The double stacks were mdma powder. I never really took pills aside from a few times when I first started taking it and the edc after I took over two grams of moon rock with no roll. I feel like if the visual snow weren’t so bad it would be a lot easier for me cope days to day. The visual snow serves as a constant reminder of what I did to my brain and makes me feel like this will never get any better.That doesn't sound like abuse pills never did anything to me either so I always had pure MD. I did 1g bomb and had a fat line and didn't think it was that good so I had another .5g bomb and about half hour later it all hit at once. Which made me od I was never a big MD person I liked my Mkat and lsd but MD fucked me up and fucked my heart up. My head's still a mess I still have panic attacks daily and it's been a year and 7 months almost.
I get bad vision snow trip's me out after abit do you get any physical symptoms with ur anxiety like ectopics chest, back, arm and leg pains hyperventilating twitches etc. I get loads of different symptoms all throughout the day it's horrible. Also how long have u had anxiety from the mdma for. Personally I don't ever think I will get better to how I was before but I reckon I'll be close after a good 5+ years.The double stacks were mdma powder. I never really took pills aside from a few times when I first started taking it and the edc after I took over two grams of moon rock with no roll. I feel like if the visual snow weren’t so bad it would be a lot easier for me cope days to day. The visual snow serves as a constant reminder of what I did to my brain and makes me feel like this will never get any better.
Also you should try an antidepressant called mirtazapine it used to help me alot until they stopped working for me I'm off them now but going back on them once my tolerance to them has gone down. They're not SSRIs I've had bad experience on them I tried a few and they made me alot worse but mirtazapine doesn't have alot of side effects and they work within the first week.I get bad vision snow trip's me out after abit do you get any physical symptoms with ur anxiety like ectopics chest, back, arm and leg pains hyperventilating twitches etc. I get loads of different symptoms all throughout the day it's horrible. Also how long have u had anxiety from the mdma for. Personally I don't ever think I will get better to how I was before but I reckon I'll be close after a good 5+ years.
My head gets an icy hot feeling a lot during anxiety. Sometimes even when I don’t have anxiety. I get muscle twitches pretty bad as well. Really bad during anxiety attacks and random small single muscle twitches out of the blue even when I’m not having panic attacks. I feel like I can’t think with the front part of my brain if that makes sense. My vision is also all over the place. I can’t focus on anything. Makes the anxiety 10 times worse. It’s hard to forget about what you did to your Brain when your vision reminds you from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to sleep.I get bad vision snow trip's me out after abit do you get any physical symptoms with ur anxiety like ectopics chest, back, arm and leg pains hyperventilating twitches etc. I get loads of different symptoms all throughout the day it's horrible. Also how long have u had anxiety from the mdma for. Personally I don't ever think I will get better to how I was before but I reckon I'll be close after a good 5+ years.
I don’t get the hyperventilating. During my worse attacks, when I just want to die, I find myself rocking myself back and forth. It’s scary. I feel overall detached from myself and from the world and reality. Oh yeah and head pressure too. I have a constant feeling that my head has pressure in it. I went through a lot of allergy meds and antihistamines before realizing it wasn’t going away and wasn’t due to a head cold or something. I know it sounds rediculous but It’s definitely there.My head gets an icy hot feeling a lot during anxiety. Sometimes even when I don’t have anxiety. I get muscle twitches pretty bad as well. Really bad during anxiety attacks and random small single muscle twitches out of the blue even when I’m not having panic attacks. I feel like I can’t think with the front part of my brain if that makes sense. My vision is also all over the place. I can’t focus on anything. Makes the anxiety 10 times worse. It’s hard to forget about what you did to your Brain when your vision reminds you from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to sleep.
I tried mirtazapine. Didn’t work for me. Made the anxiety worse. My skin felt like it was on fire. This was earlier into my ltc though and I think I only tried it for like two nights. The only thing that seems to help a bit is 5htpAlso you should try an antidepressant called mirtazapine it used to help me alot until they stopped working for me I'm off them now but going back on them once my tolerance to them has gone down. They're not SSRIs I've had bad experience on them I tried a few and they made me alot worse but mirtazapine doesn't have alot of side effects and they work within the first week.
The double stacks were mdma powder. I never really took pills aside from a few times when I first started taking it and the edc after I took over two grams of moon rock with no roll. I feel like if the visual snow weren’t so bad it would be a lot easier for me cope days to day. The visual snow serves as a constant reminder of what I did to my brain and makes me feel like this will never get any better.
I get alot of those symptoms to but the head pressure I get is from POTS. How long has it been since u had mdma and has your anxiety got any better with time. Mine doesn't seem to be getting any better.I don’t get the hyperventilating. During my worse attacks, when I just want to die, I find myself rocking myself back and forth. It’s scary. I feel overall detached from myself and from the world and reality. Oh yeah and head pressure too. I have a constant feeling that my head has pressure in it. I went through a lot of allergy meds and antihistamines before realizing it wasn’t going away and wasn’t due to a head cold or something. I know it sounds rediculous but It’s definitely there.
Vitamin c is good for the brain it helps me loads.Guys vitamin D supplement helped me a great deal. I am taking 5000iu per day of vitamin d. I would hazard a guess and say that most people in this situation follow a certain personality type. Probably work indoors all day then go home and play video games, watch Netflix etc. Vitamin d has been proven to treat depression and anxiety. Low libido etc.
At the very least get vitamin d levels tested with a doctor or private service online. You will thank me after a week! ??
Everything looks staticky to me. There’s like a constant strobe light effect in my vision as well. It’s especially noticeable on certain patterns. It’s hard to explain.Can you describe your visual symptoms in more detail please? I also have visual symtoms but I wouldn’t describe it as visual snow. More like my eyes and brain are disconnected and I can’t visually understand the world around me
The static is like when you have the tv on a Chanel you don’t catch except I can see through it just not very wellEverything looks staticky to me. There’s like a constant strobe light effect in my vision as well. It’s especially noticeable on certain patterns. It’s hard to explain.
Ah that’s different from me. For me, everything feels distant and almost slow motion. God blessEverything looks staticky to me. There’s like a constant strobe light effect in my vision as well. It’s especially noticeable on certain patterns. It’s hard to explain.
Is your dp/dr constant or does it come it go? This feeling has gone away for me, but I’m left with weird wonky fishbowl like vision. Btw I didn’t use any drugsIt's been about 4 months for me now, and the dp/dr and cognitive deficits are still present. I'm at the point where I'm willing to serotonergic medication. What have people had success with? Zoloft? Mitrazapine? Celexa?
Can anyone is recovered or feels like they are recovering with the help of medication please chime in?