Die2Versify
Bluelighter
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- Nov 1, 2005
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A lot of these pretty damn bad.
My worst trip was on 2 hits of cid. White on white blotter.
When I came up I started laughing so hard I was crying. That lasted for like 4 hours. Then I hit some weed and went to lay down. All of the sudden out of no where my mind just went blank, I felt like I couldn't talk, and my chest felt like it was collapsing.
I literally thought I was fading away slowly and that I would soon be gone from this world. I then proceeded to pace back and forth around the bed in my room saying to myself over and over, "I'm going to die, I'm fading away, I just hope I wake up and be okay tomorrow."
I kept saying to my ex at the time, "Talk! We need to talk about something! Please talk!" She just stared at me and looked all concerned not saying anything, that right there made it so much worse. My panic attack lasted for like 5 hours and I finally chilled out when I started to come down. Phew.
P.S. I'm tripping tonight, I haven't had a good trip in a while. I hope all goes well. I haven't smoked weed for 2 months and don't plan on it tonight. I have an anti-psychotic Seroquel on hand just in case I freak out. I got everything planned out, including music, clean room, places to walk to, and so on. I will be writing a trip report, look out for it. Wish me a good time.
My worst trip was on 2 hits of cid. White on white blotter.
When I came up I started laughing so hard I was crying. That lasted for like 4 hours. Then I hit some weed and went to lay down. All of the sudden out of no where my mind just went blank, I felt like I couldn't talk, and my chest felt like it was collapsing.
I literally thought I was fading away slowly and that I would soon be gone from this world. I then proceeded to pace back and forth around the bed in my room saying to myself over and over, "I'm going to die, I'm fading away, I just hope I wake up and be okay tomorrow."
I kept saying to my ex at the time, "Talk! We need to talk about something! Please talk!" She just stared at me and looked all concerned not saying anything, that right there made it so much worse. My panic attack lasted for like 5 hours and I finally chilled out when I started to come down. Phew.
P.S. I'm tripping tonight, I haven't had a good trip in a while. I hope all goes well. I haven't smoked weed for 2 months and don't plan on it tonight. I have an anti-psychotic Seroquel on hand just in case I freak out. I got everything planned out, including music, clean room, places to walk to, and so on. I will be writing a trip report, look out for it. Wish me a good time.