I think you're actually just pissed at yourself for being an addict.
And you lash out at this pharmacist because you can't lash out at yourself.
It's your own life choices, how else could one random dude touch your feelings so much?
He discriminated you by writing "Use Sparingly" on the notes? THAT'S DISCRIMINATION TO YOU?! It's his fucking job. Yeah you just got your benzo dose upped from 10 to 30, how, just how in the world does he think you an addict, when he sees smurfs like that every day 24/7?
You're being an asshole. This guy likely has a family, he has no idea of the drug world, or your extraordinarily brittle feelings. I'm sure he apologized to you, what the hell more do you want? Everything beyond this is just sadism, and being a cold piece of shit. He already learned his lesson. Also ofc you are an addict, you eat 30 benzos a month, you're an addict by definition. I remember the comment from you "When I hear a pill bottle rattle, I get a craving", yeah I'm eidetic, sorry.
So yeah, there's that. Why are you angry at the pharmacist for actually caring about your health? For erring on the side of caution for YOUR safety. That's the bad thing he's done? He's going to go to hell for that? For thinking you are an addict, and making sure that this is an actual script first? Just forgive him ffs, I'm sure he was just worried about you. Don't be a child.