I am going to have my first LSD (or real psychedelic) trip since 2 years in a few days at a festival. Indont want to keep talking about it but last time I did it some cops did some really fucked up shit to me (on 50ug), I think this is part of why it fuckdd with me for so long.
Anyway, I was going to wait another year or two, and take it alone deep in the woods, maybe on the Appalachian trail.
But going to do this. Haven't decided if I'm going to take the full 100ug yet or just half.
I worry it could be like opening pandoras box of trauma flashbacks, like state dependent memory.
On the other hand, if it goes good, i can re-imprint (leary style) you know flash my brains CMOS (like McKenna said), it could really help me heal.
Any good juju, thoughts and prayers always welcome. Ive also got benzos, antipsychotics, and a 5ht2a antagonist on hand.