Thanks for your response. Yeh I know it’s a really stupid idea. Spoken to a good friend who had a heroin habit for a few years and he agrees with everyone that it’s a terrible idea.hey @Blankenstein glad you checked in but sorry you're having such a shiitty time?
next time you get off work is there anywhere else you can go where you won't do that? i used to have similar, i'd go away and be swearing i wouldn't go straight back to whatever drug i was on at the time as soon as i got home and do it every fucking time. it was disheartening.
i am really glad they won't sell you heroin. honestly it is not worth it. whatever money you save up front, honestly your habit will grow to whatever you were spending before in no time. in my first year doing a proper job rather than being a student, i got over £10k in pay rises and it made not a jot of difference cos my habit just increased with every one.
i have been drinking every day this week. not happy with myself. feel so shit. also injured so not able to run which is my like one healthy thing.
yeh when I get back from work this time I’m off for a few days and then I’m doing a trip to a remote island off the coast of where I live with some friends to dive and hopefully get some waves as well. I won’t be using anything apart from the beers I take with me, which I will only bring limited amount so it will be forced sobriety again. I’m really looking forward to the trip. I do plan on using just once before I head off though.
sorry to hear about the drinking and injury. What’s the injury? How long are you out of action? Do you have other lower impact things you can do while it heals? Cycling or swimming?
I use to run quite a lot. I still run a bit, but have issues with my knees that flare up if I over do it. so have to not run too far or too frequently. It’s frustrating, but could be worse I suppose.