I hate waiting on these unreliable motherfuckers... At this moment, I seem to just be living for that moment when my phone finally fucking rings with someone in possession of roxies on the other end of the line... I don't understand why these people have so much trouble filling a simple damn prescription, do all these pharmacies really not keep the things in stock?
I'm not really sick yet ... but just knowing that it's coming is making what little aches and irritability I do have that much worse... This $400 is burning a hole in my pocket. My god, I even searched a bill for leftover bits of powder from the last time I crushed one up... Yeah right, like I'd leave anything behind. Yes, I can hear myself. Yes, I think it's pathetic too...
Please phone, fucking ring already... Please, just give me a few more days of escape...
I'm not really sick yet ... but just knowing that it's coming is making what little aches and irritability I do have that much worse... This $400 is burning a hole in my pocket. My god, I even searched a bill for leftover bits of powder from the last time I crushed one up... Yeah right, like I'd leave anything behind. Yes, I can hear myself. Yes, I think it's pathetic too...
Please phone, fucking ring already... Please, just give me a few more days of escape...

