I threw them out after she threw a decent amount of my mdma(that we shared) out and when i asked her if she thought that was ok she said "yep". Anyway it dosent excuse what i did and how ive been treating herWhy did you throw out her stuff?
did she throw out something of yours?
Just alot of sadness and anxiety. Never cried or had so many panick attacks in the last 24 hours. And because i usually go see the kids each afternoon its going to be hard to deal with avoiding her and the kids. The more im around her the harder it is. I really want to message her, but even when i did she would ignore half my messages.Talk to us...what is going on?
Thanks for your reply NEM.Wow the start of that post gave me hope for you guys but by the end I’m not so sure.
It seems like the best response you got from her was when you weren’t seeing or talking to her as much. Maybe it’s time to go back to that and let her sort out how she feels and you work on yourself with that psychologist for example. So far you’re giving her the emotional support she needs and attention she wants without anything really in return.
Seems like you should avoid mind altering substances around her if they cause you to react badly too- the wine. If she gets fed up over one argument that’s not a good sign as it’s a part of relationships that we have arguments sometimes- it’s just how you handle them. Maybe you BOTH should see a psychologist/counsellor together? Find out where the underlying hostility is coming from on both sides.
I wouldn’t worry about Corbin right now- as you said, it’s a bit hard for her to start something there with two kids to look after. Maybe Corbin just wants a lay and isn’t ready for the responsibility of looking after two kids with a woman that aren’t his?