There was something about the way you nuzzled into my bed next to me at 4 in the morning that made me write this. Something about the way your body felt, under the sheets, with your legs brushed up against mine and your breath hot on the back of my neck. My eyes were closed and i know you thought i was asleep, and it made me tremble twice as much when you kissed my forehead ever so lightly before you gently wrapped your arms around me and began to snore.
You define bliss. You put a feeling with words I always write about, but only dream of. You make all the nights i spent sleepless and waiting.. worth waiting for. With a kiss on my forehead, you wisk away 2 years of nightmares, and give me sweet dreams. In the twilight, my heart flutters under these covers... I see the light blinking from my stereo, and everything in my room is illuminated, in just the perfect way so that the light graces your perfect features. I'm totally mesmerized by your beauty as you sleep soundly next to me, and everything about you is honest and sincere.
And i wonder where you've been all these years.
Maybe you've been here along, and i just never noticed... yet here you are now, and if i had my way, you'd stay this close to me for a very long time. But as fate would have it, you see yourself somewhere else in a few months.... leaving the trace of your figure imprinted in soft warm sand, not in the folds of these sheets, next to a girl who trembles at your touch, and dreams to know you, just a little more.. before you go.
Sometimes, i feel like giving up.. trying to figure you out. Wondering if i'm just a toy or if i really mean something to you... but then, on nights like these, you go and do something so small, but so sweet... and i take it all in and bask in the mysteriousness of it all. The sex has become a little less ... like sex, a little more like, closeness. The conversations have become a little less comical... a little deeper. There's just a hint of your heart on your sleeve. Don't think i didnt notice.
Tonight, we will cuddle in front of the big-screen tv, watching the Winnie the Pooh DVD that you surprised me with... we will hold each other and one more night will go by where i dont worry about all the drama in my life, or all the tears in my past... i just see you, and feel you, and let myself be overcome by you...
and like you said on the note you placed so carefully on my bed the morning after you captured my heart....
"this is how it's supposed to be. i think."
you think-ed right. life is this.
You define bliss. You put a feeling with words I always write about, but only dream of. You make all the nights i spent sleepless and waiting.. worth waiting for. With a kiss on my forehead, you wisk away 2 years of nightmares, and give me sweet dreams. In the twilight, my heart flutters under these covers... I see the light blinking from my stereo, and everything in my room is illuminated, in just the perfect way so that the light graces your perfect features. I'm totally mesmerized by your beauty as you sleep soundly next to me, and everything about you is honest and sincere.
And i wonder where you've been all these years.
Maybe you've been here along, and i just never noticed... yet here you are now, and if i had my way, you'd stay this close to me for a very long time. But as fate would have it, you see yourself somewhere else in a few months.... leaving the trace of your figure imprinted in soft warm sand, not in the folds of these sheets, next to a girl who trembles at your touch, and dreams to know you, just a little more.. before you go.
Sometimes, i feel like giving up.. trying to figure you out. Wondering if i'm just a toy or if i really mean something to you... but then, on nights like these, you go and do something so small, but so sweet... and i take it all in and bask in the mysteriousness of it all. The sex has become a little less ... like sex, a little more like, closeness. The conversations have become a little less comical... a little deeper. There's just a hint of your heart on your sleeve. Don't think i didnt notice.
Tonight, we will cuddle in front of the big-screen tv, watching the Winnie the Pooh DVD that you surprised me with... we will hold each other and one more night will go by where i dont worry about all the drama in my life, or all the tears in my past... i just see you, and feel you, and let myself be overcome by you...
and like you said on the note you placed so carefully on my bed the morning after you captured my heart....
"this is how it's supposed to be. i think."
you think-ed right. life is this.
but E-girl you make me want to join Dagny in that dance, I have such a smile on my face right now my mouth hurts, and I love it :D Youre such an amazing person and Im glad that youre so happy, you deserve to feel that way forever. *grabs dagny's hands and dances with her arond the room, while giggling like a child* lol 
