Anyone else have a love hate relationship with meth? I'm sure. I used to want to not do it the most (about 5 or 6 years ago ) when I was doing it the most. At least being all junked out and banging it mostly. Where I felt I had more controll over it than it did me. Though it was around alot more living in a trap house. Now that I'm not living in that environment anymore and slowed down a lot and hardly even ever bang it anymore,I feel unsure about how much I do want to quit more than I don't. Any words to relate?