Phenibut is pure win for sure.
Played a show tonight, our best one yet with the new band SO much fun, full crowd of 30-4 people dancing and screaming and stuff. Someone was going around dosing people (asking them if they wanted it, not sketchy style) out of a vial so the whole front row was tripping balls. I got some amazing comments though. I met probably the most beautiful girl I've seen in a long time who was telling me all about her starting to play music and how she thought I was beautiful and "I hope this doesn't sound weird but I was watching you and putting myself INSIDE you". I wasn't sure if she was hitting on me or not but it made me feel nice.
Ran into another friend and found out my favorite festival is next weekend and my ride is going to leave early from it, but this friend offered me a ride home and some bumps of blow. My plan was to come home right after the show and sleep but instead I went to the band house to party with the other band who played, who are good friends of the band and I wanted to get to know them better. We did just a little more blow (I had 3 big bumps in total) but only had 1 beer each because we got to the gas station like 1 minute after 2 and they wouldn't sell it to us. I laid there in my friend's chair and neither of us could sleep. He had been going to give me a ride home in the morning but I called an uber instead so I could take some etizolam and wake up in my own bed. Had the most fun Uber ride ever, talked to this guy about his plan to sell knockoff Rolexs in his Uber car and then we started talking about drugs. Got into how we had both been addicted to opiates and I told him about my ibogaine experience and he knew all about it and I told him basically the whole story (it's a long car ride, like 30 minutes). His name was Merlin.
Now I'm home about 10 minutes after eating etizolam and eating snacks and typing posts. It's light out which sucks but etizolam is VERY good at putting me to sleep. I have to work in the morning when I get up but I didn't drink much or do much blow so I think I'm gonna feel pretty much fine.
Oh but yeah back to the original point, I felt like shit today because I hosted my friends's birthday party at my house last night (Thursday night) and drank a shit ton and stayed up late. I took phenibut for the first time in weeks, after feeling like I couldn't play how I wanted, and at the show I was just on fucking point, talking to absolutely everyone, being a social butterfly, meeting people, totally fearless, and I was on fire with the playing, I knew it too, the energy from ther crowd and my own semi-hypomanic glee from the phenibut made it possible and god damn if that was among the best nights I've had
Okay typing is getting way harder, I should go to bed. Hope you guys had nights even one hundredth as awesome as mine was, if so, you had a great night.
Ve & Lite