So, all the Jewish children who died in gas chambers wanted to die... and all the innocent people in Hiroshima wanted to die?
You seem to be oscillating between them being able to chose whether or not they want to die (free will) and their higher selves choosing if they die (which implies free will on the part of their higher selves, not them).
With all due respect, what you're saying doesn't make sense.
If you were sitting in a room with someone who's daughter was brutally raped and killed would you tell them she chose to die that way?
Your explanations for Hiroshima and the holocaust are conveniently inconsistent with your explanation for the train scenario. If there is no way for them to get up and walk away, the rules change apparently?
Let's say the entire train explodes. They can't walk away (like Hiroshima) so you'd say that was "sacrifice" and that everyone on the train decided of their own free will - before they were born - to die...
I pointed out earlier that this implies a lack of free will on an individual human basis. Hiroshima implies a lack of free will also. If these events are planned, doesn't that imply determinism?
So it was predetermined and they chose it?
Thank you.
Yes it looks like oscillation to you because you don’t know how to integrate those two ideas into one and realize they are one in the same thing in order to view it in an objective way. You have to realize that they ARE their higher selves. They are not separate from them. It’s just an aspect of themselves that they are not aware of because of socialization and deterministic patterns of behavior.
So when their higher selves make a decision it is actually them making the decision. The higher self and the lower self are one. But I have to explain it that way for semantic purposes in order to speak in the way which you see as “logical”. But I’m trying to explain to you that reality is not based on concrete logic and definitive one sided answers. It’s convoluted and has many levels and layers and contradictions and counterintuitive notions.
And yes that girl chose to get raped before she came into this life but of course I would not tell her that. I’m not THAT much of an asshole. It’s a little girl for Christ’s sake. But just because I would not tell her doesn’t mean that it is not the truth.
And I’ll start with train scenario: if people are on a train with a bomb on it and there is absolutely no way to avoid death then all those people decided beforehand that they want to die. That part is not that hard to understand. However, If there was a person that wanted to survive then they just wouldn’t have gotten on the train at all. They could have gotten up late and missed the train they were supposed to get on or something like that. There is always a way to avoid it. The higher self somehow finds a way.
Even with Hiroshima people could have decided to move away to another country or been out of town when the bomb hit. In reality they just wouldn’t have chosen that life in the first place and chose to be born somewhere else. There is always a way to avoid it. You are just thinking to limited.
Even with the holocaust there is people who have stories that they were supposed to get thrown in the furnace or die in someway but somehow they didn’t or they got miraculously overlooked by the nazi soldiers that were exterminating them. Some of them chose to die and some of them chose to survive and tell the story.
And it is determinism if you are not aware that you made the decision and perceive it as a random occurrence that’s happening out of your control and inflicting itself upon your life. It is free will if you wake up to that aspect of you that is in control of the situation (higher self) and you decide whether or not you want to partake in that experience or not. But if you are unaware of yourself and you have resistance towards that higher aspect of yourself then how can you make the decision?? That is determinism and that is the problem in our society today and has always been a problem.
People are not empowered enough to realize their power and their free will and they are socialized into a society that is operating under determinism and lack of awareness. People think that they have no control over their circumstances and it is just not true. They just don’t know the extent of their free will and how far it can go. science and physical secular thinking brainwashes you into reinforcing the idea that the world is fixed and we have no control over our circumstances.
Even if our higher selves decide that something is gonna happen before we were born we can still take actions and gain enough awareness to not partake in that experience. So it is not predetermined. It just appears that way because we are disempowered and disengaged from our higher selves and in a state of “victim” mentality.
Not telling you your wrong but just what I think cz the devil was gods angel at one time so no god no devil 
but is a will really just a person ??? Cz it really sounds like a decision a person would make cz they have choices but have your choices already been chosen And you just never no orrrr