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MDA - Experienced - Taken to another world
This experience was very surreal, i was left feeling like i was looking at earth through a window and like i didn't really exist in humanity.
I have taken all the Psychoactives listed in my trip report, however this one was different and was more MDA orientated rather then a additive to MDMA, anyway... the experience was different.
-The dealers were all trusted, so i wasn't getting screwed over.
Before leaving
10:00PM – At home my friend and I indulged in about 4-5 standard drinks of alcohol each. We arrived at about
12:00AM - mildly intoxicated and then proceeded to get the pills, we met up with friends and swallowed the pills whole. I had experienced an MDA mixed with MDMA high before, but these were claimed to be pure MDA alone and therefore I anticipated an interesting experience.
1:00AM – I began to feel the onset of the MDA, it felt similar to MDMA but a bit higher in body load and not as euphoric. I began to “smack out” or feel overwhelmed by the experience. I decided to sit down and take it easy, drinking water at certain intervals, I was fairly social and used to this situation so it didn’t upset me much apart from maybe a little stomach discomfort that seemed to be arguing with the drinks I had consumed before leaving. I went into the bathroom during this time and began to see some minor OEV, I saw a red box bouncing around the room as I went to urinate, I occasionally get a bit of urinary retention that seemed a bit more pronounced at this time then on normal pills but it was all ok. While I was in there the lights went out, I wondered for a little while if I was tripping out hard or whether the lights had actually been switched off, but anyway it allowed me to hallucinate a bit more seeing a few streaks of colours bounce around in the darkness.
2:00AM – The body load appears to be mutating into a more “chargey”, however relaxed peak, I had energy to move around however there was no necessary to desire dance unless I wanted to, when I was standing still I’d get a sensation of “jelly legs” so I always kept on moving or sitting down, it was feeling a lot nicer now and some of the jitteriness in my body parts had been replaced with a sense of relaxation. I was still getting subtle hallucinations, peoples hair changing colour etc, but when I closed my eyes I got full blown CEV’s similar to the ones given by DXM, I would get lost in a lucid world and feel as if I am on a different planet only to find I am still at a rave (very enjoyable and interesting).
3:00AM – The whole night seems to be flowing with a sense of surrealism, I decided to have a bit of meth and had about 0.25g, this made me even less jittery and sent me into an even nicer relaxed state. When I was dancing I felt a strong tribal instinct along with the traditional religious experiences of dancing around a fire, I felt strong connecting with humanity to dance around the light in this night environment (I am agnostic by the way). The whole “rave thing” seemed to make sense (similar to the feelings given by MDMA), I felt like I belonged and the emotional bonding seemed more visual, then emotional, e.g. I understood peoples thoughts and emotions through site rather then the empathic nature of MDMA.
4:00AM – Although the MDA is still going strong I decide to add to the experience and have half a pill of said to be MDMA, I should mention that throughout the night the feelings found through massages, Vicks, tobacco etc was very similar if not the same as the feelings that come about through MDMA. Once the second half pill began to come on, I began to feel the normal effects I have become accustomed to associate with MDMA that warm fuzzy euphoria, strong emotional connection with others, desire to communicate etc (the MDMA seemed to make the experience about twice as enjoyable).
5:00AM – I decided to add a red bull and vodka to liven things up a bit and while I was still obviously under the effects of both MDMA and MDA it had an impact on my experience and I could actually feel the effects of the low dose of alcohol and caffeine sort of relax me even further (however it did not feel like the best combination).
6:00AM – still feeling very chargey my friends decide its about time to leave, we have no transport so we decide it’s best to walk, I didn’t mind because I was still feeling very energetic and still felt like I was peaking off the MDMA. I began feeling the comedown of the MDA and this part was very surreal, it felt as if I was looking at the earth through a window and like I was slowly driving back into my traditional state of conciousness.
7:00AM - We sat at a bus stop and watched the ground move, obvious changes in depth perception, I still felt somewhat disconnected, like I wasn’t part of the human race yet, I felt like I’d just been on another planet or I had just met god, I felt like a different being. This was the most interesting part of the experience, reflecting back on the night and the insights into a different culture and lifestyle. As we got closer to home the feelings of “scat” began to set in, where there seems a strong sense of disconnection from each other.
8:00AM - This MDA experience seemed somewhat more psychedelic and more like LSA in the way that although it was soft it allowed me to see myself from a different perspective. Once we got home we dosed on some 5-htp and some valium. I never get any sense of depression from pills, however I do get a sense of disassociation that is often intensified by marijuana (which can be a good tool for further exploration)
9:00AM + I spent the next few hours sitting around watching TV and using the computer, reliving parts of the night and thinking back on what I had done. Socializing, dancing, loving the music, philosophizing etc.
This was a very interesting experience, as it put me in a different perspective of my life and allowed me to think rather coherently with a low level of “mind f**k” unlike the stronger psychedelics. It seemed very spiritual and alien like (maybe industrial mushrooms). Never had an experience with mushrooms so I can’t contrast but I plan to in the future. This strong dose of MDA seemed more psychedelic then the usual MDMA, however I do believe MDMA to be very insightful, therapeutic and spiritual MDA seemed to have a more heavy load and allow for a more “bumpy ride” and therefore replaced MDMA’s euphoria with a sort of darker more physical, visual or mental aspect to the emotional bonding rather then MDMA’s strong positive mood lift.
I was left with a nice afterglow for about the next week as i finally felt my wings slowly being brought down as I turned back into my normal self.
