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You Might Be A Junkie If... v. Not Everyone Poops

Only a junkie would steal the bag of fentanyl used from their wife's labor (and first child's birth) when the nurses weren't looking and then go home and overdose to end up in the same hospital as their 1 day old daughter and wife....
 
JDGRAMZ, that''s one hell of a first post ! So very very true... makes my life flash before me :(

Looking forwards to hearing more from you...
 
I don't think that's true.. I come on to see other people's experiences and blah blah blah
 
GiNa LyNnxx said:
I don't think that's true.. I come on to see other people's experiences and blah blah blah
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You don't think what's true? About the fentanyl thing above? If so then you must not know much about opioid addiction. If you're not talking about that and I'm way off then I apologize.
 
Only a junkie would hide a camcorder to watch a safe owner enter his PIN on his digital safe, so I, I mean they could enter said PIN later to steal the pills that were locked up to keep said junkie away in the first place.
 
Here are some nice ones I hope, being a Junkie myself (still functional, but barely LOLz :D), maybe some have been posted already but just bear with me ok? :)

- When you have multiple burn marks from cigs or weed spliffs on your clothes, including your finest 10+ year old outfits because you can still fit in them because you only eat like noodles or McD's...
- You have to examine every pill someone has like 3 times to see if you can snort it or eat it (or just plainly IM or IV it)...
- You ask your mother every day whether or not you have pinpoint pupils / your eyes are looking relatively normal...
- you buy RC chems together with your mother who only uses like one or two 10 mg Oxycodone pills orally each day and they have been prescribed to her as well...
- You keep calling your friends / family / mother in the middle of the night if they can spare some benzo's / opiates / other goodies to help you out until you got your next fix...
- You and your psych discuss drugs and RC chems over the telephone / in personal whether or not they are good or bad to take...
- You know more about drugs and the workings of it than your doctors...
- You scrape your coffee table knowing most of it is spilled sugar or APAP (in the netherlands: witte kruis powders, containing 50 mg of Coffeine and 500 mg of APAP) and proceed to make a line of it and then snort it...
- You have a special chair for sniffing your drugs, and that said chair is losing it's paint since you have scraped over it so much trying to collect some more crumbs or tiny powder residue clumps...
- You have burnt down a house halfway since you fell asleep on it while nodding out with a cig...
- You buy cheap rolling tobacco instead of your beloved cigs and cigars since you can buy more RC chems online that way...
- You always impose a limit of intake of yourself when receiving for more than one day of your Rx'ed meds only to take more than intended you will have to withdraw half to a whole day being sick in bed thanks to your greediness...
- Your favourite movie producer is Quentin Tarantino since most of his movies are about drugs...
- You have the original (not an illegal copy) movie Fear and loathing in Las Vegas AND you own a VCR still especially for that one movie... :D ;)
- Your t-shirts are messed up from all the Oxy coating you washed off on it after sucking the coating of the pills so you can crush and insufflate them...
- Your doctors keep telling you that you have a dangerous high level of opiated / benzo / stim medication prescriped to you and yet you try to get more goodies out of them and if even works (in this case: 25 mg Promethazine pills recently got add to my Rx list :D), LOLz...
- You wheel and deal with your parents and usually end up getting more drugs out of them than those you gave them initially and still don't feel bad about it since it was a fair trade right? ;)...
- First thing when you wake up after sleep or even a short nap is taking drugs so you'll get high even if you are still high / well / ever so slightly withdrawing that you can't notice it but you know deep down inside that something's wrong with your receptors...

More to come hopefully from myself, hope some or one of these makes you laugh or think about or use / abuse... :D ;) <3


-- Peace o/
 
You might be a junkie if you've ever thought about injecting in your dick because it's the only good vein left.
 
I've had times where ive had to search for a vein for quite a while, perfectly aware of how easy that vein seems to be. Though I've never even for a second considered using that vein. There are some things you just don't risk, ever! Not even me. =D
 
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Same here man, that was the one line I wouldn't cross, but I've seen it, and don't understand it.
 
Believe me it happens, so long as you don't miss or do it too often I imagine it wouldn't hurt it too much, but I'm definitely not interested in finding out. As for him Idk don't really know the guy, was picking coke up from a dealer, guy did it there in the living room.
 
I remember reading in one of the drug memoirs about the author recalling a time when a girl injected meth into the vein in his penis. Apparently the rush was quite a bit more erotic for him then usual? Honestly reading it made me crave pretty hard... Stimulants, porn and arousal are all deeply entwined in my twisted mind... (Thanks a lot MDPV)

I think it was from "Leaving Dirty Jersey", "Tweak" or "Dreamseller". It's been so long since I've read them that I can't recall well enough to say which one...
 
