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If you had 5 years left to live...

Fetish Jester

Fetish Jester

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Okay, so I was in my suburban shopping mall gathering lunch from the chicken shop today. That isn't the important part though, I just thought I'd give a reason why I was in my mall.... Anyway... I was eating my lunch to pass the time I had to go the doctors for the unveiling of my bloodtest results (for STD's and the such.)
Now, I knew that I was "clean" from all forms of disease, but I am the paranoid type so I was thinking what would I do with myself if I actually had a terminal disease, I mean after I had recovered from the shock of it all. If I knew that I only had 5 years in which to spend my life, to make my mark on the world, what would I do?
The answer was pretty simple for me, I would first travel the world for a few years to get as much perspective as possible, then I would spend the last years at home, surrounded by my friends and the ones I love, writing and composing.
Yes, I know it's morbid, but I've had the fragility of human life shoved into my face so many times it's lost its taboo.
So, what would the rest of you do if you knew that you be dead 5 years from now?
 
this would be something i'd spend hours, days, thinking about.. and hopefully i'd never have to..
so in short, i have know idea..
:)
[ 09 April 2002: Message edited by: justanotherguy ]
 
FetishJester, that has to be one of the best questions I've ever heard.
As far as I'm concerned, I'd travel the world, finish writing that damn novel I'm working on, just do it all, and then relax.
I think the important thing to remember is that if you have a terminal disease, you're no different to anyone else except you're dying faster.
-plaz out-
 
Fantastic question ( of course im rich because i sewed and got a massive payment cause im slowly dying from some disease i got from some place)
* I would love to travel Europe both ways, expensive living it up and backpacking including ibiza
* i would live a few months in byron bay and get totally messed around with a bunch of locals
* Take steps to getting some of my poetry published, and make certain people read it, its dark and deep but would appeal and maybe cure some.
* Have a boob job get a crack addiction move to hollywood and hook up with hugh hefner and live in the mansion for a few months doing some spreads for playboy
* Tell my mum to just leave my dad fuck me and my sister dont care
* Kill a few people.
Finally buy a small pacific island and name it after myself, plant it with lush tall marijuana plants and let anyone who knew me live there in my honour.
funki :) i am
 
skydive, bungee jump and do a few races in the fastest race car they'll let me drive :)
Other than that, buy a kombi and drive from hammerfest in norway to cape town in south africa, then get on a plane, buy another kombi and go from the yukon in canada down to the falklands :)
 
I'd continue to enjoy my life as much as possible (which I'm already doing), but I wouldn't do anything stupid or reckless because there's always the chance that the illness won't be terminal, and I wouldn't want to find out that in thinking I'm going to die, I've put myself in a position where I can't survive even if I make it past the time I'm supposed to die...
 
I'd make sure to fuck all the hot nurses in short skirts...
...or does that only happen in pornos?
Hmmmmmmmmm... ;)
 
Buy a gun and kill as many people as I could before being brought down :)
In today's society that's the easiest, most surefire way to achieve instant and lasting worldwide fame.
[Edit: By the way... I am serious...]
[ 09 April 2002: Message edited by: Jakoz ]
 
last time i was in hospital, all the nurses were old and ugly, except for one, who was a fucking massive bull-queer (is that a word?)
regarding the thread topic, i dont like to think about that sort of shit. sorry.
 
How this thread got onto nurses, I have no idea, but I would just like to say Pleo, you just described my life. I love being me sometimes
 
I assume this terminal illness would bring some form of notoriety.
I would use that to better the world somehow, and fight for a cause I believe in (such as the freedom of Tibet from Chinese occupation)
Doing stuff for yourself is all well and good, but if you can help someone else because of something you're going through, then I think thats a whole lot better (IMO)
anyway :)
[ 10 April 2002: Message edited by: Mr. Horse ]
 
right so funki and Jakoz...you'd like to spend your last known hours/days/weeks whatever of being alive by killing other people.
Not giving them the chance to live out their own dreams and fantasies and wishes, which you yourself have been able to do by killing them in the first place.
you're both a bit sick in the head.
 
Well lets see...i've always wanted to rob a bank! Nothing violent, in fact i'd probably be quite nice about it. What a rush. Have to be one of those banks that's closing down rural branches though..bastards!!
[ 10 April 2002: Message edited by: adelaideofftap ]
 
Okay, I'm sad to imform you, you've all got a terminal illness. It's life. (Groans from the peanut gallery)
You may not die till you're 90, but the fact is that you're STILL GOING TO DIE. What are all these things that you'll only do if you KNEW you die worth to you? Are they worth doing only if you knew the time and method of your death?
The fact of the matter is my dear friends is that it's not worth putting off the things you really want to do in life till later. Do them now, cause the Sword of Damocles can drop at any moment...
 
You know... I don't know! there is nothing holding me back now, except lack of funds... I'd tell my boss where to go I guess. Follow my love over seas even though he's not so sure about me doing that. Audition for a play. Learn Cello. Audition for a movie.
I live my emotions like there's no tomorrow... but as for everything else, there's always another day...
 
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Originally posted by miss apple:
Not giving them the chance to live out their own dreams and fantasies and wishes, which you yourself have been able to do by killing them in the first place.
That way I win :)
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Ummm, Bumpmek, if there's something that upset you, and it involved me, don't hesitate to email me and we can talk it over the proverbial tea and scones.
 
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