Chicago Heroin v Hugs not Drugs

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So i've been buying these yellow tapes from the same block for about 3 months now. About 2 months ago I got the bosses number and it sure makes things a hell of a lot simpler, I just text him about an hour before i'm headed that way let him know what I need and then I text him when I get to the subway or the gas station and he sends a runner there with my dope and I just get back on the bus, no more walkin down the streets and risk the jump out boys yankin me.

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CHINKY!!!!!! I thought you got roped off man I been tried to call you but your phones off.
 
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Originally Posted by gwencooper
TEAM NOD ASSEMBLE!

I'm nodding off of three bags. This rarely happens anymore. I'm so happy. I love you guys.

Mr.Scagnattie said:
Congrats? ..
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I guess. All I'm saying is that finally we got some stuff. Or my tolerance isn't as high as I thought... But thanks Senor Scag, it's a good day - have 3 left from yesterday and snorted one bag so far and I'm feelin' pretty good.

Question: Should I take a shower? I'm very sweaty. Or should I wait until I'm more noddy blinkums?

What a dilemma. (LOL)
Gwen, with a big Hump Day Shout Out to my homeys: PatrickNYC, 4thStreet, Chinky, Cheffy, T-bone, MINTS!, Cabrona, Northsideboy and jeebis (because I'm gonna throw some xanax into the mix later in his honor). I hope you all are having a non-sickly day full of good dope or subs.
 
Gee, thanks Gwen. Like I said above, I got nuthin, and it feels like it.
I'm with my kid at his therapy session (I'm outside) and if I didn't have him tonight, i woulda looked around for something on the way home.
Thing is, I saw a sub Dr. this morning, which is why I didn't want to be high that early, but can't get the script filled until 4pm tomorrow.
Long enuf to make me think about copping on the way to work tomorrow. Want to make an effort to stay clean for my family.
Shit.
Sounds like you're havin a good time with the shower and all......
 
Question northsideboy why do u need subs if u occasionally use... God I wish I can switch to subs for a few but I just can't...
 
thats a good questions F13, and had a long talk with this Dr this morning. my usual pattern is to use for a few days then wait for a week or two, then use again. but the waiting becomes shorter and shorter. and quitting after a few days is uncomfortable enough that i just want to keep using. (and i know what i got is a minor inconvenience compared to a real habit). But i don't want a real habit, and at 43 i don't want to get pinched, lose my job and have to deal with all that.
i want to get clean but i want to keep getting high. if the subs cut the craving out and i taper off after a few months and i'm stable, it sounds reasonable. then i hopefully won't get high again.
i've heard both sides to this story. i've got no experience with subs so i don't know.
i do have to make a decision about it soon though. and i really wanna pick up one more time on the way to work tomorrow, which would throw a wrench in to the whole plan.
 
not sure if them cravings ever go away.... getting thru the withdraw is the easy part....shit you do it so many times you know what to expect and it seems like it almost becomes easier then the time before
 
cicerogrinds said:
not sure if them cravings ever go away.... getting thru the withdraw is the easy part....shit you do it so many times you know what to expect and it seems like it almost becomes easier then the time before
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I can't disagree more I'm 31 and each and every time I'm sick is worse than the time before. Maybe I'm a big baby but I hate dope sickness and ten minutes of those sweats/anxiety skin crawling and leg cramping is more than I can handle. It's why I've been using and on subs for so long. Even when I'm not using I can't even begin to wean down for fear of the slightest bit of discomfort. Speaking of sick I just spent nearly three in a half days of misery waiting for the subs to convert. After all these years of back and forth it takes three days now for the subs to really work. I wonder if there's another cut in my dope other than dope that's fucking with me but every time now it's three days min before subs work. Day 1 and 2 I took like two 8 mg subs and I still had Saucer pupils and goose bumps and this weird uncomfortable buzz that's like the exact opposite of the warm good feeling. Anyways finally feeling better day four on subs and I really need to stick this out because I'm too old for this and have been doing this so long it's old. But who knows its not easy w/ my dealer texting me three times a day to "u cum down 2day free wake up"
 
gwencooper said:
smokeymctokey - i have said this over and over and it still happens. dudes we've bought from for over a year all of a sudden trying to sell us sawbucks (dimes) as dubs (double dimes) - and we obviously know better and they play stupid and they call and wonder why we're not using them anymore.
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Care to explain how yall use the same dealer out of the thousands in Chicago via PM?

Although it's pretty obvious how yall met the same dealer.
 
Brutus, you might be surprised, some phone connects in chi are super popular.. For example my main connect (before him and his crew got raided last month) was used by MULTIPLE people who I have randomly met on the CTA and such who do dope.. he was just super popular. I know at least one other person on Bluelight also had his number and we didn't exchange numbers.. so this shit happens.

