Tried again with a significantly higher dose in a cig ash laid metal pot pipe that had a lid to allow vaping.
Took about 60-70mg, before I could even blow it out I was getting slammed. I fell over, shit turned sorta cartoony, like cel shaded, and then everythin morphed into colorful patterns until they had zero resemblance to reality. With eyes wide open, I was seeing twisting shapes and bright colors, I was totally blinded by shapes of color and patterns. I had weird thoughts about consciousness and who I was, I felt like I dead, I ceased to exist as a person and was a collection of failures and regrets (odd, I'm doing just fine in life, nothing bad going on). Eventually I was able to sit up.
It wasnt bad or anything, not a 'bad trip', didnt have any anxiety or anything, but it felt like... duster. Fucking trippy duster. My whole body buzzed like I was hit by a big hammer and I was a gong. I dont think the experience was really any different than doing a bit hit of computer duster, but with super strong CEVs like you get with shrooms. Except they are open. I guess they are oepn eyed visuals technically.... but I mean you cant see anything around you, so its more like CEVs.
Like with OEVs, you see colors on edges or blinking prismed colors on top of everything you see. But this stuff its like CEVs, but with eyes open. Extremely vivid ones. You couldnt see anything in front of your face because its so trippy, like the lights couldve been turned on, off, I could be on a mountain or the city and you wouldnt know where you were or what you were looking at.
I mean really, it was pretty much just duster except putting a big patterned piece of paper in my face. I was acutely aware of what was going on and passage of time, and I just wanted it to end because it fucking sucked. I hate duster, its a dirty feeling feels and literal BUZZ. There was no euphoria, no sense of contentment, no glow to life, no hysterics or feelings of hilarity.
Im going to either dump this shit down the toilet or give it to a homeless guy. I repeat, this shit just feels like duster, and screw anyone telling me I'm wrong. I hate DMT, its miserable stuff, thats just my experience. Its no different than ketamine or crack, it lasts 5 minutes, its worse than those, its just fucking duster.
The best thing about this stuff is how quickly its over, total lack of lingering effects or crash, and complete return to baseline within 10 minutes.
LSD and shrooms are a million fucking times better. Theres a reason no one does this crap. Totally reminds me of the shitty OTC or quasilegal shit like dxm or nutmeg or dramamaine or duster that you do in high school that fucks you up super hard and makes you trip balls but have zero euphoria. Fucking duster, felt exactly like computer duster. If anything duster is more enjoyable, every time I take DMT I just sit there waiting for it to end and hate it, at least duster can kinda be cool... I know when I was 13 I did it more than once, so it must be better. And I cringe thinking about duster....
