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I have been experimenting with several different dream herbs. The two I have focused on are African Dream Root and Calea Zacetechichi. Here are the results and circumstances of my experiments.

General information: Age 18: Female.
No prescribed drugs and no diseases or allergies.
Dream recall is very good alone and I have been practicing Lucid Dreaming techniques since the age of 14. I can remember dreams from years and years ago and I have kept a dream journal for 3 years.

Trial 1: Calea Z alone1 week prior to the initiation of the herb, my dream recall was average for me. I could remember my dreams for the most part upon waking and if I couldn't then, I would be able to remember them clearly after a trigger.Day 1 of initiation- No memorable dreams. Restless sleep and inability to stay asleep were persistent through the night. (2 grams smoked) Dream recall slightly decreased. No lucidity. No change in vividnessDay 2- Again no memorable dreams. I was able to sleep better this night, however. (2 grams orally) Dream recall slightly decreased. No lucidity. No change in vividnessDay 3- Dream recall worse than without the herb. (2 grams orally) No change in vividness. No lucidity.

Trial 2: African Dream Root (Silene Capensis) Alone1 week prior to the initiation of the herb, my dream recall was average for me. I could remember my dreams for the most part upon waking and if I couldn't then, I would be able to remember them clearly after a trigger. Day 1- Increase in number of dreams. Dreams were very strange- 9 year old brother stole the van and I had to go on a high speed chase in order to get him to stop. No lucidity and there was no noticeable change in the vividness of the dreams. Dream recall is average (can only remember 1 dream but I know I had 3-5.) 1 crushed up root in tea before bed.Day 2- Increase in number of dreams. I had a terrifying nightmare about a poltergeist invading my house. Slight increase in vividness. No lucidity.
Dream recall is average (can only remember 1 dream but I know I had 3-5.) 1.5 crushed up roots taken orally in the morning.Day 3- Significant increase in number of dreams. Terrifying nightmare of my ex best-friend sleeping with my shitty ex and he got her pregnant. Another Nightmare about my teeth falling out but not like individual teeth, more like a row of teeth still attached to gums and bone. Went to a specialist (in the dream) and they told me I was pregnant because my teeth were coming out. Significant increase in vividness. Slight lucidity. Dream recall is average (can only remember 1 dream but I know I had 3-5.) 1.5 roots chewed orally before bed.NOTE- During this period I was having large amounts of stress due to a pregnancy scare (which has been resolved) and it was also right before my next period was due. Nightmares MAY have been caused by the decrease in hormones and increase of stress.

Trial 3: African Dream Root and CannabisDay 1- Decrease in dream recall. No lucidity. No vividness. 1.5 roots chewed orally and a quarter of a bowl (high quality) smoked before bed. Note that this trial day was the fourth day of continued use of African Dream Root alone (see trial above).(more research needed)

Trial 4: African Dream Root and Calea Z Day 1- 2 grams of Calea Z taken orally and 1.5 roots taken orally before bed. Note that this trial day started on the 5th day of continued use and the night before the first day was a combination of ADR and cannabis. (will report results in the morning)
 
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I have been taking this 3x a day for two weeks. This morning was the first time one of my dreams continued after waking. While I was writing dream notes, I was still communicating with star family and seeing them in the same scene I woke from. Thats what this herb is for. To make permanent changes to your brain and bring dream/astral world into waking.

Have been crushing with mortar and pestle, put 3-5grams in jar with liter or so of water and eat foam until full or burp. If you dont want to use 3x just use 1-3grams and use in the morning. I put the jar in fridge and reuse until there is no foam. Today I drank the rest of the liquid after foam ran out and didnt notice any ill effects so I will start that too. 3 times a day for 3 months is what I had read and then you will not need it anymore!!! Within 1 hour of my first dose she was allready speaking to me. Asked ehat I wanted her to do for me. I told her. Intention is very important

Have started to have 3-4 dream recall every night. Still taking 5 htp I dont know how much that helps. I wake up after 4-6 hours with first dream. Start writing and most of it comes back. Stay up 20 minutes or so then back to sleep. Wake up 1-2 hours later with another dream. Repeat repeat and sleep time gets shorter between wakings.

