I've had more people tell me 'I can talk to them if I need to' in the last week than probably ever.
it only hurts to hear though because I know none of them really want to waste their time listening to my problems.
I want to kill myself but my dad would most likely do himself in right after. I'd have to pretend to go out west, and just not write back. He'd probably know, but he wouldn't know.. oh the many options
don't know wtf I'm doing with myself. The 'easy way out' is anything but easy though, and who knows what wonderful thing god has in store for me next (which will inevitably be snatched away in the most painful way possible, but hey, you gotta wonder what's next..)
ramble off
it only hurts to hear though because I know none of them really want to waste their time listening to my problems.
I want to kill myself but my dad would most likely do himself in right after. I'd have to pretend to go out west, and just not write back. He'd probably know, but he wouldn't know.. oh the many options
don't know wtf I'm doing with myself. The 'easy way out' is anything but easy though, and who knows what wonderful thing god has in store for me next (which will inevitably be snatched away in the most painful way possible, but hey, you gotta wonder what's next..)
ramble off