Sir Ron Pib
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“Wibbly wobbles with 6-APB (6-(2-aminopropyl)benzofluran)”
Come home from a not too unpleasant morning shift at work and get out the sample of 6-APB that has made it’s way into my hands – yuk, the smell reminds me of something like campden tablets ie sterilizing agent. There are idiosyncratic reports, but those suggesting MDA like activity, if correct, are intriguing since it could possibly have a role for some work we want to do, so I have looked forward to sampling it.
I weight 105mg and swallow it at 1.30. From research I imagine this is somewhere between perhaps not enough and a fairly reasonable dose. By the time F’s home I’ve smoked some NL/afghan (Indica) and have joined the Brassica family; after tea I go lie down, almost fall asleep for a bit but feel a bit brighter for it. By 3 I’m starting to feel stimulated – I wonder if I need a higher dose. It feels very different but I could almost be motivated to simple tasks in an amphetamine manner – I decide to reload the bird feeder, so melt some lard, add flour/corn and pour it into a makeshift mould full of bird seed and chuck it in the freezer to harden.
3.30 Right, feeling rather more out of it – less speedy and smoother - it’s not quite euphoric – sort of neutral - It isn’t like MDxx at all alas – it’s simply a different category of compound and state to others I’ve experienced. Not sure what yet.
I pick up an instrument to play but I’m not fully up to it somehow.
Ten minutes! Wow! That seemed much longer. I feel rather juddery. It’s stronger than I thought – glad I took no more. Is it nice? It could be, I guess, dependant on expectation and setting. It almost feels antidepressant. Very notably I don’t feel “huggy” – is it prosocial even? Again it could be. Perhaps if I were more positive, prone to physical affection or gregarious I’d see it more so? It’s actually introspective; F is beside me but I am rather happy just writing. Certainly euphoria doesn’t quite override the slight judders at the mo. Not quite sure what to do with it or the energy but writing is good
3.50-4.20 Feel I might have near peaked. Hug F and the dog – pleasant but I am not driven. The visual field is very pronounced – amazing clear and good!
Shimmery feelings in the body. Enjoying this more – the body tensions eased off a bit – I feel warm but certainly not hot cross bun MDMA warm. Maybe a bit chattier now.
Definitely eased off a bit now My stomach feels fairly off (pretty normal) but there are no GI symptoms at all – it’s more part of the pronounced body buzz – an effulgent wavering through the vessel.
We pop some shoes on and take the dogs out. It’s really sunny and warm. Behind the farm cottage we sit for a bit by the gate with a field of wheat behind and a pastoral view before – it looks really lovely with super crisp lines and colours - I’m liking this now. It’s Idyllic. Wandering back we stop by the brilliance of a flowering laburnum and lilac with it’s heady scent. I feel we’re subjects in a Monet/Seurat style painting
5.00 We get back and I find I am still at the level I left at. I feel intoxicated and slightly trippy. Smoke weed then put on some music on, I have thoughts about my boss’s sibling dying – I feel I should offer condolences but don’t officially know – I will ask who told me if it’s appropriate.
As the heavy music blasts through the headphones I’m watching the delicate and enchanting scene through the window – the blackbird is has returned, hoping back and forth through the bedding and up to the feeder. Latterly a sparrow joins proceedings, flitting about. The clothes on the line seem as individuals moving to some unknown purpose.
My words on the page are very squiggly becoming abstract and unrecognisable bits of curly blue ink-wire lifting off the page coiling and wiggling like bloodworms in the air. Things lessening. Trembling sensation but my hand is rock steady; certainly lots of unusual body feelings with this
F decides to bury our old cats tooth by her grave – not wishing to hold on. This seems a good idea and it is laid down.
6-7 o’clock Sit down to a beverage but keep wandering off doing stuff in an amphetamine manner. Feel speedy with some brief bruxism.
7.30 feeling a bit rough and uncomfortable and over stimulated for about 15-30 mins – all in all I think the dose seemed hefty enough.
There is little to report beyond this point – the residual speediness very slowly lessened and was a drag much relieved by 2.5mg Valium before sleep which was hmm…”ok” . Both the 6-APB and the diazepam would have ideally been administered earlier. Next morn all factors were still in operation to a small degree. Glad I had only another short shift at work. Repairing afternoon.
Beyond satisfying my curiosity I really wasn’t impressed and didn’t get the sort of euphoria or empathic response some report and did get the protracted stimulation some don’t .
I can see it’s an easy pleasant amiable recreational thing for some but just doesn’t feel like it’s for me and I have no wish to investigate the APBs further.
