Ms PeachyBreeks
Bluelighter
One week passed on Friday
Still feel that warmth inside
From that moment of recognition
To the moment of emptiness as it ended
No word and no voice
But you leave my candle burning strong
I promised never to feel again
Not for anyone ever again
Cos it only ends up in pain
But I let you in for some unknown reason
There was something there long after the buzz had been and gone
I'm still remembering things and smiling
I can only imagine how you would have felt deep within
I hid my candle deep inside my soul
Never wishing for someone to light me up again
But now my body burns
No reasoning or logical thinking
When you enter my head it goes fuzzy and blank
Now my flame is lit again
I want to put it out cos I am scared
Because I know that you just don't want me
No phone call and no texts
I guess I'll close myself up again
Will cut the wick off my candle
Or better still
Maybe I should just throw it away.
Still feel that warmth inside
From that moment of recognition
To the moment of emptiness as it ended
No word and no voice
But you leave my candle burning strong
I promised never to feel again
Not for anyone ever again
Cos it only ends up in pain
But I let you in for some unknown reason
There was something there long after the buzz had been and gone
I'm still remembering things and smiling
I can only imagine how you would have felt deep within
I hid my candle deep inside my soul
Never wishing for someone to light me up again
But now my body burns
No reasoning or logical thinking
When you enter my head it goes fuzzy and blank
Now my flame is lit again
I want to put it out cos I am scared
Because I know that you just don't want me
No phone call and no texts
I guess I'll close myself up again
Will cut the wick off my candle
Or better still
Maybe I should just throw it away.
