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Coming Off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v4

haldolhell

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"Fuck this im dying idc im never getting better" I said this in October last year right before i turned 22 i was 21. I really planned to take my life on my birthday.



took my 21st year but whatever im so glad i survived ima get high as fuck and then calm down finish my projects and run it up and give back im not gonna be the damn president but ima change some things in my hometown watch. fuck that got me so mad i almost gave up my life over that dumb ass system when now i can realize i can achieve so much. im reading understanding things ive wanted to do as a childhood dream. Ive always wanted to program and know im reading thru code with understanding ive realeased apps before but just bsing going thru a tutorial now im understanding the fundenmentals theres not enough hours in the day for me to do all the things i wanted to do.

they were literally sticking ice picks thru peoples eye balls in pysch wards 50 years ago. got me fucked up when some dumb doctor can tell me these brand new pills are better then something people can smoke over 50 years straight every day and be fine. A plant that has been used for 1000s of years man watch ima educate people on weed and i wrote all this shit sober or i wouldnt even be cussing so much.
 

Offvega

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I’m New To The Forum and I Have been lurking for about a month reading peoples recovery. I Had 2 injections after being diagnosed with drug induced psychosis. It’s been 4 months since I had the injection. I Never gained any weight on invega, My energy is just fine and I can clean the house and do activities. The first 2 months I felt like a zombie and couldn’t really form a full sentence, now I can have full conversations and I’m sharp just like before the shot, I’ve been smoking weed and I can feel the full effects except the euphoria. My sleep schedule is fine I get about 9 hours of sleep and can get out of bed., I was never bedridden, I can laugh and smile but I can’t cry. I have thoughts and my mind isn’t blank anymore. I just don’t have my motivation back and dont have full emotions. I had ED for the first 2 months and my penis was numb, but now I can get a erection and do everything like normal like before. Another side effect I had was I couldn’t focus on anything I did but now I can focus and play video games. Music is still not the same though. I have no problems going to sleep. I’m just wondering how i will feel in the 6-10 month range, thanks and please reply
Glad to hear you are doing well. Welcome.
I've been here for a few years.
Keep training your body and mind daily to excell and you'll be fine 👍
 

Neuroborean

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you said you were taking ashwaganda root and mucuna pruriens correct? that's what i'm taking now. but i'm thinking of switching from dopa mucuna (800mg mucuna extract, 120 mg L-Dopa) to NALT (N-Acetyl-L-tyrosine) somewhere around 2 or 3 weeks in, it's been a week so far. i'm also drinking premium matcha tea and taking ginkgo biloba. will probably order some l-theanine to go along with the NALT.

for how long did you take the mucuna and ashwaganda, are you still taking them?

also, it's wack that some people were saying you should get banned just cause you have a different spiritual belief system than theirs. if you were saying jesus saves and only jesus can cure you from antipsychotics no one would care; that's hypocritical.
I love mucuna.
knew about it a year ago but now I'm using it to have proper energy levels while having a t-break from kratom (currently 10 days off).
I used it to recover from occasional stim binges and it works perfectly for that but I feel that is even better to use it as a "daily" pick me up substance with caffeine (guayusa) and ashwagandha (I also use it, and is very very nice combined with lysergamides microdosing).
 

Heather01

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My kids dad tried to give me a pep talk today. I finally came clean to him and told him about the injections. He just doesn’t get how shitty they really are. Oh well keep moving foward
 

Bigsmoke420

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My kids dad tried to give me a pep talk today. I finally came clean to him and told him about the injections. He just doesn’t get how shitty they really are. Oh well keep moving foward
What side effects are you still fighting today?
 