Well, today around 8:30am my main dude wasn't answering and I didn't wanna cop from my 3 back up phone connects cause their dope has been shitty so I decided to just hit up the block. The dub spot I normally go to was kind of baren.. only a few kids out on the corner and while one of em gave me the head nod, I just didn't feel like the right people were out so instead of risking getting burned, I decided to drive literally like 2 blocks away and there was a legit crew there.. 13 in a jab, sawbucks. I was $10 short of the price of a jab so I got 11 which was straight cause some spots are stingy as fuck if you don't have the exact amount, they charge for each sawbuck all the way up. Anyways, this dope was pretty damn good So I'm glad I decided to try a few blocks down instead of the normal first spot off the main road. Also didn't see any narcos which was cool. In and out of there in 3 minutes, but the one way streets around there get a lil confusing cause there are circles and dead ends and shit and I wasn't able to get back on the main road for a minute, luckily no cops were around to get on my ass.

So yeah, pretty fucking high and I had 3mg of subutex in my system too so I'm sure I didn't get the full efects cause it was ny like 13 hours after I took it sublinugally. But the sub didn't make me totally well so I for sure felt the dope.

When I copped off him, the bags are solid black instead of having one side with a design or color and the other side transparent where you can see the dope, these bags were totally dark black and not at all transparent which made me think they were all empty after I was a few blocks out of the hood and got a good look.. But when I opened it up there was that good old china white

3 bags left and then just chillin and noddin the rest o the day.. Hope you guys are doing as well as I am
 
brutus said:
Care to explain how yall use the same dealer out of the thousands in Chicago via PM?

Although it's pretty obvious how yall met the same dealer.
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yall should know how by now..they arent that slick with it

*team nod assemble*

called my main dude and he said he would call me back and so i figured that would be forever so i called myweed dude and decided to cop off him instead since i needed weed anyways...i only had enough for a jab so i was like "let me get .9 and a sawbuck" and he hooked me up with a gram and a sawbuck..so nothing too special just basically got a dimebag of weeed for free
 
brutus said:
Exactly.
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Um maybe were all friends are share connects. Nah that's against the rules. Believe it or not chi is a big city but turns small quick when you hang out in the same bars, neighborhoods, dope spots all the time. Haha Gwen... I thought in my head when you were all this so train spotting with people in the closets hahah oh muh god that shits funny and was FUN!
 
fantom13 said:
When I'm not using I can't even begin to wean down for fear of the slightest bit of discomfort.
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I'm the exact same way. I'm TERRIFIED of being sick because I've had such painful experiences in the past. That's why I stay on methadone as a backup because I can do dope when I want and know that I won't be sick.
 
fantom13 said:
Question northsideboy why do u need subs if u occasionally use... God I wish I can switch to subs for a few but I just can't...
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Yeah I save subs for when i'm on two months or more straight blowing blows. (Chicago term, aka doping). These days I can only afford about 3 bags a day so my w/d's aren't awful except on my butt because i get the shitzus. Subs are for emergencies only the way I see it. I can handle two days of "icky" but if I've been on the d for a couple of months? I cut that up into 4 and use them until the dope is outta my system (3 - 4 days with lots of water drinking right? or at least thats what I tell myself.
gwen
 
brutus said:
Care to explain how yall use the same dealer out of the thousands in Chicago via PM?

Although it's pretty obvious how yall met the same dealer.
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when I say "us" I mean me and my boyfriend who isn't a BL person. I know ONE person from BL who I met before I got on BL. We don't share a dealer that I know of... He's clean.

I have one phone connect. One good street connect that I call. And a new connect in the HOOD (scary) with rocks and blows. I know the corners near "whitepeopleland" that are hit or miss and full of cops. But that's it. I'd love to have more junky friends. But it is a BL no no and I don't want to get banned. I like you all too much.

OH--I have skyped with an out of town BL person once. And from PMing Chinky we both have eaten at the same hot dog place and love the cheddar fries. This was over a year ago.

So, Brutus, please don't accuse me of breaking the BL rules. I am a firm believer in Harm Reduction and anything I can do to help with that I DO. That's it. Now maybe someone else is breaking the rules? But please don't accuse me of doing so.
 
brutus said:
Care to explain how yall use the same dealer out of the thousands in Chicago via PM?

Although it's pretty obvious how yall met the same dealer.
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do you think when she said "us", that she meant her and i (i assume since the post was directed at me)? if you did then you might wanna take a look at my location cuz that would explain why theres no way we would have the same connect

and im pretty sure if someone hooks up with another BLer in there area then they're not gonna go telling everyone what happened and how much stuff they got. ive met up with someone on the forum but im not blabbing what we did all over the forum and i dont think gwen would if she met anyone either. just my opinion
 
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I'm so predictable. So after agonizing being sick swearing off dope and also trying to get right so when I see the sub doc Monday he gives me my script w: no bullshit my lady leaves tue or wed for vacation for like 12 days I'll have the place alone which pretty much guarantees I may just go nuts. I'm so sick I daydream about how I'm gonna get two jabs as soon as she's on the plane. I finally fucking feel better and I'm already plotting and scheming another run. Warning: dope is extremely habit forming and can fuck up your life. Well ten years of this shit and it goes on and on. Either I'm not ready to quit or it's really that insidious.
 
fantom13 said:
Question northsideboy why do u need subs if u occasionally use... God I wish I can switch to subs for a few but I just can't...
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Just try I'm pretty much dope for six days subs for a week dope for two weeks subs again and back and forth and so it goes and maybe just maybe you'll get fed up enough and stick to subs
 
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