I can't imagine that would feel too great, iv meth has a burn to it anyway.
 
Lol. I prefer to shoot in the bathroom period. I can't stand it when ppl stare, plus none or my friends shoot up. Just me. And I don't need them seeing that. Even when they convince me they don't mind, usually later it turns out they do mind seeing it and find it shocking. I always get up and go to the toilet whenever i am going to shoot up. And for a while I believed it when I was 'stopped' and told "it's okay if you do it here". But if I listened and actually did do it, I've gotten it thrown right back in my face during (completely unrelated) arguments as it 'being shocking to them' to see it, when they pretty much insisted to see it. I have even been told that 'I forced them to watch me shoot uu by doing right in front of them' (the latter one being a flat out lie - because as always I was stopped from going to the bathroom to shoot up and told that it was perfectly fine right there. I always attempted to avoid doing it in front of others by using the bathroom. And I never assumed it was OK to just do it in someone's living room. Even after I'd been allowed (or more like convinced) to 'just do it there' previously (many times) - not even if I was in the exact same company (the owner of the apartment, aka he who convinced me it was alright to just do it right there) And this all while I actually always felt uncomfortable if I couldn't do it in private. I really don't mind (actually I prefer) shooting up in the restroom real quick as not to offend or shock anyone. And apparently this person preferred it too when I did it in private, in spite of insisting I just do it right there all those times...

But then he completely twisted the truth to use it as something I forced upon him while we were having an unrelated fight. He couldn't admit he was the one at fault in that fight either so he resorted to throwing the most personal and embarrassing part of my drug problem in my face, while telling it differently from what actually happened as well. Which to me is arguing for children, using something unrelated that you know will hurt the person you're having an argument with. Just to lash out because you can't win the actual argument.
 
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Same here, when I was shooting I did it in private, I dunno what that guy was thinking. The only thing I've ever had thrown in my face was my brother found a rig in my pants pocket after I'd crashed, but he had 6 pot plants in the woods behind our house so it was kind of an impasse.
 
When you carry a CD case + spoons + straw or holed out bic pen with a flimsy card with ya all the times... ;)


-- Peace o/
 
Never technically been considered a junkie (I don't think) although I've definitely been a pill head which (if the pills are opioids, not to mention I eventually started IVing them for that rush) they can be somewhat similar although I do realize junkies tend to have to suffer more. I smoked heroin (actually hash rolled in black tar h. Didn't know when I bought it) fairly recently thinking I could get to the and avoid the H hash but what I smoked definitely had a decent amount left and had me nodding and itching, felt bad at first then just one of if not the best opiate highs ever. As soon as it wore off I immediately wanted more and knowing how easily I got hooked on Oxy and how much damage it did knew that if I did it even once more it could have me addicted for life very easy. So (and I know all the h addicts will hate me for it) I forced myself to flush the remaining amount, I spent the day maybe more craving it so bad I felt like I'd lose my mind but haven't had much problem other than a craving here and there afterwards but if I had easy access the temptation would probably be too much, just glad it wasn't IV use or I woulda really been hooked.

-If you've ever stole needles from a diabetic family member or friend. (Made sure they had plenty left)

-If you've ever had to bum pain pills off of family members because you're about to go into Oxy withdrawal (usually making up something up because you know they'd refuse if they knew you were an addict .)

-If while in agonizing pain you've traded the painkillers you find most effective at relieving your pain for some that didn't work all that well but were much more euphoric.

-Stolen pills while you're meant to be helping someone who just had surgery; because they were so out of it you knew they'd never know... that one still haunts me even though I did take care of said family member with almost no help until they recovered (and I made absolutely sure they had PLENTY so they never had to go without when they needed them.)

- If you've taken hydrocodone (or something similar) prescribed by a vet for a dog. (Made sure the dog was 100% better and hadn't taken one in over a week) then stole and replaced them using (baby aspirin in this case) because without reading the pill, being a opiate addict or medical professional they looked so similar that you wouldn't give it a second thought.

-If when you ran out of Oxy (or whatever your addicted to) , you've had to carry around a bottle of promethazine-codeine syrup or when you're lucky enough to find it the hydrocodone counterpart, using the bottles shaped like them like a flask or actually filling a flask with some and taking drinks of it throughout the day to prevent withdrawal.

I think the flask of syrup was the funniest out my list to me because most of my others kinda made me feel like a scumbag. I do have to take some pain meds for legitimate reasons that I have a prescription for nowadays and on rare occasions abuse them but I would no longer consider myself addicted and definitely no longer take part in the activities listed above.

-Never done this with opiates (just speed) but it could apply to H or painkillers. If you've ever hid in the back of a store pulled out a baggie and straw and snorted the contents because someone was in the bathroom and you couldn't wait for your fix.
 
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