Gormur
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i had a deadly dance with serotonin syndrome yesterday..
monday night, i was railing ambien and drinking water.. the next morning, i woke up and realized i drank some stash water that had 20mg adderall and 50mg tramadol in it. i also woke up to a coffee pot full of kava and yerba mate (mixed), which for some reason, drank without even thinking about wtf i was doing...
most of the day went along fine. i noticed i had more stamina than usual and was a bit restless, but didn't notice anything bad till about 7pm last night - mind you, i had drank the kava+yerba mate around 11am!! --
i sat down for a minute, then all the sudden i felt like i was falling. that's the only way i can describe the utter panic and horror i felt. my face went cold and my hands were dripping wet with sweat.. then i suddenly realized i was in danger and what was going on.. no wonder i had been pissing colorless urine all day.. and i was peeing 4x as much liquid as i was drinking
as i'm in this frenzy-like state, i call my mom and ask her what i should do (she's a medical prof).. i thought, maybe i can treat the hypertension at home and avoid emergency services..
i figured i would pass out at any moment and probably die, so i accepted it in my mind, just in case... the whole time (about 10min) i had a migrain, jaw tension, i couldn't feel my heart beating (it felt incredibly inflated or enlarged from pressure, like it had stopped beating). i was dizzy, disoriented. my vision went in and out of focus.. i felt like i was going to pass out. i prayed to god to at least redeem my soul if i had to go out like this
in my haze of frenzied confusion, i remembered my clonidine script had 1 refill left.. i promtly called it into the closest pharmacy, somehow drove there in pouring rain & fog (i don't remember driving), picked it up, and promtly chomped down 1 pill when i got back in my car
a sudden sense of relief poured over me. altho my chest was still tight and in pain.. i didn't feel like things were out of control or that i was going to pass out
i'm thankful that i survived that ordeal but i'm fucked now, since i have to abstain from my meds (adderall) & probably all other stimulants, MAOIs, and tramadol.. which i had been taking daily for the past 2 weeks (for sleep)
all things considered, i'm probably lucky to be alive right now, but at the same time i don't know what i should do.. like, if i'm going to start withdrawing from the tramadol, if i should continue the ambien (also my script) for sleep.. any signs to look for in withdrawal.. etc
i suppose the clonidine may aid in any possible tramadol withdrawal. as i was taking 50mg-150mg most days, i suppose the withdrawal will be minimal.. but this is all a guess combined with a bit of wishful thinking
i've had symptoms of serotonin syndrome a few times, but nothing like like this... i mean, that was absolute hell..
i guess the bottom line in all this is: don't fuck with drug combos unless you know exactly what you're taking and what's going to happen to you as a result of such.. cause as you can see, this shit gets out of hand fast, and if you pass out from a hypertensive crisis, there's a good chance you won't wake up
.. possibly even worse than dying last night, i now have to worry about what's going on inside my body and wonder if i've sustained serious organ damage from mixing all these drugs - which could obviously prove fatal at any time, as well.. say if my kidneys or liver decide to shut down
be careful guys, and i wish everyone the best
-G
substancecode_zolpidem
substancecode_ambien
substancecode_amphetamine
substancecode_amphetamines
substancecode_adderall
substancecode_maois
substancecode_kava
substancecode_yerbamate
substancecode_mate
_combo_
monday night, i was railing ambien and drinking water.. the next morning, i woke up and realized i drank some stash water that had 20mg adderall and 50mg tramadol in it. i also woke up to a coffee pot full of kava and yerba mate (mixed), which for some reason, drank without even thinking about wtf i was doing...
most of the day went along fine. i noticed i had more stamina than usual and was a bit restless, but didn't notice anything bad till about 7pm last night - mind you, i had drank the kava+yerba mate around 11am!! --
i sat down for a minute, then all the sudden i felt like i was falling. that's the only way i can describe the utter panic and horror i felt. my face went cold and my hands were dripping wet with sweat.. then i suddenly realized i was in danger and what was going on.. no wonder i had been pissing colorless urine all day.. and i was peeing 4x as much liquid as i was drinking
as i'm in this frenzy-like state, i call my mom and ask her what i should do (she's a medical prof).. i thought, maybe i can treat the hypertension at home and avoid emergency services..
i figured i would pass out at any moment and probably die, so i accepted it in my mind, just in case... the whole time (about 10min) i had a migrain, jaw tension, i couldn't feel my heart beating (it felt incredibly inflated or enlarged from pressure, like it had stopped beating). i was dizzy, disoriented. my vision went in and out of focus.. i felt like i was going to pass out. i prayed to god to at least redeem my soul if i had to go out like this
in my haze of frenzied confusion, i remembered my clonidine script had 1 refill left.. i promtly called it into the closest pharmacy, somehow drove there in pouring rain & fog (i don't remember driving), picked it up, and promtly chomped down 1 pill when i got back in my car
a sudden sense of relief poured over me. altho my chest was still tight and in pain.. i didn't feel like things were out of control or that i was going to pass out
i'm thankful that i survived that ordeal but i'm fucked now, since i have to abstain from my meds (adderall) & probably all other stimulants, MAOIs, and tramadol.. which i had been taking daily for the past 2 weeks (for sleep)
all things considered, i'm probably lucky to be alive right now, but at the same time i don't know what i should do.. like, if i'm going to start withdrawing from the tramadol, if i should continue the ambien (also my script) for sleep.. any signs to look for in withdrawal.. etc
i suppose the clonidine may aid in any possible tramadol withdrawal. as i was taking 50mg-150mg most days, i suppose the withdrawal will be minimal.. but this is all a guess combined with a bit of wishful thinking
i've had symptoms of serotonin syndrome a few times, but nothing like like this... i mean, that was absolute hell..
i guess the bottom line in all this is: don't fuck with drug combos unless you know exactly what you're taking and what's going to happen to you as a result of such.. cause as you can see, this shit gets out of hand fast, and if you pass out from a hypertensive crisis, there's a good chance you won't wake up
.. possibly even worse than dying last night, i now have to worry about what's going on inside my body and wonder if i've sustained serious organ damage from mixing all these drugs - which could obviously prove fatal at any time, as well.. say if my kidneys or liver decide to shut down
be careful guys, and i wish everyone the best
-G
substancecode_zolpidem
substancecode_ambien
substancecode_amphetamine
substancecode_amphetamines
substancecode_adderall
substancecode_maois
substancecode_kava
substancecode_yerbamate
substancecode_mate
_combo_
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