Transcendence
Bluelighter
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A bit of history: For the last few years I feel like I have tried every psychiatric drug that is normally used for anxiety. Now obviously that's not actually true but it probably is true that I've tried every class of drugs used for depression or anxiety. SSRIs, SNRIs, DRIs, tricyclics, buspar, benzos, clonidine, gabapentin. Probably 20-30 different things. Other non prescription legal things like phenibut, kava, valerian, l-theanine. Experimented with several arylhexamines in my spare time and eventually extensively self medicated with opiates when nothing worked. I'm smart enough to know I'm following the path of countless friends and acquaintances who are now in the grave due to that shit and it should scare me. I'm finally getting off of opiates soon (weaning down on suboxone and doing well).
Let's face it, psychiatry is not a science. It comes down to a guessing game when treating these common disorders. They have a list of meds they just go down. You could go to 20 different doctors with the same symptoms and they'd probably start you on 20 different things. When glyx-13 comes out I think we will finally have by far the best drug for depression and anxiety but that's a few years off unless you work at a custom peptide company and can do a little overtime.
It got to the point where my psychiatrist was telling me she was "shooting from her hip" because nothing was working and was giving me a choice between an anti-psychotic or lactimal (which seems to be useless from all acounts and is not even indicated for anxiety). I asked for lyrica and after some persuading she prescribed it. I was the first patient she ever prescribed it to despite her admitting that one of her colleagues praised it as the holy grail for anxiety. Go figure. She started me off at a useless 50mgx3 dose and I just moved up to 300mg per day. At this dose it has significantly improved my intense somatic anxiety and my mood in general. I still have some discomfort remaining so I'll try to get her to bump it up to 600mg per day next visit.
The first few times I used it I felt a little euphoria but that seems to have mostly vanished even now 3 weeks later and at the higher dose. But really, I don't care because it still seems to be relieving my anxiety just as well even though the light GHB-like sensation is gone. But my worry is that the anti-anxiety effects will vanish after a few months or whatever and then I'll be back at square one, suicidal from feeling so constantly uncomfortable. Those who have been on lyrica for anxiety for a long time (let's say > 6 months at least):
1) is your anxiety still at bay? 2) what dose are you on and which dose do you find most effective? 3) Do you have to keep increasing dose ala benzos or can you stay on a constant dose for long term?
Let's face it, psychiatry is not a science. It comes down to a guessing game when treating these common disorders. They have a list of meds they just go down. You could go to 20 different doctors with the same symptoms and they'd probably start you on 20 different things. When glyx-13 comes out I think we will finally have by far the best drug for depression and anxiety but that's a few years off unless you work at a custom peptide company and can do a little overtime.
It got to the point where my psychiatrist was telling me she was "shooting from her hip" because nothing was working and was giving me a choice between an anti-psychotic or lactimal (which seems to be useless from all acounts and is not even indicated for anxiety). I asked for lyrica and after some persuading she prescribed it. I was the first patient she ever prescribed it to despite her admitting that one of her colleagues praised it as the holy grail for anxiety. Go figure. She started me off at a useless 50mgx3 dose and I just moved up to 300mg per day. At this dose it has significantly improved my intense somatic anxiety and my mood in general. I still have some discomfort remaining so I'll try to get her to bump it up to 600mg per day next visit.
The first few times I used it I felt a little euphoria but that seems to have mostly vanished even now 3 weeks later and at the higher dose. But really, I don't care because it still seems to be relieving my anxiety just as well even though the light GHB-like sensation is gone. But my worry is that the anti-anxiety effects will vanish after a few months or whatever and then I'll be back at square one, suicidal from feeling so constantly uncomfortable. Those who have been on lyrica for anxiety for a long time (let's say > 6 months at least):
1) is your anxiety still at bay? 2) what dose are you on and which dose do you find most effective? 3) Do you have to keep increasing dose ala benzos or can you stay on a constant dose for long term?