i took the second dose yesterday, but my scale apparently doesn't do well with single digit milligram figures, so again i cannot give any dosage data. again just a tiny crystal.
this time i only felt a hint that something should be there which wasn't there and therefore slight discomfort.
I normally dose mdma pretty low and have a low tolerance but even I wouldn't be able to feel 5mg. Erowid says threshold for MDMA is 30mg. Are you sure that wasn't just placebo?
of course i cannot rule out placebo. my tolerance should be zero, i haven't taken mdma for two years and also not taken any drug in the last year. i'm also quite sensitive to most drugs, needing about half the amount as anyone else (the only exceptions here are amphetamine and mdma, which is why i was surprised to feel anything). i surely felt like a real effect, but placebo can also be quite effective, so it could well have been placebo.
This is a horrible idea in my opinion.
why? 5-ht2b agonism at the heart valves isn't an issue if you do it just a few times and even less an issue with a small dose as that. neurotoxicity is highly dose dependant and it's doubtful if it even occurs at a usual recreational dose. receptor downregulation also shouldn't be an issue at these doses, in fact we rather expect upregulation, which is why i'm doing this experiment. and besides: science demands it!
Very cool, please report back to us what you felt and try to, as accurately as you can, compare it to previous rolls!
will do. and i will post for every "sensitisation" or "primer" dose it take, so we'll at least have a proper chronology, as we sadly can't get any dose data.
edit:
today, 8 days after the last one, i have taken the third dose, which was likely a bit smaller than the last one. the "effects" are somewhere in the middle between the second and the first dose.