for a LONG break, at least ideally. The odds are it ends sometime in late Jan/early Feb when I get my tax return.
 
Only one place I went were really strict about it...most doctors will start you right off on a monthly script of it, pretty much as much as you want as long as you can pay...

For an addict, having a bunch of suboxone really isn't a risk...you can't really abuse it or OD on it...It pretty much only keeps you well! It's almost like it was designed for ORT, even though it wasn't...

I think the problem is, they give it out to everyone with even a mild pill habit these days, and they prescribe way too high doses of it! Like I said, I've seen them give people who were doing like 20-30mgs hydrocodone a script for 60 suboxone 8s for the month to start! Once you get past the initial transition phase, if 8mgs doesn't work for you, 24mgs isn't gonna be any different....I know some people may disagree, but I first got prescribed it in '05, which wasn't the very beginning when it first came out in the US('02), but it was before it was common...there weren't many doctors...I pretty much have learned all the finer points of this drug by screwing with it for 8 years, and it's weird shit!

For me, I always wait about a day into the sickness and start with 1-2 mgs....then I just keep taking 1-2mgs every 12 hours until I'm well....Some people may think they need a lot more than that, because they keep taking more in the first few days and feel comfortable at 16, but it's really just a coincidence....Some people may feel better doing 4mgs twice a day for the first couple of weeks, but I don't actually even think anyone needs that much...Doesn't matter anyway, anyone can get down to 4mgs a day without breaking a sweat once they're maintained...I think some things are psychological, but I think some things are real...People who think they're having trouble getting from 16 to 8, that's just ridiculous to me! It's like taking an 8 ounce glass of water and insisting on trying to fill it with 16 ounces....

You can always get through it, but it can take a lot....

Quick story: A few years ago, I was on a vicious dope habit...I was making 20 bucks an hour working...it was snowing constantly for a month or so and I was getting overtime every week, which was time and a half or double time after 16 hours in a row or on a Sunday...my checks were all for 8-1100 a week, plus I was copping for 4-5 other people and making an extra 1.5-2 grams almost every day on top of the two I was buying with my own money...I got a tax return for over 4 grand...Anyway, for 2 months I was using 4+ grams every fucking day, picking up a few grams in the afternoon with a few grams of crack and then picking up another couple late at night to come down...worst few months I ever had, I don't even really remember it, I was just so skinny and strung out with my girl...high at work, not showering or shaving, just a mess...

Finally, the overtime stopped, the rent was due, and I spent all the money! I couldn't call into work....I tried getting on Suboxone...I was really sick for the first 36 hours and I said fuck it...I called my dealer and spent my last 80 on a gram....Problem was, in that 36 hours since starting the suboxone, I had taken like 5 8mg tablets! My theory was that I was just gonna flood out my receptors with bupe and it would have to start working eventually...plus I knew I wouldn't be able to get high...

Anyway, I basically told the dealer I was quitting and what the situation was...I knew he threw a little cut on his dope because I'd seen lactose and mannitol laying around the house where he dealt out of...I asked him if he'd give me something completely unstopped on just this once...I was hoping if it was really good I might just feel it...He tells me to come through, "I'll take care of you"...

Anyway, he hands me this corner sandwich baggie with at least 1.5 grams in it...I look at the shit and it's fucking weird looking! It's all this dark brown clumpy shit, kind of sticky to the touch in the bag, the color of tobacco...did not look like anything I've ever gotten, not powder, tar or anything...I've gotten dark brown ECP before a bunch of times and it didn't look like that either...

Anyway, he tells me that this bag of dope was given to him by his guy as a sample to show him how it came right off the slab, and that it was given to that guy by the guy above him...He had it for a few weeks, but forgot about it until I called and he decided to give it to me...He says "be careful, that shit IS pure, it will kill you!"

Now, I've heard stories of shit being pure, etc. etc. many times, and I always take it with a grain of salt...not to mention, this stuff looked like complete shit! Not how you would visualie pure dope to look!

I race home with it and cut the tie off the end of the bag and dump it on the table...This stuff stank from 3 feet away! Super vinegary...some other smell too...I actually liked the smell...It was like this sticky brown, really pasty powder...It had visible chunks of brown flakes mixed in with it...I must have thrown .3-.4 in the cooker...I was basically doing over half gram shots at that time...I mixed it up and it was almost opaque dark brown, with little flakes of coffee floating around in it...It stank even more when I put water to it...

I did that shot, and it hit me like a fucking freight train! My face flushed, pins and needles in my extremities...I was on 40mgs of Sub over 36 hours and this shit cut through it like nothing!

I've never had dope before or since that looked like that...or that came anywhere close to cutting through the sub like that....and I've tried literally just doing 1.5 grams in three back to back 1cc shots and still been barely high on only 6-8 mgs of suboxone....Anyway, pretty sure that had to have been the strongest dope I've ever had by a long shot! unfortunately, it was gone by the next afternoon and all he had was that sample bag!

Long story...but on another topic...even though the sub just maintains most junkies...it does get casual pill users fucking bombed! This is why there's so much of it on the streets! They're prescribing it to too many casual pill chippers that don't quite need maintenance yet...and, they're giving everyone way too high of daily doses...
 
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