mtu mwendawazimu
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It's hard to put into words because i'm not exactly sure what does it, but i think it has to do with giving people my respect. Sometimes i do things that lose peoples trust in me, too. Or somehow i disregard them on something important. Or maybe im not emotionally available?
I always start off well. I give good first impressions. But ultimately i think it becomes evident that most my relationships are a one way street.
But don't get me wrong, i go out of my way to be generous and understanding of people. I just can't help putting me and my feelings first. It's only natural.
I think i also underestimate the effect my words have on other people. I'm pretty hard to upset with words, so it's only natural for me to think others are similar.
Gah.. That was a longer post than i thought it would be.
Anyone else have this trouble?
Anyone know someone who pushed them away in a similar manner? How did you feel? What went wrong, exactly?
Thanks.
I always start off well. I give good first impressions. But ultimately i think it becomes evident that most my relationships are a one way street.
But don't get me wrong, i go out of my way to be generous and understanding of people. I just can't help putting me and my feelings first. It's only natural.
I think i also underestimate the effect my words have on other people. I'm pretty hard to upset with words, so it's only natural for me to think others are similar.
Gah.. That was a longer post than i thought it would be.
Anyone else have this trouble?
Anyone know someone who pushed them away in a similar manner? How did you feel? What went wrong, exactly?
Thanks.