Has upped my telepathy game. Really just started with that in Janurary. Now I can see and distinguish between many guide/guru/helper/friend/family. Tuesday morning while in bed my higher self got in my ear super distinct. Felt like wind rushing in. Had me go outside and act crazy. Meditated and had first non drug induced Kundalini experience. I just sat there and he did the work.and connected me. Started speaking all sorts of vows and whatnot, pretty fun. All of it came from that crazy higher me asshole. Went inside and Maha Ananda Siddha came out of a picture on my wall and ... We had some fun. Haha. He did come to me meditating two mo ths ago and day he would be my guru. Should have listened.

For the record, completly drug free. I use coffee, ormus, and silene capensis. So not drug free but you know what I mean. The mystic swims/floats in the waters the schizophrenic drowns in. Ive been both, I like this better.

Dont be scared anymore. It is our time to rise. ::)
 
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I've been really curious about silene capensis. I have some African dream seed (Entada rheedi) which I have only tried once so far.
 

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Still with daily Silene Capensis, down to one dosea day, dreams only getting stronger. Am waiting on some Synaptolepis kirkii – Uvuma-omhlope, Ubhubhubhu - Helinus integrifolius, both Ubulawu dream herbs. They are both saponin containing and taken the same was as Silene Capensis, crushed and shaken and the foam eaten. Will probably mix 1-1.5 gram of each in my jar. Perhaps mix the two new ones and take 3 times a day for a few weeks.


Also waiting on some Entada Rheedii / African Dream Bean. Xorkoth, what was your experience the time you tried it? I will probably make a tea out of part, and smoke another part. Probably mix with some Imphepho / Helichrysum odoratissimum. "Pain-relieving, anti-inflammatory, antimicrobial and anti-infective activity have been scientifically proven." That is an added bonus. Smoking it also induces more Lucid dreaming states.

Imphepho http://entheology.com/plants/helichrysum-odoratissmum-imphepho/
"The most sign]ificant and intoxicating effects come from inhaling the smoke from the burned herbage. Once inhaled, overwhelming sensations of relaxation and stupor begin to take hold. Ethnographic reports cite firsthand accounts from shamans from the Lesotho region of South Africa who describe entering a hypnogogic state where dreams are experienced with alacrity and the clarity of normal consciousness. It is in this state of semi-consciousness that the shaman is able to communicate with the spirit world and receive the blessings and knowledge of past generations. They also report that as the body falls into a dream state they feel physically paralyzed, while mind and memory remain intact and coherent. By maintaining this state of awareness over a period of time they are able to enter the dream world with complete faculties and recollective abilities (Hyde & Wursten n.d.)."
I thought I was done with plant medicines, but I can ssee they were not done with me. This is my path to full awakening/kundalini/ spiritual acension what have you. I will also use it to wake up others. I have allready given Silene Capensis to a friend at the guidance of my guides. I actually just woke up an hour ago to write in my dream journal. Had a vivid dream with cues of things I experienced right before sleep to assure me (of course at this point I no longer need it, but it's still nice) dreams and reality are connected. The last part of the dream was actually me in a half dream/half awake state laying on my bed where I "woke up" 2 or 3 times while still interacting with friends.

When I say friends, I mean my wife/twin flame (not soul mate, but the female half to my male half that is the piece of God we all are. There are more of us comming together now than there have been on Gaia in a long looooong time) that I met a few weeks ago. When i say met, I mean one of my guides said "Hey Andrew, here is the tigress you were looking for. (Oh by the way she is my daughter, but I'm not going to tell you this you will figure it out and of course you know our names in "real/mundane life"). I talk to them all day long now and everyday see them more clearly in my minds eye. More of the astral/dream world is bleeding into this boring one.

They keep telling me I deserve her, I just have to earn her. This means I have to get through all my issues and clear the fear from my bodies. She/her love can't be my reason for living, my own love for myself has to be my reason for living. This is the frequency of love we are all aligning too (some more conciously than others), not the selfish "give to you so you give to me and I own you" love we are sold as the lie of our existence. It has been hard, easy, stressful, joyful, brink of insanity, step back, repeat.

