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Captain.Heroin

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i tried googling for a black metal song and got a suicide help line number as the first google result

that's pretty fucking hot
 

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Will fuck for place to sleep? Does that make u a hobosexual?
LOL

well I can't sleep because of mental health so I am not really sure

I mostly fuck for a bed to rest my eyeswideopen body in

it's like methsleep but I'm legit could test negative for it

because It's been OVER A MONTH + and I feel like ANY RESIDUAL AMOUNTO F IT IS STILL MAKING ME WIREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

y'all don't know this feeling, it's like a very unique reaction to whatever my brain is going through
 

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Jamal if you're reading this I MISS YOU BB YOU HAVE AN AMAZING DICK KEEP FLOPPING THAT FOOT LONG+ AROUND
 

Captain.Heroin

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Dear Jamal

When we were in the bathroom and I saw your dolphin dick swinging between your huge legs I thought maybe in a parallel universe where my friend isn't by my side freaking out

He likes the pussy anyways I'm on the scent of testosterone and manliness you know I have to follow that shit to the end brah

Cum on me brah
CH
 

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confess schizo you want to go only with me and then you invited her just because you're shy and think that I am unapproachable
confess schizo you want to go only with me and then you invited her just because you're shy and think that I am unapproachable
Youre out of my league just for a gay sex. ๐Ÿ˜‰ However for a threesome we would just be fine.
 

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Not buying heroin anymore. Same thing as last time = only like 2 hours of sleep for some fucking reason.
 

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Wow the captain is on one! I am definitely being good tonight and going for a full nights sleep. 3hrs means I'm a bit broken.

Without drugs I'm confused. This shit makes much more sense when I'm wired.
 

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I am running out of drugs

I have one dab of shatter

______ of ______ yeah i Konw cryptic. It's legal so it's like blah right.

antihistamines

dxm

that's it

I don't know why 2020 made me a dissociative drug addict but it did DEAL WITH IT

What can I do

Should I go to the gay bar and hit on people for drinks

I can do that
esp because high dose liquor and 0.5mg alprazolam and food and CRAVING BETTER DRUGS except it's more like just 1 psych and cannabis

and I have neither

so DOGGOS gotta make due

thank god I HAVE A LOT of antihistamines
What;s cryptic?
 

Captain.Heroin

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Wow the captain is on one! I am definitely being good tonight and going for a full nights sleep. 3hrs means I'm a bit broken.

Without drugs I'm confused. This shit makes much more sense when I'm wired.
I was legit losing my mind without cannabis I legit have to have it I woke up without DXM in my system I feel okay it's just I needed dab every now and then
 

Captain.Heroin

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Times with no weed are bad. I think it would send me bananas
Like legit 24 hours without it and I'm crawling at my skin screaming and the intrusive thoughts to commit suicide/hurt myself are very strong.

It's just an intrusive thought and I can avoid it but HOLY SHIT is it intense. It's like an instinct to fuck, just as strong but like inverted and turned against the self. It kind of sucks.

But I'll be 100% OK I have FRIENDS IN HIGH PLACES who are helping me stay high because they see me struggling.

the color of the day is THE COPS AREN'T SUPPOSED TO FUCK THE WHORES
 

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Hmm, I assume it takes more willpower to get drugs than to quit them ๐Ÿ˜‰
 
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