I am addicted to Kratom and suffering I can't do this alone any advice. I just joined here to get support. I am in withdrawal from benzos 2weeks off valium.
I went 36 hours c/t off Kratom and couldn't do it ended up dosing last night and this morning, I was not prepared for the intense withdrawal I am going to have to try and taper I am taking 20 capsules of the pimp grade dosing 3x day how do I taper?
You have support, friend, and don't panic. Kratom withdrawal is something you can handle even when it hurts. I speak from experience. The most important thing is not to order more during the three-day ride of boredom, listlessness, and depression that cutting kratom out of your life will hand you. You can do three days standing on your head. You're paying back, but you can do it. I agree with other posters that kava kava can really help in the evening; but the morning dose is the one you'll miss the most. You won't, however, be throwing up, your bones won't grind, and you WILL be able to handle it. Go easy on yourself, think of the money you'll be saving, and before you know it you'll really appreciate a good night's sleep and a thoughtful morning that will come naturally to you without swilling down the powder.
Kratom is subtle. My friends and I all thought it was the greatest thing in the world-- and we all became users taking it several times daily. The warm rush of euphoric well-being lasted minutes instead of hours. If you're chasing the dragon even on that level, is it worth it? We all lied about how often we were taking it. Speaking for myself, kratom usage meant dependency, and speaking generally, everyone I know who uses it has became dependent. Some friends see it as a benign way to feel good, others like myself worried about the dependency and the diminishing returns.
One thing that really worked for me, which you might want to try, is to devote your remaining stores of kratom to going for a run. Strange as it may seem, the euphoric/chill/energized effects of kratom are great for a run. You'll run and feel great, and the endorphins from the run will do a lot for you as you start to taper. Use it just for your runs, don't re-up after the run, and you'll have started an empowering ritual that can carry you through the psychological dependence after you stop taking it. I found that kicking kratom kept me essentially on the couch and sapped of will for three days, so you won't be running then, but do some light stretching or yoga, and on day four get your ass running again, and you'll feel marvelous. I have struggled with kratom's role in my life for a couple of years, and the regimen of the run really helped get me on the other side of dependence. It feels great to wake up and not need the bitter, powdery brew to feel decent, and if you tough out the first few days, you'll be golden.