All day, work work work. Energy here, chakra this, merkaba that. Put yourself into stressful situations Andrew, feel the anger and rage, feel it but don't act, see where it comes from, we will help you clear it. Ask for help, we will help you work through it. Visualize with your wife your fucked up sexual past, she will help you heal (it is hard, but works wonderfully and fully). I have cleared out so much that I thought I had worked through. I am becomming more focused, more able to be a real person and have real relationships. I feel like I am going up the mountain so fast it's like I am tumbling down it in freefall, but going up.

I have been stressed like "how the fuck am I going to go from being 33 living at my moms house being a felon dishwasher in a bar to earning a beautiful "real life" succesful wife and have the beautiful babies they have shown me are comming for us? BABIES!!! I'm still the lazy wah wah baby. How am I going to make abundance $$$$$$ and be content living and loving for myself in the short time I feel is neccesary. How will I use my life and skills to help others to "wake up" to True Reality?

Tonight I was just like "oh yeah, I am going to take these two new dream roots/herbs when I get them. I am going to smoke the entada rheedi and imphepho. I read they both put you in a sleepy/trance state before bed. Well I have been waking up from dreams coinciously, still seeing the dream, laying in bed half asleep still dreaming and false waking up. Oh man! It will be a simple thing to smoke these two, lay down, and conciously enter the dream state and become lucid. It will only be a few days/week after I get them before I can be like "HEY GUYS, I am here, now I can stay in this state for days/weeks/months/years and learn what I need to learn and not waste anymore time in "short time" reality." Last night I woke up and recorded 9 dreams. Staying in the dream state for even a day 9 times a night... well I know full well it is possible and I claim the fuck out of that shit. They are just smiling and nodding.

I actually was thinking about updating this post a little (nowhere as much detail as what I wrote, but :) ) and they said "get up and do it now. why don't you do it Andrew. Claim your truth so you can claim your new life, wife and babies soon, this year soon, after you get back from Half Dome Yosemite hiking trip in June soon." So here I am telling you guys stuff most people would say "Put this dude in a psych ward". Well those motherfuckers need to be freed too and I will help them as well ;-)

Also have some more stuff comming: Reishi Mushrooms for general well being, Chinese King of herbs/energy , Celastrus paniculatus for memory, Bangalala and Mulondo for sexual energy (testosterone boost, sexual energy neccesary for kundalini spreading and full body orgasmic bliss, not complaining about that. Wife is allready helping me with astralish tantric style things...), Buchu and Wildegansie - Sutherlandia frutesnome antibiotics. The Buchu is good for prostate. I have had prostatis for nwhat feels like 15 years. Probably since my Kundalini first fully popped off at 19. Doctors don't know shit and say "live with it, here are some antibiotics" I am fucking tired of not being able to piss right and having what feels like a UTI and painful ejaculation all the time. The other one I forgot , why I got it, but my intuition said "yes" and it's healing so whatever.

Africa is really helping out with the herb/seed/root game. I am taking/will be taking 8 things from here. Never even thought to look at Africa

I think that's pretty much it. I mostly put all that up because I know it will be useful for at least one person Ithat reads it. This is all happening to m
e because I started taking Silene Capensis about a month ago. This is what it means for your dreams to become reality. If your life is boring, and you have always known you were meant for more. I suggest taking One or All of the first three dream roots/herbs I mentioned.
 
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Try the dream herbs along with meditation and inner focus on concentration, focus on to notice what your dream signal can be. Usually something out of the ordinary or something that doesn't make sense so a normal person would start thinking "hey, this doesn't make sense, I must be dreaming". There are many ways and tricks to get lucid dreams. I do reccomend the use of hallucinogens, plenty water with no food before sleeping but remain with a lot of energy before you crawl in bed. Don't be exhausted. Sleep paralysis is no desease. Just let it happen. Out of body situations are practice for real soul teleportation. (astral projection). or you adventure further through the many layers of the dream world. Imagination is real, why would a dream not be?
If you notice entities that are very sparkly with lots of electricity, they are only trying to charge you up. They have no bad intentions. More energy to continue as far as you can. There are many
different beings in the worlds of dreams with each their own level of intelligence. I can not recall that I ever have been in true danger.
 

