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Not the same, alcohol is more euphoric, and feels much rougher. Alcohol has a dissociative edge to it when you get drunk, and benzos just feel sedating and you think less. Benzos are much sneakier. The similarity is in the way they remove inhibitions, but benzos are perhaps evcen worse for it than alcohol. Benzos disprortionately alter your behavior for how strong the perceived high is. Alcohol produces a much stronger and more complete intoxication overall.
 
perpetualdawn said:
Put a screen protector on it @Cosmic Charlie so that it doesn't shatter into your fingers, and to keep stray moisture out
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Yes im gonna have to get new one i broke the screen protector and screen and i wasnt even going that fast i was shocked how bad it broke it didnt even fall that hard. But yeah i have to salvage this thing im not buying new phone rigbt before xmas.
 
Nice, cheers for explaining it so succinctly @Xorkoth

Sounds like me having avoided benzos all these years was and is the correct decision for me.

Sounds like it could have been alright for my anxiety over the years but I think that would have just caused problems. Alcohol was at least a serious commitment when using it for anxiety so it still only ever became a weekend thing. Pills though? Who knows.

I just do breathing exercises now to deal with stress and anxiety.
 
Benzos will make you physically addicted if you do them like you can alcohol, It's a damn shame because they feel really innocuous and non-toxic, but the withdrawal is awful and lasts forever and is much easier to get than alcohol.
 
Getting some 5-CL-aMT, DCK and aMT in the very near future super stoked ive been wanting to try all of these for awhile. Gonna take some aMT on NYE this year for sure and hopefully get blowjob, that would be completely full of win IMO. Life is so good man, will make solution of 5-CL-aMT and work my way up and write report. Im not doing anymore benzos guys so i wont gobble all this stuff up in a weekend again i swear anf i will use the later by itself to write proper report.
 
Xorkoth said:
Benzos will make you physically addicted if you do them like you can alcohol, It's a damn shame because they feel really innocuous and non-toxic, but the withdrawal is awful and lasts forever and is much easier to get than alcohol.
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I guess GABA-ergics are just bullshit. The non-toxic ones are a trap, the toxic ones are toxic. Can't win. Stick to psychedelics. :)
 
I just say really dumb shit on benzos, I can't keep my mouth shut on em, and if it's like a message online reading it back always feels like I was completely delusional lol, even at small doses.
 
benzos are the number one drug that will make you steal random shit for reasons that you will not remember. Remeber i once stole all this food on xannax and woke up with all this empty packaging after i blacked out with no memory
 
Buzz Lightbeer said:
I just say really dumb shit on benzos, I can't keep my mouth shut on em, and if it's like a message online reading it back always feels like I was completely delusional lol, even at small doses.
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Exactly. I've texted random friends at all hours of the night on benzos and didn't even remember half of it until I read it the next day!
 
I once drove to the airport, navigated 2 flights with a tight layover in a huge airport, rented a car, printed out MapQuest directions to the hotel my work got me, and was out the door, dressed in work clothes with the directions to my work office in downtown Dallas, when I came to. Don't remember a single thing but evidently I was highly functional. My autopilot skills are absurdly good in general, a lot of what I do happens without much conscious oversight.
 
Just took a couple grams of kratom and laid in the sun on Miami Beach. :) Yesterday I took a few grams and went on a 3 hour bike ride along the waterfront. This is the first time I've taken any in a few years and it's such a nice feeling. I feel completely content to not do anything and just relax. There's really nothing that makes me feel like that. I can be completely gone on dissociatives or cannabis and I'll still be guilt tripping that I should be doing something more productive.

