Again, what has been said many times before... dealers don't give a shit about our health and our lives. sad but true. You can die or end up in the hospital but the next morning there will be someone just like you calling "your guy" 'begging' for couple of bags. There is 10 million people living in chicagoland area so who gives a damn about one dope fiend. it's you who needs him more than he needs you! Especially in the times when you are dope sick ... calling his or her phone 20 times in a minute when they don't answer! ...so fuckin much that it's pathetic. And when you are sick you will do anything for a bag! N I mean anything! That's why they say " I'll be there in 10 minutes", but in reality it will be 40 minutes cause they know you will wait! And you will! Don't matter if u r sick or not! You will wait for ' your guy' We are like dogs on a leash , slaves. And then we will talk about 'our guys' on blogs, forums etc. on the web! Good and bad things about them. Guess how many times theyll talk about us - zero? Cuz they just don't care, don't give a shit. Of course there are some good people dealing like I have one . He will come and deliver to my work ... And it is an hour drive from where he lives to my workplace. But heroin is so damn addictive that you'll loose your soul, character , personality, hobbies, money, friends, family, job, school, cars, house, freedom, interest in life in general, and everything in between!!!!
I hate heroin!! I know couple people who can do line here or there and manage to live normal. But for 90% of dope users it is only a dream....to use and live like they would like to.