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Coffeeshroom

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Could you completely move to bupre?
I can as I have it scripted every month @ 2mg x14. Doesn't sound like a lot but I can get away with only using 2mg after my H binge and then the next day do 1mg and then the another 1mg. Then the day after I can skip it completely for a day which would make it day 4 after last H use and day 1 after last subutex use. But then the next day my mind fucks me over, nothing I take satisfies me. And then I'm back on H again. And this is like a vicious cycle for me at the moment. I only have myself to blame and know this but at least my H use have lessoned a lot. I use to be on 5 bags a day and now its only 2. And plus I'm taking breaks but still its not that good either. Anyhow yeah..
 

schizopath

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Let me just say that anhedonia aint that bad. I was in a psychosis for months after dropping off benzos and pregabalin.

But proud of you that you have atleast lowered the dose. Remember that quitting is a decision.
 

Coffeeshroom

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You ever done bupre with a stim? Thats a Finnish speedball.
If subutex railed followed with kat then yes. But that left me feeling super anxious like I was dying, think to many things were happening and my mind just couldn't keep up. But I must admit it did feel good first, then the overwhelming feeling and then a calm but rushing feeling.. Like a 3 stage effect if that makes sense.. Well in my exp.
 

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Definitely a unique opioid. It’s like how I imagine a speedball might feel, though I’ve never tried a speedball.
Can confirm it's kinda similar, but a speedball is faaaar more intense of course. My speedball experience was shooting H then immediately smoking crack. Chicago special lmao...
 

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I bought some bitcoin to order some hexen and n-ethyl-pendrone, and 3-MMC. It's been quite a while. Not a good idea ultimately, but I am going to try to leave them with a friend, or perhaps get myself a timed lockbox, to avoid binging out and just enjoy them sometimes.

Thanks bud..

Yes I am.. To be honest, I hate the fact that I'm back on H. I was clean of that shit for 8 years. But after a traumatic exp I relapse to the one thing I know numbs my feelings and makes me function just like your average Joe without people knowing anything is wrong. But yeah this is my own personal shit, so don't want to get to deep. Not the place..

Awe
I totally understand, I had a very traumatic 2-3 years, 2017-2019, so much happened including my father dying horribly of a long, wasting disease, terrible divorce, massive financial stress, DUI... the last time I saw my dad I broke my 6 years clean after a 10 year opiate addiction and relapsed. Slowly slipped back into a habit over the next year. Then everything resolved, my dad passed and was at peace, the divorce was done, got my finances worked out... so I worked on getting back off and just a few days ago I finally started feeling normal and happy again without them. I wish I hadn't relapsed,. but at the same time it did help keep me sane and not as depressed and anxious. Just glad I could get back off and feel good about it and not craving. You can do it when you're ready, if you want my advice, try to avoid it sliding back into something really bad. Personally I used long-lasting opioids (poppy tea and suboxone) so I could get away with once every 3 days or more, or 2 days at absolute maximum. It made getting back off far easier.
 

PtahTek

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1200mg pregab
2mg alp
6-8g kratom
2 beers earlier before i made the ride
weed... rinse repeat
Edit: yeah... forgot the 20mg diazepam... hahaha
my bad

bout to chow and possibly pass out.
hope to be able to stay up and BS but... u know.

easy
 
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Burnt Offerings

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Crack is whack bruuuuther ;)

There's also what I liked to refer to as the "working class speedball": black tar heroin + crystal meth! Never much cared for the stimulant/depressant chocolate/vanilla swirl, though. With the classic ingredients of a speedball (cocaine + no. 4 heroin) it's different, as the stimulant exits the picture relatively quickly...but even then...meh. I guess I'm just an old fashioned traditionalist when it comes to abusing drugs...you young whippersnappers and your speedballs & tide pods!
 

devilsgospel

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Crack is whack bruuuuther ;)

There's also what I liked to refer to as the "working class speedball": black tar heroin + crystal meth! Never much cared for the stimulant/depressant chocolate/vanilla swirl, though. With the classic ingredients of a speedball (cocaine + no. 4 heroin) it's different, as the stimulant exits the picture relatively quickly...but even then...meh. I guess I'm just an old fashioned traditionalist when it comes to abusing drugs...you young whippersnappers and your speedballs & tide pods!
I usually don't like to cross the streams either. Going back to my roots of stimulating opioids.
 

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fuck all imma use what i feel atm
im down as a mf but it is stimulating to me
until i lay down and close my eyes
then its 2-3pm and coffee and kratom for breakfast
 

Burnt Offerings

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I usually don't like to cross the streams either. Going back to my roots of stimulating opioids.
Yeah oxycodone, buprenorphine and kratom are all good in that respect. Although I've also experienced my chin colliding with my chest as I take a one-way trip to Nodsville Tennessee with all of 'em ;)

OT: about 200-300 ugs of norbuprenorphine, 10 mgs of zolpidem, and a few puffs of cannabis to end my day. Hope things get better...for everyone. I've just been under a lot of stress lately, as I'm sure others have been as well, but I'm trying to stay positive. Burnt Offerings, signing off for the night, hope you all have a good one :)
 

Coffeeshroom

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Morning blue world

I woke up early this morning at 3am irritated and tossing and turning in bed, just couldn't sleep further. So I woke up and had a joint with 10mg arem (nitrazepam). Roughly an hour later and I was out and slept till just after 9am.

Then I went and scored some H and booze.
1 bag finished already with 300ml brandy. Obviously spread out overall few hours

Feeling good and semi nodding. Think the arem is also still lingering around making me feel more sedated.
 

Cosmic Charlie

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6mgs Buprenorphine
200mgs Caffeine
750mgs L-Theanine
2,500mgs FAA Phenibut

Feeling super chilled out watching some Movies with my Wife today. Gonna melt right into the couch if I don't be careful. Becoming my goto combo when I'm looking for a little rest and relaxation :)
 

PtahTek

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900mg gapap
2g kratom
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cig

bout to build on this after i eat... gonna be leanin
 

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6mgs Buprenorphine
200mgs Caffeine
750mgs L-Theanine
2,500mgs FAA Phenibut

Feeling super chilled out watching some Movies with my Wife today. Gonna melt right into the couch if I don't be careful. Becoming my goto combo when I'm looking for a little rest and relaxation :)
Man if I take any more than 500mg phenibut I'll be nauseous af and stumbling around cross eyed

150mg pregabalin intranasal
Coffee
Cigarette

Bout to sit down and roll another pack
 

PtahTek

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@1200mg gabap
600mg pregab
4g krat
440mg naproxen sodium
coffee
cigs
bout to eat another 600mg pregab
party is over
gonna have to man up for a coupla three weeks after today.
2,500mgs FAA Phenibut
whoahhhhh.
impressive
is this normal or....
:0
 

Cosmic Charlie

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Well I staggered the Phenibut and took 1,500mgs and then waited like 3-4 hours and took another 1,000mgs and i feel fantastic right now. Been taking it every three or four days so a bit of tolerance is starting to set in. At like 9pm I'm gonna take one last gram and then put it away until next Thursday or Friday. Don't wanna ever get in the habit of taking this everyday again. Also guys keep in mind that I'm holding my dose under my tongue for 30 mins and then spitting it out into the sink not swallowing any whatsoever. Some of it may be getting lost in the process but my acid reflux is terrible and Phenibut is very acidic and I don't wanna take any chances.
 
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