Zxprexa is quite the evil drug. My new doc put me on it, don't ask me why. He thinks it'll take care of my mild depression (he won't rx me any anti-depressants even though I can't make it out of bed for s***). At first, it made me so sleepy, it was pure hell. It worsened my depression from a 3 to a 9. I just couldn't stay awake. Not at night and during the day - let's just say it was a challenge. I didn't want to stop taking the zyprexa, so I tried to find a legit way to combat the extreme drowsiness and general fog. I soon discovered that chain-smoking would slowly eliminate the effects of the zyprexa, but you needed like 4 packs to do it. It was getting expensive, but it was the only way I could have any type of enjoyment.
Then one day I took a pretty good dose of zyprexa, just for the hell of it. Instead of just passing out, which was my intent because I needed sleep, I found myself wide-awake. It was like I was on a stim, even though I wasn't using any stims. Just the zyprexa and klonopin. I felt really, really, good. I turned on my xbox, set videos to replay, and had a blast. It was like rolling without any true stim effects as I remember (it's been a while since I've taken MDMA). It just kept going and going, I felt all these great sensations. I didn't feel the need to do any more work than usual, so I wasn't tweaking per se - I just had this need to listen to music eternally. And for an eternity it lasted. This same dose of zyprexa worked just like that for the next week. I still got sleepy at night, but I'd save my cigarettes for when I got really tired.
In another week, I was running low on zyprexa (at least for the effects I wanted). I decided to forget about the whole thing and just take zyprexa as needed, it's not like you'll go into seizures if you don't take it (more likely to develop NMS if you take it for a while).
I still can achieve this effect with zyprexa, but I need to take a proper drug holiday, that means even reducing cigarettes (which is tough as hell). But 3-4 days later I emerge victorious and I'm on a zyprexa roll again.
Sounds funny, I know. I don't want to encourage anyone taking zyprexa to do what I'm doing, some might consider it dangerous. But until my doc prescribes desoxyn along with 2 mg of xanax 3 times a day this is all I have
LOL desoxyn that makes me laugh I never heard of anyone scoring that script. I could only imagine meth with my zyprexa and some cigs and red bull. Hmmm.....
Thorazine was an absolutely horrible drug for me. I was Rx'd it back in 2000. Within two hours, I felt completely numb - but not the good numb. My body was detached from everything, like an LSD trip gone wrong but with ZERO tweaks. I remember telling my psych doc at the time that it was like that for me, and he just laughed and said, 'well, we all make mistakes.' Reminds me of the time he rx'd me zoloft. The first hour was amazing. My depression was gone, I was eating out with a girl, pulling all the moves. Then I began to hear a very intense ringing in my ears. I told her I had to leave. I went home and put on some music but to no avail. I began to hear voices for my first (and last) time. I called my doc emergency and he said that, although rare, sometimes temporary psychosis can set in from zoloft. He told me to throw away what I had, so I did. Next visit, he upped my dosage of klonopin from 4mg daily to 6mg daily. And he was pretty conservative with his scripts. He felt bad, tho, knowing I was already on edge and hearing voices was the last thing I needed. The only anti-depressant that ever worked for was effexor. Now that medicine is fun. Feels like a mini-stim, although the euphoria only last for the first two weeks or so. Then you're hooked. Kinda like methadone, which is a whole other story.
I'd have to agree with some of the posters that zyprexa would probably be good to end an OD or temporary psychosis one might experience after over-tweaking. Never did it myself. If I did, I wd lower my benzo dose.