Come home from a not too unpleasant morning shift at work and get out the sample of 6-APB that has made it’s way into my hands – yuk, the smell reminds me of something like campden tablets ie sterilizing agent. There are idiosyncratic reports, but those suggesting MDA like activity, if correct, are intriguing since it could possibly have a role for some work we want to do, so I have looked forward to sampling it.
I weight 105mg and swallow it at 1.30. From research I imagine this is somewhere between perhaps not enough and a fairly reasonable dose. By the time F’s home I’ve smoked some NL/afghan (Indica) and have joined the Brassica family; after tea I go lie down, almost fall asleep for a bit but feel a bit brighter for it. By 3 I’m starting to feel stimulated – I wonder if I need a higher dose. It feels very different but I could almost be motivated to simple tasks in an amphetamine manner – I decide to reload the bird feeder, so melt some lard, add flour/corn and pour it into a makeshift mould full of bird seed and chuck it in the freezer to harden.
3.30 Right, feeling rather more out of it – less speedy and smoother - it’s not quite euphoric – sort of neutral - It isn’t like MDxx at all alas – it’s simply a different category of compound and state to others I’ve experienced. Not sure what yet.
I pick up an instrument to play but I’m not fully up to it somehow.
Ten minutes! Wow! That seemed much longer. I feel rather juddery. It’s stronger than I thought – glad I took no more. Is it nice? It could be, I guess, dependant on expectation and setting. It almost feels antidepressant. Very notably I don’t feel “huggy” – is it prosocial even? Again it could be. Perhaps if I were more positive, prone to physical affection or gregarious I’d see it more so? It’s actually introspective; F is beside me but I am rather happy just writing. Certainly euphoria doesn’t quite override the slight judders at the mo. Not quite sure what to do with it or the energy but writing is good
3.50-4.20 Feel I might have near peaked. Hug F and the dog – pleasant but I am not driven. The visual field is very pronounced – amazing clear and good!
Shimmery feelings in the body. Enjoying this more – the body tensions eased off a bit – I feel warm but certainly not hot cross bun MDMA warm. Maybe a bit chattier now.
Definitely eased off a bit now My stomach feels fairly off (pretty normal) but there are no GI symptoms at all – it’s more part of the pronounced body buzz – an effulgent wavering through the vessel.
We pop some shoes on and take the dogs out. It’s really sunny and warm. Behind the farm cottage we sit for a bit by the gate with a field of wheat behind and a pastoral view before – it looks really lovely with super crisp lines and colours - I’m liking this now. It’s Idyllic. Wandering back we stop by the brilliance of a flowering laburnum and lilac with it’s heady scent. I feel we’re subjects in a Monet/Seurat style painting
5.00 We get back and I find I am still at the level I left at. I feel intoxicated and slightly trippy. Smoke weed then put on some music on, I have thoughts about my boss’s sibling dying – I feel I should offer condolences but don’t officially know – I will ask who told me if it’s appropriate.
As the heavy music blasts through the headphones I’m watching the delicate and enchanting scene through the window – the blackbird is has returned, hoping back and forth through the bedding and up to the feeder. Latterly a sparrow joins proceedings, flitting about. The clothes on the line seem as individuals moving to some unknown purpose.
My words on the page are very squiggly becoming abstract and unrecognisable bits of curly blue ink-wire lifting off the page coiling and wiggling like bloodworms in the air. Things lessening. Trembling sensation but my hand is rock steady; certainly lots of unusual body feelings with this
F decides to bury our old cats tooth by her grave – not wishing to hold on. This seems a good idea and it is laid down.
6-7 o’clock Sit down to a beverage but keep wandering off doing stuff in an amphetamine manner. Feel speedy with some brief bruxism.
7.30 feeling a bit rough and uncomfortable and over stimulated for about 15-30 mins – all in all I think the dose seemed hefty enough.
There is little to report beyond this point – the residual speediness very slowly lessened and was a drag much relieved by 2.5mg Valium before sleep which was hmm…”ok” . Both the 6-APB and the diazepam would have ideally been administered earlier. Next morn all factors were still in operation to a small degree. Glad I had only another short shift at work. Repairing afternoon.
Beyond satisfying my curiosity I really wasn’t impressed and didn’t get the sort of euphoria or empathic response some report and did get the protracted stimulation some don’t .
I can see it’s an easy pleasant amiable recreational thing for some but just doesn’t feel like it’s for me and I have no wish to investigate the APBs further.