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The one time so far I tried Entada rheedi, I experienced a sort of buzzing sensation in my head that was well above placebo. I felt relaxation, and when I stayed awake, the feeling was sort of discomforting but when I laid down, I felt very comfortable. My one trial did not lead to increased dream recall but dream recall is so variable anyway and a lot of the time these things become more effective as you become more familiar with them. I keep meaning to try again but I haven't for some reason.

That Imphepho description is quite intriguing. Iboga worked on the dream level for me primarily when I did my flood dose. For years afterwards my dreams were more intense, although that effect has all but disappeared now. I was dreaming whether awake or asleep for 3 days when I did my flood, the dreams were overlaying my waking reality when I was awake and I was unable to tell I was dreaming, I took everything that was happening as reality in the moment until I thought about it later.
 

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Fascinating, dreams are just as much reality as your awake state but not being able to differeniate between the two for three days is something i've never heard of. What exactly is a "flood" dose?
 

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Try the dream herbs along with meditation and inner focus on concentration, focus on to notice what your dream signal can be. Usually something out of the ordinary or something that doesn't make sense so a normal person would start thinking "hey, this doesn't make sense, I must be dreaming". There are many ways and tricks to get lucid dreams. I do reccomend the use of hallucinogens, plenty water with no food before sleeping but remain with a lot of energy before you crawl in bed. Don't be exhausted. Sleep paralysis is no desease. Just let it happen. Out of body situations are practice for real soul teleportation. (astral projection). or you adventure further through the many layers of the dream world. Imagination is real, why would a dream not be?

If you notice entities that are very sparkly with lots of electricity, they are only trying to charge you up. They have no bad intentions. More energy to continue as far as you can. There are many

different beings in the worlds of dreams with each their own level of intelligence. I can not recall that I ever have been in true danger.

I have been meditating off and on for years. I started again in November. Now I don't really even sit that much. Every time I do my guides are just like "okay now you are set so get up and keep doing it you pussy. Who cares if you can't concentrate right. Just do your normal stuff and try as hard as you can." Cuz that's what we have to do. How do you raise the frequency of the planet and help people if you just sit in your room all day? Bring the central sun energy down, ground it into Gaia, more and more every day.

All my dreams since I started Silene have signals from family that I am dreaming. Almost every dream I wake up remembering a point I realized I was dreaming. I am slowly being taught to become lucid. This morning I had a dream I worked in a restaurant and someone was yelling "PENDEJO"(or something "negative" i knew was sent with love) to me in the background over and over. I ask if I am supposed to practice lucid recalls, and they are just like "if you are you will know when you are supposed to, does it seem like now Andrew? Or do you just want to trust us and go with the flooooowwww"

Lol, hallucinogens are a no go for me nowadays. I've used enough. I will be there fully soon anyway without the need for drugs anymore. That's the point. They open the doors, now I am blowing those fuckers off the hinges.

I smoked some entadaa rheedii and african wormwood last night. Got the wormwood as a sample. I was a bit "light headed" and drowsy. Didn't notice any increase in dream recall/lucidity. I also had a tea with half a seed of entada. I took about 16 grams of meat out of each seed. I am wondering how the smoking really goes, since I read recommended dosage of half to full seed for tea. Smoking 8 grams of seed meet would take a long time! I have 2 seeds left so I will see how it goes. Probably do two or 3 more nights of tea and then just smoke. I will have some Impepho tommorrow. Probably getting a bong since smoking this all in joints will become a pain in the ass.

I am probably making/purchasing some Entada Rheedii resin/extract soon. Probably some calea zachatechichi soon as well. I need my god damn wife. The crazy bitch keeps running from me and it's driving me fucking nuts. All day it's "chase me andrew chase me, here's a little kiss now watch me dissappear" fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck me.
 

