I guess today's been a crappy day with everything.
PLus.... yeah, whatever.
I been thinking of John. I am so fucking pissed off at my mom for losing the ONE picture I have of him.
You'd think that from 6yrs of knowing him I would have had more pictures. There was a stack he had, but yeah, not going to go into that right now or ever probably.
I miss my fucking best friends, the dead one and the ones alive.
It sucks that I am such a loser that I sit home all day doing nothing but being a mum, watch tv occasionally and looking out the window for/at what I don't know.
I recall the days that bestfriends hung out every other day or such.... I guess that's not the in thing anymore....
Or I just really fucking suck .....
PLus.... yeah, whatever.
I been thinking of John. I am so fucking pissed off at my mom for losing the ONE picture I have of him.
You'd think that from 6yrs of knowing him I would have had more pictures. There was a stack he had, but yeah, not going to go into that right now or ever probably.
I miss my fucking best friends, the dead one and the ones alive.
It sucks that I am such a loser that I sit home all day doing nothing but being a mum, watch tv occasionally and looking out the window for/at what I don't know.
I recall the days that bestfriends hung out every other day or such.... I guess that's not the in thing anymore....
Or I just really fucking suck .....
