Apparently there is some merit in being vulnerable so i put myself on the line today but as expected got shut down. So annoyed at myself. What am I playing at here? What am I trying to achieve?
Felt good knowing you are okay but you dont even reciprocate the question - would it kill you to ask ME how I am? Perhaps you don't care. It really does not matter. I don't want you but I want you to want me. How fucked up is that.
Maybe I should heed my own advice and stay away from you. The attraction I feel cannot be good for me at the moment. I need to clear my head and you are like smoke atm. You permeate every part of my mind. Never has anyone had this effect on me, it is intoxicating.
Felt good knowing you are okay but you dont even reciprocate the question - would it kill you to ask ME how I am? Perhaps you don't care. It really does not matter. I don't want you but I want you to want me. How fucked up is that.
Maybe I should heed my own advice and stay away from you. The attraction I feel cannot be good for me at the moment. I need to clear my head and you are like smoke atm. You permeate every part of my mind. Never has anyone had this effect on me, it is intoxicating.