To Be In Between

[FixXxer]

Writing as i go to improve my flow,
dont care if it helps me grow to show
jus here to say hey to y'all
when i stand i will not fall

been away from the game , and away from the fame
but im still the same deep to the maine,
lieka lion on fire,
im the king, got my squires

in charge for once, im alive im free
alone to be
to choose what i want,
to get what i haunt

its all mine in the past to the future
whats matters is im alive.

lost a friend along the way
hurts liek no other feeling
that of a brother
from the womb of the same mother
closer than water
always there for each other
see him again one day
he'll open the gates..
and i'll be able to apoligize..

for the times i wasnt there
that i didnt show my care
that he knew was there
he knew it...

been away from the ryhmes so long, dont even care
jus wanted to say hi, to be fair..
im sure some of you remember
maybe ill come back in december

of one year..
i dont fear..
some of you will be around..
i wont make a sound.. but i lurk still in the shadow
not to be heard,
not to be seen
to be behind..
to be in between.

Cried from the man that died.
rejoiced the pain he lost
finally to be happy..
i dont even feel crappy

lost a brother, a mentor..
but i see the good
as i feel the bad..
im in between.

hes better.. no more cancer..
nothing to tell me why
no answer..
just a simple prayer..
to tell him i was always there.

 

[cherub]

aww that was heart breaking sweet,,, so well done,,


big hugs

 

[FixXxer]

good to see your still around cherub.. ill see yu again sometime .. life to live for now

 

[RareForm]

it's definitely good to see you dabble fixxx, this is a wonderful write.

take care.