beccassecret98
Greenlighter
Hey everyone!
My name is Becca, and I'm here because I love drugs. I've always had an interest in drugs. The D.A.R.E. program probably deterred a lot of youth from trying illegal substances, and that's probably a very good thing. For better or for worse, the drug prevention programs in my area just peaked my curiosity instead. I asked myself, "What is weed/meth/heroin/etc? What do they feel like? And if they are so bad, why do people do them?" I lived with this fascination for most of my preteen years and adolescence. Then, soon after turning 18, I began experimenting. It was very gradual at first; then the number of different drugs I was trying grew exponentially. Now, I have tried (and taken a liking to) a fair amount of substances. I have always been a stubborn person, and I had to learn on my own what the D.A.R.E. program (as flawed as it is) was trying to tell me only a few short years ago: addiction sucks. I also learned a lesson that the legal system probably didn't want me to learn along the way: drugs are fun. Everyday I ask myself if the rewards of this lifestyle are worth the consequences. Joining this website is part of my journey to answer that question.
>Basic facts:
[*]Age: 19
[*]Location: Georgia
[*]Relationship Status: Engaged
[*]Children: One Step-child
[*]Job: Currently Unemployed
[*]Interests: Writing, Psychology, Old Hollywood, Subjects of Morbid Curiosity, etc
>Drugs I've Tried:
[*]Marijuana
[*]Nicotine
[*]Alcohol
[*]Prescription Medications (many types, mostly benzos and opiates)
[*]Methamphetamine
[*]Heroin
My favorite drugs are meth, heroin, Xanax, and prescription opiates. Unfortunately, meth is the easiest thing to get in my area, so that is the main substance I take. If I had my way, I'd only do Xanax and/or opiates.
Guess this is long, but I wanted to do a worthwhile introduction. I love meeting and getting to know new people, so feel free to tell me more about yourself! I'm glad to be here, and I'll be more than glad to learn a few things and meet some people on Bluelight. Cheers! ?
My name is Becca, and I'm here because I love drugs. I've always had an interest in drugs. The D.A.R.E. program probably deterred a lot of youth from trying illegal substances, and that's probably a very good thing. For better or for worse, the drug prevention programs in my area just peaked my curiosity instead. I asked myself, "What is weed/meth/heroin/etc? What do they feel like? And if they are so bad, why do people do them?" I lived with this fascination for most of my preteen years and adolescence. Then, soon after turning 18, I began experimenting. It was very gradual at first; then the number of different drugs I was trying grew exponentially. Now, I have tried (and taken a liking to) a fair amount of substances. I have always been a stubborn person, and I had to learn on my own what the D.A.R.E. program (as flawed as it is) was trying to tell me only a few short years ago: addiction sucks. I also learned a lesson that the legal system probably didn't want me to learn along the way: drugs are fun. Everyday I ask myself if the rewards of this lifestyle are worth the consequences. Joining this website is part of my journey to answer that question.
>Basic facts:
[*]Age: 19
[*]Location: Georgia
[*]Relationship Status: Engaged
[*]Children: One Step-child
[*]Job: Currently Unemployed
[*]Interests: Writing, Psychology, Old Hollywood, Subjects of Morbid Curiosity, etc
>Drugs I've Tried:
[*]Marijuana
[*]Nicotine
[*]Alcohol
[*]Prescription Medications (many types, mostly benzos and opiates)
[*]Methamphetamine
[*]Heroin
My favorite drugs are meth, heroin, Xanax, and prescription opiates. Unfortunately, meth is the easiest thing to get in my area, so that is the main substance I take. If I had my way, I'd only do Xanax and/or opiates.
Guess this is long, but I wanted to do a worthwhile introduction. I love meeting and getting to know new people, so feel free to tell me more about yourself! I'm glad to be here, and I'll be more than glad to learn a few things and meet some people on Bluelight. Cheers! ?

