Narcs and Sociopaths supposedly don't feel enough, or not for YOU, but unlike most cats, they do work damn hard at faking it.
Borderlines seem to "feel too much", but don't be fooled -they're even more creepy.
I have been diagnosed with BPD. It often feels like I am fake. I am like a two year old child abandoned by Mummy in a terribly big dark theatre. If there's a show on the stage, I am capable of wobbly smiles and laughs. If there's lights and bangs and clashes and other people who are alright, I'll do my best to pretend it's alright, but I'll be very worried and looking around the whole time.
But if there's nothing and no-one, it's just wanting Mummy in the dark.
Aargh... what is the point?
I think it's that everyone thinks I'm an asshole, but I'm not clued in enough to realise that they're correct.
I am an asshole.
I am also alone, and nothing to live for except being drunk, high or (best of all) asleep.
Actually being "drunk or high" ain't all that. I'm drunk and high now but still having a pretty foul time.