I'm glad it freaked someone out - it was written about a person whom I very much hope stays alive long enough for me to catch up with him. Someone I hate beyond comprehension.
In a broader sense I am saying that what we truly hate is so far away and so hard to even define - that most of us spend our lives fighting pointless battles with their symbols - finding anything to replace the impregnable targets - finding any way to project our anger.
You hurt whoever and whatever is close, but in the end, it goes back to something deeper. Someone, something, that you want to be there: to SEE you. Someone whom you want to look at you through the torn flesh and streams of blood and think: he did this for ME and I find responsibility for this event and for his pleasure in executing it....
And I'm next.
But not the last.