Shambles69
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- Jun 16, 2015
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Hi, Im unsure as to how much public information I should post here. age? Gender? Location?
I'll lay out who I am here and I have some questions too.
I am fascinated by drugs to say the least, I know it isn't glamerous but I find the effects, stigma and culture(s) of drug use interesting both for study and participation.
I don't have a long or interesting drug history, nothing that's too uncommon for my age. My most used drug is mdma powder, having consumed around half a gram to a gram most weeks for almost a year, although now far less frequently.
This was because I got into benzodiazepines, self prescribed for anxiety I was too anxious to address with a doctor more than once; when I tried they just gave me a leaflet. (Thanks nhs) I do not have enough motivation or self love to pursue further treatment. I'm somewhat of a medical anarchist, believing while the medical industry can help some, 'mental health' is far to complex and dependant on the individual. I also believe that labels of mental illnesses can overshadow a persons identity.
Benzos for me have been equally beautiful and destructive. My personality is too spontaneous to react well with the effects. Usage has led me to several displays of mania, culminating in mass shopping and theft sprees, sleeping around and purchasing more drugs- usually cocaine.
Other drugs I have tried are weed, cocaine, a little acid mixed with mdma.
I enjoy mixing drugs and experimenting, sometimes with friends, sometimes alone.
My main aim of being here is to learn how to be safe with drugs, how to have fun with them without loosing my nut and feeling isolated, and generally talk to people with knowledge and experiences.
I would like to write a 'trip report' (is this the correct term?) for each experience. Are there any specific rules on how to do this? How informative must these be? Should they have a focus purely on educating or can they be more subjective and entertaining, describing the feelings, sensations and implications (Think fear and loathing in Las Vegas) perhaps equally as beneficial from a sociological point of view....
Thank you if you've read this far, it's probably too long for an intro. I feel I have a lot to say, yet am quite shambolic going about it.
I'd love to get some responses and tips on how to navigate this properly.
Cheers
Edit: how can I add tags, what tags are usually used
I'll lay out who I am here and I have some questions too.
I am fascinated by drugs to say the least, I know it isn't glamerous but I find the effects, stigma and culture(s) of drug use interesting both for study and participation.
I don't have a long or interesting drug history, nothing that's too uncommon for my age. My most used drug is mdma powder, having consumed around half a gram to a gram most weeks for almost a year, although now far less frequently.
This was because I got into benzodiazepines, self prescribed for anxiety I was too anxious to address with a doctor more than once; when I tried they just gave me a leaflet. (Thanks nhs) I do not have enough motivation or self love to pursue further treatment. I'm somewhat of a medical anarchist, believing while the medical industry can help some, 'mental health' is far to complex and dependant on the individual. I also believe that labels of mental illnesses can overshadow a persons identity.
Benzos for me have been equally beautiful and destructive. My personality is too spontaneous to react well with the effects. Usage has led me to several displays of mania, culminating in mass shopping and theft sprees, sleeping around and purchasing more drugs- usually cocaine.
Other drugs I have tried are weed, cocaine, a little acid mixed with mdma.
I enjoy mixing drugs and experimenting, sometimes with friends, sometimes alone.
My main aim of being here is to learn how to be safe with drugs, how to have fun with them without loosing my nut and feeling isolated, and generally talk to people with knowledge and experiences.
I would like to write a 'trip report' (is this the correct term?) for each experience. Are there any specific rules on how to do this? How informative must these be? Should they have a focus purely on educating or can they be more subjective and entertaining, describing the feelings, sensations and implications (Think fear and loathing in Las Vegas) perhaps equally as beneficial from a sociological point of view....
Thank you if you've read this far, it's probably too long for an intro. I feel I have a lot to say, yet am quite shambolic going about it.
I'd love to get some responses and tips on how to navigate this properly.
Cheers
Edit: how can I add tags, what tags are usually used
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. My 1st and only started thread was MUCH longer then yours and began with the "header" of "PETRIFIED AND TRULY BEGGING FOR HELP!"....feel free to read it if you'd like