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I’ve updated my rules for changing circumstances:

1. Don’t take drugs that have proven problematic in the past - I don’t become more skillful using them as I age.

2. Don’t associate with people who do take drugs that have proven problematic to me or in any way glorify those drugs. This now includes basically every tweaker and enthusiastic coke fiend. Several areas of BL now a self-exclusion zone.

3. Remove all triggers to use and don’t feel guilty about dropping a dime on persistent meth dealers that won’t take ‘no thanks, I’ve quit’ as my final word on the matter even after moving house, blocking their number and changing my own. They are stalking me and that’s fucked up. My life and the welfare of my kids is way more important than their freedom and I politely and clearly gave them three chances to forget they ever met me. Some people are clearly too evil or too stupid to be allowed to roam freely.

4. Laugh at the kind of internet hard men who say ‘snitches end in ditches’ in response to point 3. Humour is essential in a healthy happy life.
 
Atelier3 said:
I’ve updated my rules for changing circumstances:

1. Don’t take drugs that have proven problematic in the past - I don’t become more skillful using them as I age.

2. Don’t associate with people who do take drugs that have proven problematic to me or in any way glorify those drugs. This now includes basically every tweaker and enthusiastic coke fiend. Several areas of BL now a self-exclusion zone.

3. Remove all triggers to use and don’t feel guilty about dropping a dime on persistent meth dealers that won’t take ‘no thanks, I’ve quit’ as my final word on the matter even after moving house, blocking their number and changing my own. They are stalking me and that’s fucked up. My life and the welfare of my kids is way more important than their freedom and I politely and clearly gave them three chances to forget they ever met me. Some people are clearly too evil or too stupid to be allowed to roam freely.

4. Laugh at the kind of internet hard men who say ‘snitches end in ditches’ in response to point 3. Humour is essential in a healthy happy life.
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There you are ole buddy! Glad you’re learning. No dope since 12/31 myself. Proud you’re learning while you still have your kids in your life. Go full your life with positives. We will miss ya, however, as I told a certain Lady, a sure sign of likely relapse is frequency on BL. For me anyway. A full, engaged life leaves little time. I know the Trollope at the local will miss ya, but you gotta do you. I for one will.
Seal it with a selfie on mod only thread I made earlier. Need a face for the good hearted Doctor.
peace brother
 
wudbutcher said:
There you are ole buddy! Glad you’re learning. No dope since 12/31 myself. Proud you’re learning while you still have your kids in your life. Go full your life with positives. We will miss ya, however, as I told a certain Lady, a sure sign of likely relapse is frequency on BL. For me anyway. A full, engaged life leaves little time. I know the Trollope at the local will miss ya, but you gotta do you. I for one will.
Seal it with a selfie on mod only thread I made earlier. Need a face for the good hearted Doctor.
peace brother
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Thanks @wudbutcher. Glad to hear you are also travelling well. Unfortunately I have given up all my mod rights amd responsibilites so have no access to mod only areas.

Occasional only visits to BL probably healthiest idea for anyone I reckon. But to each their own. I’m enjoying sleep when the sun is down and fresh air and family when it’s up.
 
I posted in the lounge. You’re forever a mod in my book. Helpful, courteous and non judgemental, even to my corrosiveness. I for one would be honored if you’d comply.
As for me, just realized stims aren’t what I need. Only kills your soul.
Enjoyed you immensely friend, and I don’t throw that word around.
 
wudbutcher said:
I posted in the lounge. You’re forever a mod in my book. Helpful, courteous and non judgemental, even to my corrosiveness. I for one would be honored if you’d comply.
As for me, just realized stims aren’t what I need. Only kills your soul.
Enjoyed you immensely friend, and I don’t throw that word around.
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So how are you really At? The holidays always suck for me, but absolutely batty this time around I believe in a rhythm of life vibratory buzz that keeps us all Kickin. Mania does not equal vibration LOL glad you’re well
 
wudbutcher said:
So how are you really At? The holidays always suck for me, but absolutely batty this time around I believe in a rhythm of life vibratory buzz that keeps us all Kickin. Mania does not equal vibration LOL glad you’re well
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I feel I’m doing good. No cravings or any real anxiety at all and I’ve started doing constructive things like organising a new apartment and I’ve been sane enough to spend quality time with my daugjter and have productive practical conversations aer needs with my ex.

I’ve let go of all my stuff with my son that I can’t control. That was probably my main driver of use at the end.

I think I overestimated how bad the crash was going to be and took way too much seroquel amd valium than I needed. I was emotional and crying a lot the first few days so I over-sedated myself. Then what I thought was still comedown effects was really just bad seroquel hangover.

Worst thing has been putting on 3-4 kg in not much more than a week from vacuuming up carbs and drinking gallons of gatorade. I was waking up every 2-3 hours just to eat more in the first 3 days. And seroquel just makes that worse.