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calea has been the most effective dream herb for me but i don't really want to waste my money of wodka for an extract. I only drink beer and occasionally wine, which are dream-killers in a way. But first i must get of my benzos somehow. Then with psychedelics and meditation i'll be able to astral project again. (why is it not called soul teleportation? makes more sense to me)
 

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I got off years long benzo use with diclazepam. It took me about a year or so of tapering, but it is well worth it!!! I never dreamed on benzos/alcohol. I felt the same way though, "how the fuck am I gonna quit drinking and taking benzos". Depends on how any rock bottoms you feel like hitting... If you want it bad enough, you can do it. So do it!!!

How did you astral project/soul teleport? How long did you do it for?

Have added Synaptolepis kirkii, Ubhubhubhu to my foam mixture for two days now. Noticed a headache when I started taking them, kinda like the first week with Silene Capensis. These are supposed to rewire/
/heal pathways in your brain, so having a headache makes sense. It was in the back right of my head, where I can't really yd well when I meditate, so hopefully shit is getting sorted out.

Am smoking Imphepho and Entada Rheedii at night now. I got up after journaling one of my dreams this morning and went and smoked a bowl out of my bong. I think I will start doing that as well. Before bed, and after waking from first dream. I usually have my first dream after 4/5/6 hours, then start waking up every 30min-1hr30min with more dreams. I journaled six last night. My highest so far is 9. Had a few days last week with none recalled as well.

The past two nights I have had more "negative/scary" dreams. A few involved psychopatic type violence/violent people. A few more involved me being violent/ rescuing people having to kill to do it/ fighting people over saying things about me that are true IRL, but I just don't want to hear. Did not wake up scared though, even being chased by two psycho people who I couldn't stop. Just woke up like "oh, weird, that wasn't positive feel good dream. Ok, let me write it down, and get back to dream work"

I am chalking this turn in dreams up to the Entada Rheedii. Will see how it goes :)
 

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I have written complete guides to lucid dreaming and astral projection for those who want to try it themselves. It takes some practice but being to go anywhere in the universe (besides planets of a higher category than you belong to) is well worth it. I guess I could post them but in which section?
 

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How are you consuming the Entada rheedi? I have like 9 seeds left. Also how much and when in relation to when you go to sleep?
 

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How are you consuming the Entada rheedi? I have like 9 seeds left. Also how much and when in relation to when you go to sleep?
I am mixing with Imphepho in a bong right before sleep and when I wake up about 4-5 hours after sleep.
I put it layered imphepho on bottom, layer of mortar/pestled entada rheedii (used c-clamp to crack it open. Tough!), more imphepho/er. Smoke about 3 bowls of that. It has been making me feel kind of body easy, almost like taking a muscle relaxer. I will be outside having more cartoony visions of my astral self interacting with my guides and wifey.

I also took 1/2 the seed meat in a tea the first day, but I don't really have enough right now to keep doing that. One cracked seed is more than I could smoke in a week really, so I am just doing that. Plus I am using silene capensis, synaptolepsis kirkii, and Ubhubhubhu in my Ubulawu mix now so...

I generally have been waking up 4-5 hours after sleep not recollecting dreams. Past few days I have started to have vague impressions of a dream I was having. Then I go back to sleep withing 15-20 minutes and wake up 2-9 times every 20min-1hr30min ish with more dream recollections to log.I dont' set any alarms, my guides/wifey wake me up. Usually something happens at the end of a dream where I am like "I am dreaming!" and wake up, or whoever I am interacting with says "wake up!".

Past few days I have started smoking another bowl or two of Imphepho / Entada Rheedii mix after the first 4-5hour wakeup. Two nights ago after smoking the mix, I was laying in bed and feeling like I was still awake. The door shut when the A/C came on, and I jolted awake still thinking I was allready awake. This has been going on more and more, especially since I started smoking the mix. Like I am getting ready for Waking Induced Lucid Dreaming.

I woke up this morning the first time having vague recollections of interacting with an Uncle Phil type larger black man. Then when I went outside to smoke, I was seeing a cartoony potbellied african sangoma/diviner/healer. He was telling me he will teach me how to divine and be a conduit for healing. I had a dream the other morning I was in a shaman school in the jungle with 9 others. This is all I have ever wanted out of life, so I am pretty stoked.

