you ever think like some years back how insane your drug use was, like how could you live like that? doing pcp and everything all day everyday and stuff. that seems so crazy to me now after all these years. I will probably see my alcohol use now like this after a few years (hopefully) but dissos is a different beast.
I don't know how you guys with opiate addictions feel like after you've quit? They don't make you that crazy, though, like mind altering stuff. But I guess it feels like you wasted many years of your life doing opiates everyday? Dunno.
I've done some stimulants, mdma, benzos and stuff this summer and cannabis too. But I feel good, even when I'm sober. But I'm little bit worried that these things are making me a little manic? I'm not doing anything crazy, but still - it's this weird energy. Maybe it is just good and normal for me instead of laying in bed all day. Maybe I'm just anti-depressed and who is to say that a little drug use is a sin?