I feel confident so long as I see my triggers coming amd can steel myself against them before they get me.
 
Well I for one am proud of ya dude. And fuck all that say that stims are a walk in the park. I think the stigma associated with, combined with trying to act as if, is little understood by those that never been functional at it. Chemical schizophrenia is a bitch.
 
Pinkbeam said:
I use meth. My rules are:

*No shooting up
*Save the stem for when you run out. Smoke it only then.
* No smoking (cigs) while your smoking.
* Always inquire about the next bag, before running out
* No crazy ROAs, like plugging, with other people, except for my husband.
* Always snort a line before work, it last longer.
*Sleep everynight, or at least lay down.
*Can only spend our extra cash on it, no money from our budget.
* Eat like normal
* Must brush teeth daily
* Never hide drug use from my husband or sneak in the bag.
*NEVER fight over dope.
*Keep a show bag so people cant see your real stash.
*Do not blow smoke on or around my animals
* The kid comes first
* No face picking
* Dont let yourself get stuck on something for too long
*Porn- proceed with caution
* Dont drive around with it on you unless nesacary
*Dont drop names, dont narc
* Try to avoid asking for a front as much as possible
*Always change up your ROA
*Share whenever possible. Dope karma comes around
*No late night trips to the drug dealer's house
*Be punctual
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I think I need more friends like you.. lol except My only true friend is my husband.. keep doing you girlfriend and rock that self-control. i envy that right now, because I couldn't stop thinking on it with the crap we have been dealing with on a week and a half sober.. so this is me kicking myself in the ass.. lol
 
I used to have rules, but as each drug sunk it's claws deeper in me, those went out the window, fast.

First out - Use every other weekend.
Then - Don't use during the working week.
Then - Eat. God. Damnit.
Then - Don't use at work.
Then - Sleep properly.
Then - Plan your stash, make it last.
Then - Pay rent and bills before buying drugs
Then - Never steal in order to pay for drugs.
Then - *grimy-junkie-behaviour-to-shameful-to-admit*


The only rules I've managed to keep is no needles (after a brief weekend-experiment) and never sell my orifices for drugs.
 
I don't remember if I posted in this thread, but in-spite of that, my rule is "party" is on Fridays and Tuesdays only. Interestingly this schedule does not seem healthy if judging purely from health perspective. But it is fun. In a drunken way, not in health. I spontaneously stick to this schedule because it is more "drugs" than whatever seems "in control".

But what DID happen is what I am VERY much looking forward to Tuedays and Fridays. In spite of whatever happens in real life (and A LOT is happenning, and it is THE MOST important). This one is a surprise - I expected it to get better. Anyway, I do use hard drugs (e.g. coke) less often (maybe) (2 times a week) and I use weed (e.g. 3-4 times a week instead of 7). Anyway, drugs are not important, people is what is the most important. At least in my case. As you can see evidence of, already.

My psychiatrist's drugsb want to continue. Very much so (which raises another set of questions). Maybe meth at right dose is ok for some people? Or maybe meth could be available to all able people. But with involvement of reformed psychiatrist?
 
Another one for me is not to do the same dose that has made me say or do something embarrassing in front of like my wife or someone.

Plus anything that makes me look like I’m on drugs lol, I know that one is a bit hard as anything can. I just blame it on tiredness 🤷
 
Never use a needle promised my wife that at the start of a 13-year heroin habit and so glad I never broke that promise.
 
Cannabis:
1) No smoking before work or work related events.
2) Don't tell people other than close friends and dealers that you smoke (true for all drugs really), I hate being classed as a stoner so I try avoid acting like one, bragging about weed and how much they smoke.
3) No edibles past 4 pm.
4) No black market vape cartridges.

MDMA/MDA/Amphetamines:
1) Only take what I need.
MDMA:120mg
MDA: 80mg
Amphetamine: small 50mg lines
The above are maximum doses.
2) Always use a scale. I never eyeball MDXX, speed is excusable.
3) Only take any of them while at home with people I know well.

Psychedelics:
1) Always start with a single dose. I'd see people double, triple, quad drop tabs where 1 had me where I wanted to be. It was always too much for them.
2) Have a TV with films to watch incase of emergencies. My trip killer was always watching TV. It'd instantly calm the visuals down massively. I assume the constantly changing image is harder to get lost in.
3) Never take them when tired. Nothing worse than being exhausted at 4am with a head full of tryptamines still going strong when all you want to do is to sleep.
4) Never take them with people you don't trust or know well.
5) I stay away from first time trippers. Maybe it's just me but ruins mt trip a bit, like I can't stop worrying whether or not they're doing OK.

Ketamine:
1) Only ever on its own. Maybe weed, but never other drugs/alcohol.
2) Take several teeny tiny bumps over 30-45 mins, rather than a line.
3) Never in a party setting.
 
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