Friskk, Jimbu - awesome responses.
I've been lurking around here for the past year or so and really haven't felt like I've had that much to contribute. Now I just feel like waffling so...
I don't THINK my parents know what I've been up to for the past 18 months or so, but I also think I'm suffering a case of denial... I remember (kind of) one morning after a BIG night out, I got home at around 8am on a Sat, and my mum called me around 9am saying they were in the area and could they come over and we'd go out for a coffee... I was feeling pretty - erm - fragile, and I said yes. Anyway, they came over, we'd had the coffee and I'm thinking like "I really have nothing to say... I just wanna go to bed" but for some stupid reason I decide to tell my dad about this cool new music software I'd got on my PC (reason) and he should check it out... I go start it up and play this really shitty trance track I'd been screwing around with and at the same time, my mum sees this stupid bag of glow sitcks (yeah, yeah, I know...) on my floor. My mum's like "What are they, chocolate bars?" and at the same time, my dad's piped up - "this is like that music they were playing on that show on ABS last night, about Raves and all that". Oh man, I couldn't believe what I'd started.
I pulled the old "Oh, they're these glow sitck things - they belong to my flatmate - they use them when they;re going out somewhere (LAME!!!!)" excuse which I flopped about as hard as you'd think it would, and then dad's like "Yeah, you should the people on that show... all drugged up, and you should have seen their eyes.. they were all staring.. awful, awful..."
Meanwhile, I've pupils the size of saucers and that wonderful grey-ey, yellow-ey hue to my face... thinking Fuck! they know!
So, anyway. I think they probably have a bit of a clue - I don't think my parents are stupid, but it's so much easier if you think they "couldn't possibly know...."
But then (and I console myself with this), I could be doing much worse stuff than a few pills here and there...
I've been lurking around here for the past year or so and really haven't felt like I've had that much to contribute. Now I just feel like waffling so...
I don't THINK my parents know what I've been up to for the past 18 months or so, but I also think I'm suffering a case of denial... I remember (kind of) one morning after a BIG night out, I got home at around 8am on a Sat, and my mum called me around 9am saying they were in the area and could they come over and we'd go out for a coffee... I was feeling pretty - erm - fragile, and I said yes. Anyway, they came over, we'd had the coffee and I'm thinking like "I really have nothing to say... I just wanna go to bed" but for some stupid reason I decide to tell my dad about this cool new music software I'd got on my PC (reason) and he should check it out... I go start it up and play this really shitty trance track I'd been screwing around with and at the same time, my mum sees this stupid bag of glow sitcks (yeah, yeah, I know...) on my floor. My mum's like "What are they, chocolate bars?" and at the same time, my dad's piped up - "this is like that music they were playing on that show on ABS last night, about Raves and all that". Oh man, I couldn't believe what I'd started.
I pulled the old "Oh, they're these glow sitck things - they belong to my flatmate - they use them when they;re going out somewhere (LAME!!!!)" excuse which I flopped about as hard as you'd think it would, and then dad's like "Yeah, you should the people on that show... all drugged up, and you should have seen their eyes.. they were all staring.. awful, awful..."
Meanwhile, I've pupils the size of saucers and that wonderful grey-ey, yellow-ey hue to my face... thinking Fuck! they know!
So, anyway. I think they probably have a bit of a clue - I don't think my parents are stupid, but it's so much easier if you think they "couldn't possibly know...."
But then (and I console myself with this), I could be doing much worse stuff than a few pills here and there...