Shadowmeister: You could smoke it mixed with tobacco, or if you know anyone with mullein or some other type of herb base that would be good. It's kinda rough on the throat so a mix is nice. I'm sure you would notice something if you just smoked it twice a night like I have been, or even once a night. Just keep smoking til you get results. I have read half a seed to a whole seed in tea is nice. You could use one seed for smoking, and the rest for tea for a week or two. I bet something interesting would happen!!!

I have written complete guides to lucid dreaming and astral projection for those who want to try it themselves. It takes some practice but being to go anywhere in the universe (besides planets of a higher category than you belong to) is well worth it. I guess I could post them but in which section?
Just post them here in PD and someone will move them to a proper locations. I would be quite interested in reading of your experiences.
 

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Someone made them dissapear. :s I had eleven spiritual subjects I posted in the psy section last night..
 

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Someone made them dissapear. :s I had eleven spiritual subjects I posted in the psy section last night..

This them? I will read through them when I have more time.

Man this dreams becomming reality is fun. Now I understand how yogis and monks are content to do basic boring seeming shit all day long.

I looked at my dream journal. It has barely been 40 days since my first dream with my wife/twin flame. A few days before that a guide introduced us when I was "awake". Now I can allready spend a large part of my day focused on her in "mind movies" doing whatever we want/training my brain to have both hemispheres work together. Every day what I see is more detailed and real. Much realer than this boring ass existence.

Man who knew service to others was just "Hey we can do whatever we want, fuck, eat candy and ride rollercoasters all day long. Just stop being a selfish asshole and help others realize it"
 

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I became Lucid for the first time this morning . It has been building for a week or two. Stuff like riding in the back of a truck with my sheet and blanket. Realizing I must be dreaming and just going with the dream.

This morning I was at a bar. I ordered a Shiner. First guy left and started cleaning. Figured he was the manager and just ignored me. Asked 2nd guy. He left and kept looking at me but no beer. 3rd guy comes out from back with a half full pink beer that was still frothy and spililling somehow to give to a guy whose back was to me. Server says "Today is your lucky day" and throws the beer on the guy.

I said "Man I must be dreaming. Nah this is to real" I am thinking "Damn where is my wife Christine?" At the same time I see my eyes opening because it seems too real.

I am in bed and still see the bar at maybe 20-30%. Divine wife walks in saying "Husband are you here? Husband? Has anyone seen my husband". I put a dream me next to her. She said "Oh there you are. You are only halfway here. What happened husband". That teasing bitch!! Shes a pleaser too though. She wanted to fuck. Its getting to the point where astral/etheric sex with her I can sometimes feel it at like 10%. I felt my hand go into her pussy, felt it wet and hot. I could smell it. Fuuuck.

I have been taking Catuaba and Muira Puama for about 5 days. They are supposed to bring vivid sex dreams. Im gonna be fuckin my Divine Twin Flame Female half to my Divine Masculine realer than real in my dreams in a few days. Soon dreams will be reality. She only lives 100 miles away, but we cant meet yet. Im puttin two babies in her as soon as we do in a few months.

If your Kundalini popped off in this life and you still wonder wtf it means... Well it means we are going Home soon boys and girls. The Gaia planet is ascending and so are we. Mine went off ecstati bliss Unity conciousness style almost 15 years ago. Much pain and suffering later I see the point. I had to burn kff lifetimes of mine and the wifes karma. She lived a good life and is a rich lawyer. Now she is helping me finish up energy movement and getting everything opened uo and working. Burning the last of the hate, shame, anger etc. Its going so fast. Each day I see and feel more etherically. In a few months Ill just go kive with her, get her oregnant and raise the kids. House husband style. Do lots of energy healing stuff too, but yah. What a fucking life. The culmination of untold millenia of seperation. Now our Divine partnership will become an earthly partnership. We are gonna show the way to just be the Atriarchy. No matriarchy, no patriarchy. Just eve. Divine love. What fun!!!
 
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