- Jan 8, 2011
That sounds very interesting and special, how much did you take and what was the set & setting? What kind of trip?
This was from a mere 25mg, but I'm kind of a lightweight with psychedelics. A dose of 20mg produced a relatively light and social trip for two friends, but 25mg for me was very intense and personal. I started off with it at a concert but left because of how meditative it was becoming and rode the rest of the trip out in my apartment.
The content of the trip was largely focused on purging past trauma and on treating my body with more respect. It was as if my body had a voice and was asking me to stop poisoning it. I carried on a dialogue with a Godlike voice that gave me a lot of insight and instruction. This was unusual as I'm not particularly religious, but the presence was as clear as day. Since the experience my substance abuse problems have improved substantially, and I've continued to purge more trauma throughout the week in sober reality. This has been difficult but also a huge relief.
In more general terms the trip was very similar to mescaline in many respects, but with a much deeper spiritual component and a very strong body load. The body load proved to be an extremely important part of the experience for me, though. It does seem like it's relatively unpredictable just based on the existing literature, so it's quite possible that it just happens to resonate particularly well with me.