I’ve been reading some rather odd articles on the subject, saying girls change into real women once they lose their v card, what a load of nonsense. I know women with kids and still childish as them! Religion says it changes the soul to less pure, is this why the world is evil? I was thinking would I be better off with a virgin or is it impossible a lady around my age now? I just feel uncomfortable going where another mans been before or is this prudish? I want to be safe from stds as well! Why am I going through this shit anyway, I should of lost my v when I was 17, so frustrated now I might end my life! Last message from me for a while I need a break!