haste
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Ok - lets see how many Bluelighters have had experiences of supernatuaral/spiritual entities or experienced and seen unexplainable occurences. I guess I'll start this, but please this is a serious discussion and I would like people to feel encouraged to share their experiences so any crap will be deleted. This will also, together with Idle Ramlbings, show how much hastey needs help
My first experience that I had with a spiritual force was back in the Fitzroy High Rise Commision flats - I grew up there for 13 years as a kid and the thing that sticks in my mind is my experience. I used to feel a presence in my room, a dark presence of someone being there - watching me and trying to instill a fear in me - and let me tell you it did. So intense was this feeling that it almost felt I was being physically touched. The occurance of such encounters were spaced to once a month, all aorund the same time. I tried to explain this to my parents and it was dismissed as an over eager imagination. I remember at the age of 13 I went on a long discovery of finding out the history of our particular flat - to some how put sense to this. I was to discover that infact someone had been stabbed out side our flat, but not the actual resident of the flat - the person being a male and the spirit I was feeling felt like a male. Did it turn me into a raving lunatic requiring a straight jacket, far from it (although a particular nurse might agrue that point
) It gave me an indredible thirst for knowledge - for all things spiritual and enexplainable. I was obsessed with ghost stories, spirits and mysticism - tribal cultures really fascinated me - did they know of a world that we just plainly dismissed as nonsense becasue science could not explain it (mmmm thinking about Dana Scully).
My second encounter (and I have had a few) was back when I was 18 living in Sydney. I was renting a room of this lovely ederly couple - the lady was slowly dying from cancer, the house she never left. The were wonderful people and cared for me alot - I was a total stranger to them. Upon returning from work one afternoon, I walked into the house and the house was filled with family - I could feel that the vibe was very sombre. The old man approached me and in a frail voice he broke the news to me, me heart sank into my stomach and I was speechless. I look back to this and I think to myself why didn't I say something, something comforting but I couldn't. Anyway for the next two weeks I could still feel her in the house, but not as a fragile old lady - but as someone full of joy and life. I got a very welcoming and warm feeling - as if to tell me don't worry I am free and happy. Still grieving from the loss I was also happy. After the two weeks the feeling/aura/spirit was gone - the house felt empty as it always did. How do I explain this, I can't. Am I mad - maybe, all I can tell you is what I felt. It has given me the belief that we are spiritual beings, that we do move on after death - and it has helped me cope with the death of some-one very close to me. I explained this to my dad and he told me that in Mecedonian culture it is believed that a person's spirit does not leave a house for two weeks - coincidence or is there some truth to this? *insert twilight zone music*
I have many more experiences to share when I get the time to type them. I would love to hear from other people about any experiences that they might have. If you feel awkward, please email me and everything will be held in strict confidence. Or am I the only person - therefore confirming my insanity
Thank you for your patience!
hastey
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If you were in my heart, I surely not break you. If you were beside me, and my love will take you. I'll keep you in safety, forever protect you. I'll hide you away from the world you rejected. I hide you
My first experience that I had with a spiritual force was back in the Fitzroy High Rise Commision flats - I grew up there for 13 years as a kid and the thing that sticks in my mind is my experience. I used to feel a presence in my room, a dark presence of someone being there - watching me and trying to instill a fear in me - and let me tell you it did. So intense was this feeling that it almost felt I was being physically touched. The occurance of such encounters were spaced to once a month, all aorund the same time. I tried to explain this to my parents and it was dismissed as an over eager imagination. I remember at the age of 13 I went on a long discovery of finding out the history of our particular flat - to some how put sense to this. I was to discover that infact someone had been stabbed out side our flat, but not the actual resident of the flat - the person being a male and the spirit I was feeling felt like a male. Did it turn me into a raving lunatic requiring a straight jacket, far from it (although a particular nurse might agrue that point
My second encounter (and I have had a few) was back when I was 18 living in Sydney. I was renting a room of this lovely ederly couple - the lady was slowly dying from cancer, the house she never left. The were wonderful people and cared for me alot - I was a total stranger to them. Upon returning from work one afternoon, I walked into the house and the house was filled with family - I could feel that the vibe was very sombre. The old man approached me and in a frail voice he broke the news to me, me heart sank into my stomach and I was speechless. I look back to this and I think to myself why didn't I say something, something comforting but I couldn't. Anyway for the next two weeks I could still feel her in the house, but not as a fragile old lady - but as someone full of joy and life. I got a very welcoming and warm feeling - as if to tell me don't worry I am free and happy. Still grieving from the loss I was also happy. After the two weeks the feeling/aura/spirit was gone - the house felt empty as it always did. How do I explain this, I can't. Am I mad - maybe, all I can tell you is what I felt. It has given me the belief that we are spiritual beings, that we do move on after death - and it has helped me cope with the death of some-one very close to me. I explained this to my dad and he told me that in Mecedonian culture it is believed that a person's spirit does not leave a house for two weeks - coincidence or is there some truth to this? *insert twilight zone music*
I have many more experiences to share when I get the time to type them. I would love to hear from other people about any experiences that they might have. If you feel awkward, please email me and everything will be held in strict confidence. Or am I the only person - therefore confirming my insanity
Thank you for your patience!
hastey
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If you were in my heart, I surely not break you. If you were beside me, and my love will take you. I'll keep you in safety, forever protect you. I'll hide you away from the world you rejected. I hide you