I think tomorrow I'm gonna take some ALD-52 and go chill out there. I've never tried it so I'll probably go with 100-150 mcg. If anyone else is around these parts, let's link up and trip together. :)

I'm not in a great headspace right now—for over a year I've been dealing with these stomach/esophagus spasms every time I eat. They actually started right after I experimented with MXPr when it came out. I hesitate to definitively say that it was the MXPr that caused them since there's no way to know for sure, but I realize it's a possibility. It's also possible Bacopa contributed because I would use it to clear up the dissociative brain-fog but it would always do a number on my stomach afterwards. I've been to multiple specialists, done a litany of medical tests, and scoured the internet and I still have no idea what is wrong with me. It's so frustrating and the spasms can be extremely strong which makes me stressed and disconcerted. So yeah, definitely be careful combining those two substances.

I've also been dealing with a couple other things too but I don't want to add anymore negativity to this thread than I have already. On the bright side, I have a lot going for me and I know plenty of people would love to be in my situation—I'm hoping the ALD-52 will help me see it from a fresh and less cynical perspective.
 
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Just took a couple grams of kratom and laid in the sun on Miami Beach. :) Yesterday I took a few grams and went on a 3 hour bike ride along the waterfront. This is the first time I've taken any in a few years and it's such a nice feeling. I feel completely content to not do anything and just relax. There's really nothing that makes me feel like that. I can be completely gone on dissociatives or cannabis and I'll still be guilt tripping that I should be doing something more productive.

I think tomorrow I'm gonna take some ALD-52 and go chill out there. I've never tried it so I'll probably go with 100-150 mcg. If anyone else is around these parts, let's link up and trip together. :)

I'm not in a great headspace right now—for over a year I've been dealing with these stomach/esophagus spasms every time I eat. They actually started right after I experimented with MXPr when it came out. I hesitate to definitively say that it was the MXPr that caused them since there's no way to know for sure, but I realize it's a possibility. It's also possible Bacopa contributed because I would use it to clear up the dissociative brain-fog but it would always do a number on my stomach afterwards. I've been to multiple specialists, done a litany of medical tests, and scoured the internet and I still have no idea what is wrong with me. It's so frustrating and the spasms can be extremely strong which makes me stressed and disconcerted. So yeah, definitely be careful combining those two substances.

I've also been dealing with a couple other things too but I don't want to add anymore negativity to this thread than I have already. On the bright side, I have a lot going for me and I know plenty of people would love to be in my situation—I'm hoping the ALD-52 will help me see it from a fresh and less cynical perspective.
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Sorry about your stomach issues man, that's shitty. My girlfriend has been dealing with stomach stuff for years now. She finally got some answers, she did so much research and basically came up with what she thought it was, and did some treatments and finally is finishing up a course of really targeted antibiotics and we're really hopeful it might do the trick. Different, my point is, she also bounced around doctors and specialists and finally figured it out herself, and is now treating it with the help of doctors.

That MXPr seems fairly caustic, honestly. The MXiPr, not so much.

Miami beach is awesome, I vacationed there on ocean drive in a time share for a week as a college graduation present to myself (with some friends). I didn't trip there, though I did do kratom and smoked weed. If I was nearby I'd hit you up. O'm not in a great frame of mind either, lol. =D But a nice lysergamide dose outside at the beach is a recipe for a great time.
 
So in an attempt to quit smoking, as my last too many attempts at cold turkey have failed, I purchased a vape yesterday.

Shoulda researched it first as there were so many options lol ... but I settled on a refillable pod type

So far so good. I feel so much less congested after just 2 days of not smoking... >half a pack a day was brutal
 
Yeah I went with 50mg/ml of nic salts. Buddy said it was likely too high and might give me a head rush. I just laughed and said that’s be fine.

I only take a few hauls and feel satiated
 
What hit me was that the high nicotine juice got me even more addicted, so when I relapsed (probably because I left it at home or the battery died) I nearly doubled my cigarette use and was off to the races. I was only ever able to make cold turkey work, by isolating myself somewhere where I couldn't smoke or buy cigarettes for a week or so.
 
But, I mean, I have trouble with impulse control and dopamine so that's on me... I couldn't have that much nicotine at hand and not push it.
 
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