Haithamhhh8

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My sex drive is coming back after about 9 months off this shit. I started taking more suppliments like lions mane and st John's wort and also a 5htp suppliment. Everyone's journey is different, and no one's experience can relate to someone else's. All you can do is have faith and keeping that hope alive that one day you will be back to yourself. That's what's getting me through this. Hope. And I've seen glimpses of what life is like on the other side of this. And it's absolutely breathtaking.
Hello sir

I want to ask do you have any sexual dysfunction beside sex drive issue, I mean erectile dysfunction
 

Bigsmoke420

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I still have reduced but it’s almost back to normal it gets better every week, and yes my penis shrunk but it came back to normal, my penis was numb for about 2 months. What other side effects do you have?
 

Haithamhhh8

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I still have reduced but it’s almost back to normal it gets better every week, and yes my penis shrunk but it came back to normal, my penis was numb for about 2 months. What other side effects do you have?
Thank you for replying
The sexual side effects worrying me the most
I have reduced penile size , ED , less semen , can’t get natural erection , my desire is ok ,
It’s good that I see someone had the same and recovered
I wish I recover too
 

Bigsmoke420

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Thank you for replying
The sexual side effects worrying me the most
I have reduced penile size , ED , less semen , can’t get natural erection , my desire is ok ,
It’s good that I see someone had the same and recovered
I wish I recover too
How Many Months Have You Been Fighting These Problems? Do You Have Any Mental Side Effects also?
 

Haithamhhh8

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How Many Months Have You Been Fighting These Problems? Do You Have Any Mental Side Effects also?
I received total of 4 injections and I am 7th month off , I have weight gain also ,
If I recover my sexual dysfunction and loss weight , I would say I be 100% normal

my energy and mental functioning are fine
 

Bigsmoke420

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I received total of 4 injections and I am 7th month off , I have weight gain also ,
If I recover my sexual dysfunction and loss weight , I would say I be 100% normal

my energy and mental functioning are fine
I still don’t have my sex drive back even though I can get erection, and I had 2 injections and I’m 4 months off. I gained weight but I’m still lean not much fat. Most people don’t recover between 9-12 months and even up too 2 years. I Know someone on the form name “ Dirtyinvega” and he penis numbness never recovered in that aspect, but he had a child so the semen and erections must have came back and he didn’t see improvements for 1 year and 7 months. I truly believe recovery is possible but in some cases it’s not. It could be due to your age if your a older man. I Think you will recover just give it sometime. Could take you a while. Im personally worried my motivation will never come back and the Anhedonia will be permeant and that’s what I’m fighting.
 

Haithamhhh8

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I still don’t have my sex drive back even though I can get erection, and I had 2 injections and I’m 4 months off. I gained weight but I’m still lean not much fat. Most people don’t recover between 9-12 months and even up too 2 years. I Know someone on the form name “ Dirtyinvega” and he penis numbness never recovered in that aspect, but he had a child so the semen and erections must have came back and he didn’t see improvements for 1 year and 7 months. I truly believe recovery is possible but in some cases it’s not. It could be due to your age if your a older man. I Think you will recover just give it sometime. Could take you a while. Im personally worried my motivation will never come back and the Anhedonia will be permeant and that’s what I’m fighting.
4 months are still early , a lot of things get better with time , don’t worry , I had also anhedonia but it improved , also about sexual desire at the beginning it was very low but with time it improved
But I am stuck with no penile response
 

Bigsmoke420

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4 months are still early , a lot of things get better with time , don’t worry , I had also anhedonia but it improved , also about sexual desire at the beginning it was very low but with time it improved
But I am stuck with no penile response
I remember my semen look like water very clear now it’s back to normal. Just don’t ever give hope because you never know how you feel in the long term. Have you tried Viagra or any pills to help?
 

Haithamhhh8

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I remember my semen look like water very clear now it’s back to normal. Just don’t ever give hope because you never know how you feel in the long term. Have you tried Viagra or

Yes I saw an urologist and he gave me tadalafil but no benefit from it ,
I remember my semen look like water very clear now it’s back to normal. Just don’t ever give hope because you never know how you feel in the long term. Have you tried Viagra or any pills to help?
I saw an urologist he gave me tadalafil but no benefit from it , I think it’s something central not peripheral, complex issue
 
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