Your scariest moment related to drugs

[Ceramic_Cat]

a few months ago this girl gave me 2 other suboxone sublingual strips. i took one and it was great. the high lasted forever and i felt wonderful. A couple days later i took the other one. i got so fucked up and sick. i didn't do any opiates in between taking the sub. but i was throwing up, i was nodding off and would wake up because i felt like i was not breathing. my head hurt so bad i literally thought i was going to die. this lasted at least two days i thought it would never end. i couldn't even hold down water or walk.

its weird. I've been using opiates for almost 5 years now and this was the scariest thing to happen to me.

 

[Carl Landrover]

My friend was recently diagnosed with epilepsy after having a few post binge fits. Turns out it was caused in no small part by starving his brain of oxygen while hanging off of nitrus balloons.

Anyway this May him and a few other m8's went away to festival I stayed behind (I didn't know it was happening and was trying to stay clean). I was talking to his folks that night (who are my bosses at work, my best friends and like second parents to me) and they were saying how worried they were about him, thinking he'd do something dumb or have another fit.

The next morning I get into work just in time to see a cop approaching my boss. Typical, one of the staff is in trouble again! I go into the office to see what is happening and see my bosses face change. Change completely. Change permenantly. His son and my friend had a massive fit and died. Instantly, quietly aged 24. Turns out he had been drinking, doing coke, mdma and maybe some ket.

I spoke at his funeral and practically live at his rents house. They are away and I am dog sitting. It's 5 am and i'm just finishing gram number 4 of coke. I could die. I feel like I'm gonna. Will his parents find me? Will they have to go through it all over again? Or his brother? Or some other poor soul?

I'll let you know tomorrow. This is the scariest moment... And what's worse is that I can't stop.xxx

Are you ok man?

Maybe you should try posting in the dark side? Or can you call a friend or someone to come be with you. That is a dangerous amount to be doing and I know you're in pain right now and upset about your friend, but try not to mask the pain with drugs and PLEASE don't use anymore. This sounds like a rough time in your friends parents life and in your life. If you died you'd be adding so much more misery to so many more people. I know you don't want to do that. I'm truly sorry to hear about your friend. I'm sure he wouldn't want you to overdose on account of his accident. Please call someone before things get out of control!


I don't have AIM, but I know a lot of other members do. Check out the Dark Side here on BL. Hope everything is alright man! Stay strong!

 

[TheLostBoys]

Mine was actually on a "legal" substance. It was a liquid called Red Dawn. I'm 90% sure it had DXM or something similar in it, because it went off the market for a while and came back with a new formula that doesn't do anything.
Other ingredients were yohimbine, phenibutic acid, caffeine, and just about every other legal substance that will actually do something to you
I used to do it all the time. Buy a $20 bottle of it, drink half, and trip out. It was like a combination of MDMA, alcohol, and ketamine
But one night my buddies and I bought a $60 bottle and split it amongst the 3 of us
I was already drunk and passed out soon after I dosed, but when I woke up 5 hours later, I had been transported into hell
The walls were waving diagonally, I fell down many times because I thought the floor was sideways.
Finally made it to the bathroom and projectile vomited all the contents of my stomach
Went downstairs to see if everyone else was awake
One of my friends was on the couch in the fetal position, rocking back and forth. The other locked himself in the bathroom and would not come out
I tried to watch a movie, but I felt so fucking crazy it was like having a never-ending panic attack.
Spent the next 3 days in that house, forcing myself to drink water so that when I threw up it wasn't pure bile.
Couldn't sleep, ended up reading all the ingredients on everything in the pantry, fridge, freezer.
Took a 6 hour long bath and shaved my legs? (im a dude)

When the 4th day came around I was only throwing up every 4 hours and felt like I could function enough to drive my car.
After that everything I ate/drank tasted terrible for 3 days (even water)
Throat was ripped apart from throwing up so much bile I got laryngitis and couldn't talk, along with intense sore throat.
That is the only time I truly thought I was going to die. Severe insomnia, dehydration, starvation, paranoia, hallucinations.

Fucking legal substances........some of them are death sentences. I tried Red Dawn back in 2003 but it never affected me like it did you or your friends, in fact it didnt do much as far as a high.

 

[Twitchsta]

For me is, the first time doing ketamine...

No one told me what it did if i kept going haha.
Was just a room of smiley faces. (this was back before id delve into my research before i delved into a drug)

So i did a nice line of it.. got wonky as fuck and i just was generally enjoying the wonkiness.
Did a second line.. was thining whoahhh im so light and this is amazing.. then i asked what does a 3rd one do? just increase this feeling?
"yeah sure"

3rd line gone.. Now i could probably feel the first line hitting me hard, then the second felt like a train..
then i could see myself.. (bearing in mind i didnt know K did this) so i had a really freaked out time i thought i had died... LOL

But i can look back and laugh now so its okay

Bro you have been unlucky with drug's and have a habit of jumping right into thing's with no information hahaha , thats what ive gather'd from reading some of your posts anyway hahaha
you remind me of a very close friend i have , hope things today are abit better for you when it comes to trying new drug's