This experience was very surreal, i was left feeling like i was looking at earth through a window and like i didn't really exist in humanity.
I have taken all the Psychoactives listed in my trip report, however this one was different and was more MDA orientated rather then a additive to MDMA, anyway... the experience was different.
-The dealers were all trusted, so i wasn't getting screwed over.
Before leaving
10:00PM – At home my friend and I indulged in about 4-5 standard drinks of alcohol each. We arrived at about
12:00AM - mildly intoxicated and then proceeded to get the pills, we met up with friends and swallowed the pills whole. I had experienced an MDA mixed with MDMA high before, but these were claimed to be pure MDA alone and therefore I anticipated an interesting experience.
1:00AM – I began to feel the onset of the MDA, it felt similar to MDMA but a bit higher in body load and not as euphoric. I began to “smack out” or feel overwhelmed by the experience. I decided to sit down and take it easy, drinking water at certain intervals, I was fairly social and used to this situation so it didn’t upset me much apart from maybe a little stomach discomfort that seemed to be arguing with the drinks I had consumed before leaving. I went into the bathroom during this time and began to see some minor OEV, I saw a red box bouncing around the room as I went to urinate, I occasionally get a bit of urinary retention that seemed a bit more pronounced at this time then on normal pills but it was all ok. While I was in there the lights went out, I wondered for a little while if I was tripping out hard or whether the lights had actually been switched off, but anyway it allowed me to hallucinate a bit more seeing a few streaks of colours bounce around in the darkness.
2:00AM – The body load appears to be mutating into a more “chargey”, however relaxed peak, I had energy to move around however there was no necessary to desire dance unless I wanted to, when I was standing still I’d get a sensation of “jelly legs” so I always kept on moving or sitting down, it was feeling a lot nicer now and some of the jitteriness in my body parts had been replaced with a sense of relaxation. I was still getting subtle hallucinations, peoples hair changing colour etc, but when I closed my eyes I got full blown CEV’s similar to the ones given by DXM, I would get lost in a lucid world and feel as if I am on a different planet only to find I am still at a rave (very enjoyable and interesting).
3:00AM – The whole night seems to be flowing with a sense of surrealism, I decided to have a bit of meth and had about 0.25g, this made me even less jittery and sent me into an even nicer relaxed state. When I was dancing I felt a strong tribal instinct along with the traditional religious experiences of dancing around a fire, I felt strong connecting with humanity to dance around the light in this night environment (I am agnostic by the way). The whole “rave thing” seemed to make sense (similar to the feelings given by MDMA), I felt like I belonged and the emotional bonding seemed more visual, then emotional, e.g. I understood peoples thoughts and emotions through site rather then the empathic nature of MDMA.
4:00AM – Although the MDA is still going strong I decide to add to the experience and have half a pill of said to be MDMA, I should mention that throughout the night the feelings found through massages, Vicks, tobacco etc was very similar if not the same as the feelings that come about through MDMA. Once the second half pill began to come on, I began to feel the normal effects I have become accustomed to associate with MDMA that warm fuzzy euphoria, strong emotional connection with others, desire to communicate etc (the MDMA seemed to make the experience about twice as enjoyable).
5:00AM – I decided to add a red bull and vodka to liven things up a bit and while I was still obviously under the effects of both MDMA and MDA it had an impact on my experience and I could actually feel the effects of the low dose of alcohol and caffeine sort of relax me even further (however it did not feel like the best combination).
6:00AM – still feeling very chargey my friends decide its about time to leave, we have no transport so we decide it’s best to walk, I didn’t mind because I was still feeling very energetic and still felt like I was peaking off the MDMA. I began feeling the comedown of the MDA and this part was very surreal, it felt as if I was looking at the earth through a window and like I was slowly driving back into my traditional state of conciousness.
7:00AM - We sat at a bus stop and watched the ground move, obvious changes in depth perception, I still felt somewhat disconnected, like I wasn’t part of the human race yet, I felt like I’d just been on another planet or I had just met god, I felt like a different being. This was the most interesting part of the experience, reflecting back on the night and the insights into a different culture and lifestyle. As we got closer to home the feelings of “scat” began to set in, where there seems a strong sense of disconnection from each other.
8:00AM - This MDA experience seemed somewhat more psychedelic and more like LSA in the way that although it was soft it allowed me to see myself from a different perspective. Once we got home we dosed on some 5-htp and some valium. I never get any sense of depression from pills, however I do get a sense of disassociation that is often intensified by marijuana (which can be a good tool for further exploration)
9:00AM + I spent the next few hours sitting around watching TV and using the computer, reliving parts of the night and thinking back on what I had done. Socializing, dancing, loving the music, philosophizing etc.
This was a very interesting experience, as it put me in a different perspective of my life and allowed me to think rather coherently with a low level of “mind f**k” unlike the stronger psychedelics. It seemed very spiritual and alien like (maybe industrial mushrooms). Never had an experience with mushrooms so I can’t contrast but I plan to in the future. This strong dose of MDA seemed more psychedelic then the usual MDMA, however I do believe MDMA to be very insightful, therapeutic and spiritual MDA seemed to have a more heavy load and allow for a more “bumpy ride” and therefore replaced MDMA’s euphoria with a sort of darker more physical, visual or mental aspect to the emotional bonding rather then MDMA’s strong positive mood lift.
I was left with a nice afterglow for about the next week as i finally felt my wings slowly being brought down as I turned back into my normal self.
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